Send her away, I called Xiao Han, the phone couldn't get through, and I still didn't hear from her. We were on the same page for a long time, but now it's always her that I think about the most. The new CEO of the Su family is surnamed Tong, called Tong Liansheng, in his 40s, he has done his best in foreign companies, at this age, people think that he has no value to use, and the upper echelons are tilted, and he was forced to resign.

At least you can choose me out, I thought of Gao Tiancheng's suggestion to me when I was leaving, let me reactivate Xiao Han, I was very hesitant at the time, now I think about it, it is better to lure the wolf into the room, anyway, people have just come to you, you can never tell whether the other party is a human or a ghost, whether it is a wolf's ambition or loyalty. At least Xiao Han is controllable.

Tong Liansheng did not come up on the drastic, but adopted a gentle tactics, first the company up and down to get a thorough understanding of the start of the start, so that the implementation of a series of reform measures are effective, human resource management costs have fallen rapidly, although the business has not risen significantly in the short term, but also in the step by step steady rise, it is worth looking forward to.

Over the years, especially in the absence of Gao Tiancheng, Adong, and Wan Qian, I realized that a person's energy is limited. When I didn't lose contact with Xiao Han, I once asked Xiao Han, if you really let you achieve your goals, would you have enough energy to manage so many companies by yourself?

Xiao Han looked at me and smiled, but didn't say anything.

"Xiao Han." I leaned alone in front of the window, outside the window, the night was dark, and the lights of thousands of homes stretched for miles, as if there was no end in sight. Gao Tiancheng and Ah Dong are still lingering in the country, lying to me every day, and I have not debunked them. First, I don't want these two people to act rashly, and second, I haven't thought of how to help Wan Qian.

Chen Nian, Mason and Wan Huan get along happily, and I have asked someone to help Wan Huan contact the kindergarten, and it is not difficult for me to enter a high-end private kindergarten now. The scene of begging grandpa and grandma everywhere for Huaiping's transfer is like yesterday's yellow flowers, and it is gone forever.

But sometimes I still miss the old days deeply.

Those who once thought that they were deeply hated by themselves have a different taste in their hearts now.

In fact, if the human heart is empty, how much it has, it still feels that the whole person cannot reach the sky and the earth.

I once saw a work by Taiwanese writer Ms. Liao Huiying called "Blind Spot". There was a passage that I thought was true at the time: I don't belong anywhere, and I don't belong anywhere.

At that time, I felt empathy, and I felt self-pity.

Now I don't have the state of mind I had at that time.

An independent and free soul should be like that: where it belongs and where it belongs.

Why do people have to be?

Whether you are a man or a woman, you are your own destination. You don't have to be attached to anyone, not only because there is no one else to rely on, but also because a truly independent and free soul doesn't need to be attached to any medium.

In Ibsen's A Doll's House, the story ends after Nala runs away, and the rest of Nora's life is up to her, but the author does not explain her future plans or exactly

Develop. Maybe you will die for a lifetime, because the outside world is wonderful, but the outside world is also helpless.

In the days of attachment, Nala's helplessness is limited after all. Helplessness is limited, but there is basically none. When Nala faces the outside world, there is no limit to helplessness, and there is no limit to possibility.

This is one of the biggest reasons why women go out.

Only when you go out can you see a different self, you may have a direct dialogue with the vast and vast world, you may participate in it or blood boiling or liver and brain, you can really live steaming, or die vigorously, even if it is as plain as water, but you will definitely walk as a car, people are as light as chrysanthemums.

As a sentence in A Doll's House: Before you are a woman, you are a person.

Human beings have their own social attributes. It has nothing to do with men's rights, women's rights or even equal rights.

I am in contact with the mercenary group army, because there is no Adong, I don't understand the situation at all, so I was constrained everywhere, I never expected to meet the old man in Yuzhong, there are rumors in the rivers and lakes that there is a group, which has been established in recent years, but the momentum is very strong, the main general will kill the decision, the wind of the general, but no one knows the old nest of people, no one knows the details of this organization, and no one knows the exact number of people.

I asked Ah Dong's brother to spread the news to find the other party, but the news went into the sea like a mud cow, and no one contacted him.

Ah Dong and Gao Tiancheng followed the clues to find a monastery, a small chapel next to the monastery, there were clergy, a total of 30 nuns, 12 people left the monastery for various reasons and excuses within a week.

Ah Dong thought that there must be something strange in it, and the two decided to follow the vine, and finally found out the news of Wan Huan's exit, Wan Huan changed his household photo, but he was no longer called Wan Huan.

But Wan Huan was still safe, which made the two breathe a sigh of relief, and then Wan Qian's whereabouts, they returned to the original point, and there was no news, but they unexpectedly met Mr. Jin in the same place.

People go to the house empty, the interior is empty and lonely, Gao Tiancheng and Ah Dong enter the room, everything is the same as when they go, some windows and curtains have not had time to open, the windows are open, and they are blown up by the wind, like a kite, and they are even more lonely and hanging.

On the first floor, on the third floor, the wooden staircase made a dull and clear sound.

Or as soon as you open the door, you will see Wan Qian. Then they left this place with Wan Qian, and the grievances of right and wrong would eventually be buried by time, and Li would die if he shaved his head, and he would not make any more senseless sacrifices.

What if she doesn't agree?

Gao Tiancheng glanced at Ah Dong.

If she doesn't agree with you, she marries her, she once loved you. At that time, Wan Huan was the first in her heart, you were the second, and the plums were all ranked after you.

I don't marry.

Ah Dong looked back.

I don't marry.

I don't marry a woman who has another man in mind.

Ah Dong lowered his head.

She may have loved me once, but only once. After she met Li Shatou, Wan Qian fell in love with Li Shatou, and Li Shatou finally grew into an irreplaceable and irreplaceable person in her mind.

For the free souls of the world, love and hate cannot be reconciled and replaced.

They fall in love with a value

The person who wins is forever, not obsession, not stupid, not unthinkable, not blind loyalty.

It is because they know that they have found their true other half in the vast sea of people, and their souls are compatible with it, and they can dance with it for a lifetime. They don't have a huge black hole in their hearts, they don't need to replace or stimulate with different faces or souls, they don't need to change or search non-stop, they know what they want, why bother if they find it? They have no shortage of love and adoration, and they are a group of people who have truly found themselves.

Who hasn't spent their whole life looking for themselves?

Some people spend their lives looking for a soulmate, and some people spend their lives fulfilling their desires. Some people live their lives as nothing but right and wrong, and some people live their lives as nothing more than right and wrong and absurdity. I laughed at the green mountains and were cold, but I expected the green mountains to look at me as nothing more than the same.

At some point in the past, I discussed this issue with Zhang Ruolei. At that time, we were not together, and he was still living a drunken life, with a lustful voice and a constant flow of women of all kinds. One time he was too drunk and I went to pick him up, but the car broke down halfway, and we stopped in the cold darkness of the night, the lights were blurred, he leaned against the car door, and I was in the other door. Together we waited for rescue.

I told him to take a taxi and go first, but he didn't agree. Occasionally, a car slid past us, the sound of the wind piercing the night, and the shadows of the lights piercing the night.

Suddenly, I asked him, "Why don't you find someone to fix down?" Is it because you have money?

He turned to look at me and said you don't understand life.

I was amazed that he took the initiative to talk to me about life.

I don't look over my head, the wind passes through my hair, they get tangled in the wind, they obscure my eyes, I pull out the messy hair in front of me and pin it behind my ears.

"Born alone." He said.

I laughed, the word "lonely" always made me feel very weird when he said it.

How could he be alone? The crown is covered with Jinghua, a bunch of people revolve around him all day long, men and women, if he wants, there will be someone to accompany him 24 hours a day, everyone in the world can say lonely, only he, there will be no loneliness!

"What are you laughing at?" He turned around, his elbows on the hood, looking at me through the roof.

"Just smile."

I didn't look at him, my eyes went over the city and into the sky.

"Huh."

He sneered, "I know you're laughing at me." Zhang Ruolei leaned his back against the car body, looking up at the endless dark nothingness like me.

"You don't understand anything."

That was the first time he said to me, "You don't understand anything. ”

But I thought he "didn't understand anything." ”

We always overestimate what we know, and we always underestimate what others know. Many years afterwards, I read a book------ A Song of Ice and Fire. At this point, I finally understood that not only me, but many people also did not understand anything.

Ignorance sometimes makes us feel inferior.

Ignorance sometimes makes us fearless.

How terrible is ignorance? It seems that ignorance is not terrible, but what is terrible is that we do not have a heart to learn.

I found that the more obvious the truth, the less people understood it.

Not to mention that it is easier said than done.

"Loneliness is not yours

How many people are on the side. There are 10,000 people around you, and many people make you happy, but no one knows anything about you. I don't know anything. The people who are constantly looking for them are the most pitiful, because no one understands them, and no real person knows what they are all about. He had to keep trying, but in the end he was still disappointed, so he retreated to the next thing, those empty happiness, even for a moment, or forgettable. ”

I turned around and squinted at him, and he looked at me. For the first time I've known him for so long, I don't think I know much about him.

You don't understand anything.

You don't understand anything.

Yes, I probably don't understand anything.

He called me over, and I walked over to him, and stood in front of him, with two hands on my shoulders with warm heat, and the heat of his palms passed through the fibers of the garment to my skin.

I looked at him, watched him stare at me, and then smiled on his lips, and then he threw his head forward and threw up on me. I screamed and ducked, and he spat and laughed until he burst into tears.

Like yesterday.

Zhang Ruolei. Where are you?

Chen Nian never doubted his background, he always thought that his biological father was Gao Tiancheng. Sometimes I want to explain to him, sometimes I don't think I want to, he is still young, and when he grows up, it will be easier to accept everything.

He was also Xiao Han's guest of the scene.

We were married, but he still betrayed me. In order to take revenge, he did not hesitate to join forces with Xiao Han, break with me, and ignore the child in my belly.

I don't know if I still hate him from the bottom of my heart, but I always feel regretful that if there was no such episode, Zhang Ruolei would have grown into the fulfillment of my life.

I tried 120,000 hard to convince myself that my life was not fulfilling, but I still longed. All living beings have a heart towards the light, so moths do not hesitate to put out fires.

Wan Huan is always preoccupied, once I heard Mason chatting with him, Mason asked, why are you unhappy?

Wan Huan's eyes were empty, staring into the distance. didn't look back, and replied to Mason: You don't understand anything.

(End of chapter)