Someone once said; Every girl has some big or small changes during their puberty.

Probably;

The father is no longer as tall as before, he begins to become rebellious, and most importantly, they will find the boy they like during this time. It is said that it is heartbeat, but in fact, it is also the so-called hazy.

So I suspect that I am probably in adolescence, the last train of adolescence.

And unfortunately, because my hazy haze had not yet begun, it had already become a thousand holes.

Lying on the bed with a large body, looking at the top of the wall above his head, his mind kept recalling all kinds of things about Xiao Yan.

Why didn't Xiao Yan stay with his fiancée during the summer vacation? I am alone, and I still have such a scourge on my face.

I've heard that there are some girls who wish Xiao Yan liked the same sex or was unmarried—since I can't get it, then don't be delusional.

This kind of thinking, how to say it. Viciously at the same time, it also makes people feel a little funny.

Not to mention anything else, as far as Xiao Yan's fiancée is concerned, I dare to let Xiao Yan travel alone, and I am also very impressed. But also, thinking back to the stranger I had only seen once, I sincerely sighed that this fiancée is indeed quite good-looking.

I don't know what other people like me would do in this situation, and my reaction should probably be the worst.

First of all, my first instinct was to dodge, just like I was in the previous state.

But when I reacted, I really wanted to go up and ask directly; Why would you have a fiancée? Or is it; Why don't you tell me you have a fiancée?

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But I think I've been able to think of the answers I've got; Because of love, so love,,。

Look, I think I'm already ashamed of myself just thinking about it.

Holding the mobile phone, he looked at Xiao Yan at the top. It seems to show what I used to be, is it a struggle?

The sound of finger tapping came and went, and the withdraw button went back and forth. The heartbeat of seven and eight times is a harbinger of uneasiness and panic hidden in the heart.

I thought about the moon rising in the afternoon, but I still didn't think of any thoughts.

However, it was enough to prove my inner annoyance, and I fell asleep without even eating dinner.

When I woke up, I felt refreshed, and I no longer thought about what I had or didn't, anyway, now I only believe in one sentence - soldiers will block the water and cover the earth.

Looking at the clothes in the suitcase, I suddenly realized that it was already another summer, thinking about last year, and then looking at today, I am really happy from the inside out.

Summer is actually my mother's favorite season, and then summer is also my favorite season.

But I think my mom is half of the credit for that.

It is said that my name is from the summer, and I didn't use my mother's lost IQ. I was born in the summer, and then the sun hit her face, and I felt warm, so later I was named Xia Nuan.

I can only sigh that it didn't rain on the day I was born, otherwise, it is estimated that I would have become a summer rain.

I wore a long skirt to prevent the change of skin color, and thought that I might need to walk for a long time today, so I found a pair of white canvas shoes that were more comfortable to wear, and then carried the camera that had been shelved for many years, opened the door and left, more precisely, it should be running.

The main reason is that I am afraid of going out to meet Xiao Yan and make him feel that my intentions are wrong. After all, my intention was to be really clean.

When I came to the famous tourist attractions in City B, as soon as I got off the bus, I was actually ready to retreat.

Mom, there are a lot of people. With the camera in my hand, I felt a little homesick for the camera, and as its owner, I felt it accurately, so I also wanted to go home.

But seeing the beautiful scenery in the distance, I forcibly stopped the desire of the camera - what are you going to do back, how beautiful it is.

Avoid crowded places along the way and take pictures of the scenery along the way.

As I walked, I suddenly found that there was a pavilion next to me, and I happened to be a little sweaty, so I walked in and planned to rest.

But when I saw someone in the pavilion, I stopped in my tracks.

I suddenly wanted to ask him, very seriously, that day, he knew that I had gone.

It stands to reason that he should have known that I was gone, but why am I still so weak-hearted? Isn't it afraid that he will fall in love with me, well, it's a joke.

Looking at him, I was apprehensive in my heart, and I tried very hard to organize the language, and in the end, there was only one sentence that came out.

"I, I'm not following you."

After saying this, I suddenly understood some failed suitors.

Just like me, I feel that every time I collide with Xiao Yan's gaze, I am always afraid that he will ask questions like before; "Why do you keep following me?"

In the past, I might have been cheeky and shamelessly looked him in the eyes, without the slightest hint of evasion, and said with confidence

"If I don't follow you, I won't like me. But following you won't make you like me 100%, but that's much better than not following. ”

After speaking, he winked at Xiao Yan and asked briskly; "That's not the case, you say."

But this phenomenon will not appear, not only because of the problem of face, but also because of my morality.

After all, a teacher once said that I only have this one strength, and I can't live to live without my strength. The more I think about it, the more I think I'm really too smart.

Anyway, at the end of the day, I still have one strong point left.

While I was thinking, Xiao Yan also came to my side, and his approaching for no reason was suddenly disturbed by my thoughts.

It's like a magnetic field, disturbing my frequency.

After waiting for a long time, he didn't dare to raise his head, and it wasn't until the back of his neck ached a little that Xiao Yan opened his mouth to answer, his tone was deep, as if his temper had endured to the limit.

"Well, what a coincidence."

Hearing him say this, I understood in a trance; He must have known that I was there that day, and he must have thought about liberation.

Thinking about it, I suddenly seemed to understand, and there was no embarrassment with each other, I should say that I personally felt suddenly lighter. raised his head and smiled at Xiao Yan, stiffly maintaining this smiling expression, never feeling that laughter also needed the support of faith.

After that, I only heard myself speak; "I suddenly remembered that I forgot to go to a place just now, you can sit here, I'll go and see it first, goodbye."

As soon as the words fell, he quickly turned around, intending to rush away.

I think it could be that there are too many people in this place, which is stopping my CO2 emissions.

Before I could start running, a word caused me to stop the fire on the spot.

"Wait a minute, I'll go with you."

I looked back at Xiao Yan and wanted to touch his head to see if he had a fever.

I hesitated as to how I could hit him the hardest.

It's the same as back then, but come to think of it, it's better to be gentle.

Isn't there a saying that says; I don't care about how long it lasts, I only care about what I once had.

I can still think about it later; Look, Xiao Yan offered to enjoy the scenery with me. In retrospect, I was also a person who had it.

"Okay."

After that, we walked together, without saying a word. As for what I'm talking about, of course I'm talking nonsense. It's just a way to escape from Xiao Yan, although it didn't work.

Finally, he stopped by a creek and remembered that he had thought about jumping into the creek when he first knew that he had a fiancée, and couldn't help but laugh.

Xiao Yan next to me looked at me with an inexplicable smile; "What are you laughing at?"

I put away the smile on my face and said; "Oh, it's nothing, I just remember that one time, my girlfriend and I were thinking about going to jump in the creek"

Xiao Yan listened, with a look of surprise, probably surprised by our guts; "So, what about the end?"

"Of course I didn't make it, my best friend said that she was afraid of an accident, and then she had to shout with all her strength, and there were too many things to consider, so she gave up."

As I spoke, I suddenly saw Xiao Yan insert his hand into the stream, the depth of the stream had not yet reached the height of his hands, and then I saw Xiao Yan's look of disbelief; "At this depth, you are still afraid of dangering your life?"

Listening to Xiao Yan's inquiry, I decisively closed my mouth. No more words, afraid of saying something more.

But Xiao Yan didn't intend to let me go, and continued to ask me; "Why do you want to jump into the creek? Frustrated in life? ”

I looked at Xiao Yan's innocent and innocent appearance, and I couldn't get angry, but I could only respond silently in my heart; Isn't it frustrated? But I didn't have the courage to say it,

In the next time, Xiao Yan didn't propose to leave, and I didn't dare to remind me out loud, so I could only shoot back and forth along the way.

Later, when I was really tired of walking, I rested on the stone bench on the road. I was silently glad that I didn't have the choice of makeup, looking at the sweat on my face, I didn't pay attention to it, let him flow wantonly, and I wouldn't worry about all kinds of makeup.

A middle-aged couple came in front of me, and I stepped aside, and they sat next to me, and all I heard was a woman's complaint

"Tell you, tell you don't forget to give me my usual lipstick, what about you, you got me the wrong one again."

After speaking, the woman was probably still angry, and punched the man a few times. Until the man couldn't help but complain in his heart

"You didn't tell me which one it was, I think this is the same color as you usually paint, blood red and blood red."

As soon as the man's words came out, I felt that he probably would inevitably be beaten again.

"What's that? Blood-red? I'm aunty. ”

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Listening to the argument next to me suddenly aroused my sore spots.

If my mother and Mr. Xia were good, I guess it would be like this. But it's impossible after all.

Painful memories came flooding in, I couldn't resist the desolation in my heart, looking at the other side, looking at Xiao Yan looking down and playing with his mobile phone, and there was already a slight dark color on his arms. There was a little fine sweat on his forehead, but it added a little other charm.

When I reacted, I could only feel the redness on my face. Don't look at it, I guess I'm blushing again.

found Xiao Yan looking towards this side, and hurriedly said; "It's really hot, my face is red and red."

And Xiao Yan just replied lightly,

It is estimated that he has not yet come out of his previous emotions, looking at Xiao Yan, the question was said directly without going through the brain

"Xiao Yan, what kind of love do you say is the best?"

As soon as I said that, I knew as if I was asking something I shouldn't have asked.