Chapter 258: Blank
I really can't imagine that Gao Tiancheng, who is decisive in killing, will have this side, sometimes I wonder if he is injured and has a fever that burns his brain short, but I know, we all know, he is not.
Moreover, I fell in love with the feeling of being with him, and I was always caught up in his enthusiasm again and again, as if I couldn't help myself.
At that time, I thought that people should sometimes learn to accept their fate. Moreover, I think Gao Tiancheng is right, if Zhang Ruolei is sober now, if he loves me, then he will definitely come to me, and all kinds of difficulties will come.
The day of Xiao Han and Zhang Ruolei's wedding came soon, and when he got up early that morning, Gao Tiancheng was a little restless, looking at me very closely, and not letting him leave. I didn't know what he meant at first, but then I learned what he meant.
"I asked Wan Qian to prepare the gift money for me, and she went on behalf of the two of us." I said to him.
He looked at me and didn't speak.
At this time, I thought that action should be more useful than any words, so I kissed his lips, he hugged me, I felt the changes in his body, not to mention in such a place, what kind of body it has become, he gasped, these days, his lips are no longer as good as before, much moister, and the touch is excellent.
"The doctor said that it will be okay for a while, and then you will be able to be physical, and my body will be fine, and we will be fine."
I looked at him with a smile and anticipation welling up in my heart.
Xiao Han's wedding can be described as the attention of the whole city, and many rumors in the market are also self-defeating, Zhang Ruolei has no signs of becoming a fool, he is personable, he copes well at the wedding, everything is full marks.
Wan Qian also recorded a paragraph, he drank other people's toasts, and was warm and polite with others, when Wan Qian handed them gifts, they also wished Gao Tiancheng a speedy recovery, and he also smiled at Wan Qian's camera, that smile is a little familiar to me, and a little unfamiliar.
Wan Qian said that Huaihai once appeared briefly, with a dull gaze.
"Huaihai looks more like a fool." Wan Qian made up her mind. "He may have been so depressed that he disappeared after a brief appearance, and he didn't know where to heal himself."
Yes, it's best to find a place to carry people. Not only Moscow, nowhere and nowhere do not believe in tears.
I still really want to ask Zhang Ruolei in person how he managed to put me down. Later, I thought that women should not be too greedy, I looked at Gao Tiancheng lying on the hospital bed, I owed him too much, I really should have no distractions. What's more, it has come to this, our lives have long been lived by each other, and there is no turning back, and the goals of the two people and the partners around us have changed.
People, don't be too persistent.
I sighed, and with that, the man in the bed suddenly opened his eyes, and he looked at me, and I smiled and looked at him.
"I just feel that life is impermanent."
I shook his hand. He closed his eyes tiredly.
The day before Gao Tiancheng was discharged from the hospital, Xiao Han and Zhang Ruolei came, and the two took a fruit basket and a flower basket, and the flowers bloomed very luxuriantly and beautifully.
Gao Tiancheng was already able to eat, sit and walk at that time, and the doctor said that in time,
It will soon be back to normal. This is really good news.
Xiao Han shushed and asked for warmth.
From beginning to end, Zhang Ruolei and I were silent, and there was not even eye contact between us.
I didn't dare to look at him, and probably, he didn't dare to look at me.
When saying goodbye, Xiao Han looked at my belly and said that it was really enviable. As she spoke, she took Zhang Ruolei's arm and said I'm afraid we won't be able to have our own baby, but I have discussed with Zhang Ruolei that it is possible to find a surrogate.
I said that now that technology is prosperous, everything is not a problem.
She said, "Isn't it?" I didn't expect that our classmates back then now have their own safe home, which is really worth celebrating.
I said, yes.
But I wanted to cry a little, just a little bit.
I asked Ah Dong to send them out, saying that Gao Tiancheng needed someone to take care of him.
Xiao Han said, understood.
Closing the door, Gao Tianchang was silent for a long time, and I had nothing to say. The atmosphere gets eerie, and we all know what that means.
I wanted to explain it to him, but I knew that if I did, he would probably think more.
I also want to be like Gao Tiancheng imagined, chatting with Zhang Ruolei as usual, so that at least it means that the two of us have completely let go and are completely relieved.
But I didn't do it, and neither did he.
I think of the bits and pieces with Zhang Ruolei, and the years have not completely taken away those memories.
I'm not sad, I'm more or less sad.
However, I know too well that Gao Tiancheng is that person, such a little sadness will grow into a thorn in his heart.
He was such a proud man.
When he was discharged from the hospital the next day, he commanded Ruoding at home, and I set up a card, and he had to follow him every time he had a routine prenatal checkup.
This makes me very satisfied, because he was fighting for his career when I was pregnant with Huaihai, and he was not by my side when I gave birth; And when I was with Zhang Ruolei, the situation was even more indescribable, and I didn't want the perfect wedding and perfect pregnancy I was expecting in my dreams to be given to me by Gao Tiancheng.
"Life doesn't always give you what you want."
I understand.
I often come up with this sentence by myself to review it.
One day, Gao Tiancheng suddenly asked me, "Are you willing to stay by my side out of emotion, gratitude, or do you really love me?"
I was in a trance for a moment, then I thought about his question and how to answer it.
But he ran away as if he was hurt, and he ran away from my eyes, and no longer looked into my eyes.
In addition to that, I also learned another thing, he had nothing to do with that girl, and he didn't have much to do with the girl who was messing around and wouldn't let go of anything and even killed me with a knife.
I don't know who is behind it to give me clues, but one day I was at home and received a courier, a phone recording, and Adong's voice and the girl's voice were very familiar.
Ah Dong said, "Don't spread the word about this." If others know, you know the consequences. ”
The girl said don't worry, I'm a serious art school majoring in acting.
I don't have the ability to do that.
Then there was a brief blank slate.
Maybe Ah Dong paid her, she pointed it very clearly, and then there was a sound of brisk footsteps, maybe the girl who was separated from the two turned around again, saying that if there was such a job again, I hope to find her, she can act vividly.
She also said that she didn't mind making a fake show with Gao Tiancheng, and it was okay to really have a bed, as long as they could afford it.
Before I could finish listening, Gao Tiancheng's footsteps approached, so I had to turn off the recording and pretend that nothing happened.
"What did you buy?"
Gao Tiancheng asked.
I said, "Something small, you're not interested in." ”
He put his arms around my waist and said, "I'm interested in whatever you like." Especially for you. I don't know what's wrong. ”
I said, "No." ”。
He said I'll be careful, a little lighter, a little lighter, but you can't let me be like this, I can't stand it, you don't know how many times, I want to throw you on the bed and tear your clothes and body, of course, with the hardest part of my body.
He gently pressed me underneath me, I could hear the beating of his heartbeat in his chest, I could feel the boiling blood flowing in his body, and he aroused my longing for his body, which came so dangerously, wave after wave, I indulged in it, and the pleasure cried out.
When it was all over, I saw that his and I eyes were shining, and we were like stealing cats, and for the first time we had reached the other side safely, which emboldened the two of us.
He began to develop new attempts, and I was willing to cooperate unconditionally. And, somehow, maybe because of the changes in pregnancy hormones, sometimes I was even more greedy than him, and he sometimes tapped the tip of my nose with his index finger and said that I was really an insatiable little gluttonous cat.
The little gluttonous cat "meowed" and threw down his prey, not wanting that the prey was actually not bad, but pounced the little gluttonous cat under him, the wind touched the treetops, and the men and women who were blown by desire in the room were full of enthusiasm, and everything was beautiful.
One day, he went to work, and at noon, I was taking a nap, and suddenly I felt a chill on my body, and he was crawling on my body.
I'm discolored.
"How did you get back?"
"Suddenly I miss you, I want to burn, so I ......"
"What kind of system."
But my body was awakened by him almost in a second.
I feel like my fate is the same as time, and there is no going back.
The body was wrapped under the quilt, and both of them felt hot, and he cautiously detoured to probe, and both of them were drenched.
His phone kept ringing, but he didn't look, so I grabbed his waist and said, "Stop." ”
"I can't stop."
He threw his head back like a horse, and I could hear me and his neighing, echoing above the vast grassland.
Later, someone knocked on the door, and Ah Dong shouted outside the door, saying, "Mr. Gao? ”
I pushed him down, he got up, wrapped a bath towel, opened the door, and then flashed out, I got dressed, walked to the door, and had time to hear Ah Dong say, "Su Yuntian is dead." ”
"Dead?"
"Yes."
"What's the situation?"
"I said I had a heart attack."
"Heart disease?"
"yes. It's all passed on like this. ”
"But that kid ---- Su Hao, the illegitimate son of Su Yuntian and Xiao Han, and it is said that he has called the police and asked for an autopsy."
I turned around, picked up the clothes he had messily thrown on the floor one by one, then picked up a shirt, walked to the door again, opened the door, Gao Tiancheng looked back at me, I handed him the shirt, and he took it silently.
Then tell Ah Dong that he knows and tell him to wait a while. He came in with the shirt and closed the door, I thought he was going straight to the bathroom to shower, I didn't want him to hug me.
"I'm going to kill Adong, and I'm ready to shoot just now."
I said something was wrong, why don't you leave quickly?
His kisses were overwhelming, and I couldn't hold them.
(End of chapter)