Chapter 111: How can I say it accurately?
When Chen Chen left the library in the evening, his face was inevitably a little disappointed.
The senior sister really didn't come to accompany him again!
Chen Chen actually wanted to go to his senior sister, but in the end, he always hesitated, and even gave up this idea.
Since Li Xin's incident, the atmosphere in the school has been really tense during this time;
The senior sister is not only the vice president of the student union, but also from the picket department, so it seems that she is really busy during this time.
Although Chen Chen said, well, he missed his senior sister a little bit, but he felt that going to his senior sister at this time seemed to be really bad and would cause chaos for his senior sister.
The night is deep.
Chen Chen stood at the door of the library for a while, and finally walked back to the dormitory with a somewhat empty heart.
Shi Dongsheng had already gone to bed at this time, shrunk in the small quilt with only a small head exposed;
The sound of running water echoed in the bathroom, and there was no need to think about it, it must be Gao Yang's guy taking a bath.
In fact, it is;
The other party was washing and washing, and suddenly howled coldly outside the bathroom: "God, I didn't pay attention just now, the soap is gone, Lao Li, help me get a piece of fertilizer, fat ......"
Gao Yang's guy was howling in the bathroom, and suddenly there was no sound.
Chen Chen had just entered the dormitory at this time, and when he heard this, his body couldn't help but tremble.
Shi Dongsheng blinked his eyes even more, and suddenly pulled the quilt and covered his little head;
Even, you can faintly hear the sound of sobbing in the small quilt.
Chen Chen looked at the only empty bed in the dormitory, and he was also a little dazed.
It took him a moment to come to his senses, and he took a bar of soap from the cabinet and handed it to the bathroom.
Gao Yang looked at him and opened his mouth, but in the end he just sighed and said nothing.
Over the next few days, the dormitory seemed to be less and less popular, and it became colder and colder.
In particular, the second semester is undoubtedly much more intense than the first semester of each academic year;
Whether it was Chen Chen, Shi Dongsheng, or Gao Yang, they were all brought into it by the fast-paced atmosphere of the school;
Except for going back to the dormitory at night to sleep, they rarely came back to make a fuss, as if they didn't want to face the empty bed.
Speaking of which, like the freshmen and little rookies of Dongshan University, they have experienced the tightening at the end of the last semester, and their nerves have indeed tightened a lot;
After all, those who can be admitted to key colleges and universities, and those who break the jar when they encounter a little setback, are only a very small number after all.
Chen Chen also found that the senior sister seemed to be getting busier and busier during this time;
The two don't say that they can't see each other at all, but the time they spend together is really getting less and less.
When Chen Chen was in the library this evening, he finally saw a rare side of his senior sister.
A smile appeared directly on his face at that time, after all, the senior sister had really been reading a book with him for a long time.
What's more, during this time, Chen Chen really held back his stomach and wanted to talk to his senior sister.
However......
The smile on Chen Chen's face didn't even hold for a moment, and he froze directly.
The senior sister did come to the library, but she didn't come to accompany him at all;
The other party brought some people, but they just came over to go through the formalities and borrowed a lot of books and materials;
Even, the senior sister didn't say anything about ignoring Chen Chen from beginning to end, but she didn't finish a complete sentence, and she left again quickly.
Chen Chen stood in place, looking at the back of the senior sister outside the library, and really couldn't help but want to catch up.
But in the end, he hesitated, and even gave up the idea.
Chen Chen didn't know what to say when he caught up.
Could it be that he asked why the senior sister didn't accompany him? Or, why doesn't it hurt him lately?
Although Chen Chen likes and enjoys the love of his senior sister, he has always known in his heart that he does not deserve it!
He felt that if he asked really spicy, he was afraid that it would really hurt the senior sister!
Although Chen Chen was a little blocked in his heart, he finally endured it and didn't bother his senior sister.
Perhaps, the senior sister is really busy, and after a while, it will be fine...... bar.
What's more, there is still a short period of time, and it will be almost the May Day holiday;
Chen Chen thought that he would wait for the holiday and talk to his senior sister about it.
However......
Time passed like water, and when it was really the day of the holiday, Chen Chen was dumbfounded;
When the senior sister was about to get into the car, she suddenly changed her mind and said that she would not go home, telling him that there was something wrong and that she would stay in school to deal with it.
Frankly speaking, Chen Chen really had a feeling at this moment;
I feel that the senior sister is lying to him, and there is something hiding from him!
Chen Chen opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything until the end, just quietly looked at the back of his senior sister in the distance.
He thinks maybe, maybe, probably really think too much? It's wrong to blame the senior sister!
Senior sister loves him, she will definitely not lie to him...... bar.
Although Chen Chen tried his best to think so, he still stepped on the train home alone with very complicated emotions.
In the next few days at home, his heart was also blocked.
Especially Chen Xiaoxi's unintentional words, finally completely detonated the explosives in his heart.
Chen Chen was flipping through the study materials that day, and he unconsciously remembered his senior sister, so he couldn't help but be stunned for a while.
The bear child was playing computer games in the house, and when he happened to come out to drink water, he looked at him strangely, and muttered before returning to the house: "Chen Chen, it's been four days of vacation, why don't you go to find your sister-in-law?" Is it that my sister-in-law doesn't want you anymore? That's right, too! My sister-in-law is so spicy, sooner or later I will definitely dislike you stupid. ”
Chen Xiaoxi didn't think much about it after speaking, put on small slippers and went back to the house upside down.
The two siblings have been like this since they were children, and the other party is used to bullying Chen Chen, just joking, and I really didn't take it seriously.
This bear kid was afraid that he didn't expect that it was just such a joke, but he stabbed Chen Chen fiercely in the heart.
Chen Chen's mind buzzed and he was stunned all of a sudden.
The thing he didn't want to think about the most was being dug up by classmate Chen Xiaoxi.
Chen Chen didn't want to think about it all the time, he just felt that his senior sister hurt him so much that he shouldn't distrust the other party.
If the senior sister finds out, she will definitely be sad, right?
But, but...... He really couldn't help but think about it!
After all, Senior Sister has been really abnormal during this time;
Chen Chen is not blind, even if he is blind, his heart can feel it;
Senior sister really doesn't care about him as much as she used to, it seems that there is something or someone that is more important than him!
Are you jealous?
Maybe.
Chen Chen felt more in his heart, but it was a kind of heartache of being deceived.
He could feel that Senior Sister was hiding something from him!
What the hell is it hiding from him? And why hide it from him!
Chen Chen couldn't figure out why the two were together, why they deceived each other!
Deception represents harm;
Using deception as a means to hide, what is hidden, is likely to be...... More damage!
Chen Chen tossed and turned all night, and barely fell asleep until very late.
As soon as he opened his eyes the next day, he packed his things and set out on his way back to school.
Chen's father and Chen's mother were still strange at the time: "It's only been a five-day vacation, why are you in a hurry to go back to school?" ”
However, Chen Xiaoxi lowered his mouth, opened his mouth little by little, and muttered in a low voice: "You won't really let me say it accurately, right?" But, but I really just said it yesterday! ”
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