Later, we have been struggling with this problem, but what we are struggling with is not the question of whether to jump or not, but,

Do you want to jump in a creek more than a meter deep or choose to go to a swimming pool?

The final decision was based on the uncertainty of the creek, first of all, we are not sure of the actual depth of the creek. Secondly, if there are other accidents, we are not sure if there is anyone nearby. Out of respect for life, we decided to go to the swimming pool anyway.

Don't worry about my safety, Wu Zi doesn't need to shout for help.

The point is that there is also after-the-fact protection.

When I woke up, I didn't seem to think anything, but the big deal was that there was one less chasing object. However, if you think about it,

I don't seem to have anything else to pursue, you say it's not annoying.

I didn't expect that the first time I missed high school was at this time, and I still miss the silly appearance of high school.

Hey, it's another day that starts with the theme of life.

At breakfast, I still couldn't help but discuss this deeper topic with Mr. Ji.

"Teacher Ji, you say, why don't I just recruit boys? I was single for three years in high school, and I could still find a reason to comfort myself, but in this university, I really can't find a reason to convince myself. ”

Teacher Ji listened to my troubles and glanced at me

"Xia Nuan, do you know how far you are from a series of words such as intellectual, sexy, and enchanting? Besides, Xiao Yan didn't delay recruiting girls even in high school. ”

"But don't you hook Mr. Xia like this,"

By the time I realized my gaffe and shut up, most of the words had already come out of my mouth. Seeing my mother's gradual slowdown in eating, I became more aware of the seriousness of the matter.

"Mom, I'm sorry, I was wrong."

After speaking, he quickly straightened his posture with his head down, upright, but he felt a little uneasy in his heart, and his eyes looked forward from time to time, paying attention to the direction of things.

After watching for a while, I didn't wait, and I didn't hear any answer, but I saw my mother gradually recovering the speed of eating. Originally, I was secretly thinking that I had escaped, but the direction of my later development was a harbinger of my naivety and ignorance.

"Xia Nuan, confident, twenty-five years old, if you don't have a boyfriend yet, you can go to a nunnery not far away. As for now,"

Mom paused and looked up at me.

"You need to go shopping with me, to be precise, you have to go shopping with me."

It turns out that most girls of any age, angry, like to go shopping. And, it's inhumane to go around. The lack of humanity can be seen in my slightly red and swollen feet, and if not obviously, in the shopping bags on my hands and arms.

When I returned to the dormitory, I remembered the figure of my mother alone at the moment when the door was closed at the door, and suddenly remembered a sentence from the book I had read before; All the splendor that has ever been in life will eventually be repaid with loneliness.

But I remembered that my mother was angry with me after shopping, and she was still talking about it; "Look at you, as soon as you come back, you will be angry with me, and I will spend so much silver when you are angry with me."

I also want to ask silently, Mom, you see, with me, you will have a brilliant temper, and I will have a brilliant "scar".

My memories shattered at the moment Ye Meng returned.

"Sisters, I'll tell you a piece of news."

As soon as I heard her say this, I replied casually; "Good news or bad news?"

I turned my head to look at Ye Meng, and after seeing the sweetness on her face.

Okay, I think I can already guess who it is related to.

"I, I met with Musanne's parents this week."

I have seen on the Internet that some girls are already married during college, and some are even pregnant. At that time, I was still doubting the truth of the matter, after all, there was no such thing around me. But now it seems that I am indeed lonely. Looking at the development of Ye Meng and Mu Shang, let alone getting married, I think I can see what their babies look like in college.

I seriously doubt that the director of high school has been so harsh on puppy love that it has seriously accelerated the development of the later years.

Look, the flowers are blooming on the other side, while I'm hiding like a mouse.

No, in the past few days, I found that the number of times I saw Xiao Yan had increased significantly compared to before, which made me wonder if God had heard my previous wish [meet Xiao Yan by chance]. However, it must be too late.

I won't say anything else, I just want to sigh with emotion, I have been queuing for more than a year for this wish,,, which is a bit like that. I just finished sighing here, and then I saw Xiao Yan.

Hey, it's a bit long, but the "quality" is pretty good.

Seeing Xiao Yan, who was still queuing in the restaurant just now, I really couldn't help but sigh deeply in my heart.

I was still sneaking away from Xiao Yan in the dark, and suddenly someone next to me patted me on the shoulder, and when I looked back, a big face scared my heart and almost ran away from home, in short, death.

"Lu Feng, are you sick, what are you doing to scare me?"

I roared in Lu Feng's ears, of course, I still have a lot of brains to control the volume, after all, Xiao Yan is next to him.

Statement, I'm definitely not here to save my image, I, I just don't want him to have the illusion that I'm following him everywhere and anytime. Although, before this was indeed true.

"What are you doing here? Weren't you still in the restaurant just now? "Lu Feng didn't mind my fiery temper.

Of course I wouldn't tell him that I just saw them in the restaurant and I ran away, which was a loss of image. I looked at Lu Feng and asked rhetorically; "Why are you here?"

"Xiao Yan said he forgot to buy something, so we came over to buy it first."

Hearing Lu Feng's wording, look, I'll just say that the female supporting role is not as miserable as me.

I waved my hand at Lu Feng, "I'm leaving, and suddenly I feel like I don't have anything to buy." ”

What shampoo to buy, no washing, I don't have this kind of thinking anymore, I think the demand may not be like the need anymore.

Isn't it heartache?

Actually, I don't know what heartache feels like, and if you ask someone who has never experienced what heartache is, you won't get a real feeling.

Growing up, I thought that the saddest thing was to learn that I would never hear from my father again.

But at that time, my heart didn't hurt, but when I learned the news, I got a momentary feeling of suffocation, and it was just a moment, and later, I got used to it, and it seemed that there was nothing left. It's just that when I hear others calling Dad, my head will unconsciously empty up.

This can't be placed on Xiao Yan's side, after all, I have never gotten it.

Xiao Yan is like a toy that I know I will never have, but it is different, because every time I walk in front of this toy, I still comfort myself; I didn't get it, but it's still here.

Because the toy is reproducible, this one is sold out, and the next one will be put on top. However, the reason why it will always be in this place is that it is leaving one by one.

Unfortunately, Xiao Yan only has one, and it is gone after "buying".

Actually, no, maybe he will be repurchased second-hand. To put it bluntly, that is, divorce. Look, how vicious I am, Xiao Yan hasn't even gotten married, and he hasn't even talked about love yet, I'm already imagining his second marriage.

After that, I finally lived like a student, and Mr. Huang was so excited that he used his own efforts to make a student stop the precipice.

I really want to know that Xiao Yan heard someone describe him as a cliff, I only know that my horse is actually quite happy.

The only one who is unusually sad about me should be Mr. Zhang, after all, his high math has become one of the must-listen to many insomniacs before going to bed. I still remember meeting Ms. Zhang once, she was very serious and enthusiastic and asked me if I had any difficulties in learning.

I answer with a very sincere heart; "No, no, no, it's not a bit difficult at the moment."

Especially after never going to your high math again, the pain before seems to be understood, and the current happiness is not understood at all.

As for Xiao Yan, although the number of times we meet has increased, my three views, my core values of society, my worldview, etc., have helped me successfully avoid every meeting.

I'll just ask Teacher Sixiu; Are you honored?

Anyway, I'm both miserable and happy.

Every time I saw the wanton and handsome Xiao Yan on the basketball court, I couldn't help but stop my feet and look at him unconsciously, until the shouts in the audience woke up my mind, and my pace accelerated to leave this "dangerous" place. Sometimes I'd rather take a long detour than pass by the basketball court. When I was taking a long detour, I suddenly understood what Dong Qing once said; The stranger you stumble upon may be someone someone someone else has been looking for all their lives.

Obviously, my anomaly was also affected by Lu Feng and Mulsanne.

The reason is that once Mu Shang took the initiative to provide Xiao Yan's "dynamics". Receiving a kind text message from Musanne, I wiped a handful of non-existent tears from my face, and replied with my hands pretending to tremble; "Thank you very much, but you don't have to tell me about Xiao Yan in the future."

When Mu Shang saw it, he was in a hurry; "Don't, you tell your friend not to give up, you can persuade too, I don't want your bribes in the future."

When I saw this, my heart instantly warmed up a lot.

My emotional response; "Mu Shang, don't worry, I have made you a friend, whether there is Xiao Yan or not."

Not long after I sent the message, I saw Mu Shang's reply, and I was secretly thinking about something in my heart at that time, don't worry, you will also be my friend in the future and so on.

But I didn't expect this to be the only answer; "Then, Ye Meng's night self-study tonight, you can help sign in. By the way, stay for another hour or two. ”

Am I expecting too much from the world? Otherwise, why is it always me who gets hurt every time?