The two sat on the bed, and neither of them would sleep.

"Why don't you sleep?" He asked me.

"Why don't you sleep?" I asked him.

Gao Tiancheng smiled, "If I leave, if there is no return date, you can miss me and miss me, but you must let me go." ”

I burst into tears, turned my head, reached out and turned off the light, I didn't want him to see me crying, the tears fell into pieces, like life!

No matter how much reluctance there is, people always have to be separated. When I was young, I longed for eternity, and I didn't think that I might have put a lot of pressure on Huaihai. Now I finally understand that feelings are not good overnight, not in the morning and twilight, feelings are only a part of life, not the whole of life.

The result of putting the cart before the horse is that I didn't get what I wanted, and it also drove Huaihai to the end of the road.

Women are very prone to separation anxiety in their relationships, but in fact, they still have no sense of security, and they always feel that they are not around and have no bottom in their hearts, and their feelings will give birth to many variables.

In fact, a man and a woman tied together in the morning and twilight may not be able to seek benevolence in the relationship.

No one can lose himself at any step, and the feelings that are too firmly grasped always hurt others and hurt themselves.

Some people on the Internet say that a woman who cares about you will have a temper with you, will care where you are, and will pay attention to everything about you. If a woman doesn't care about you, everything about you has nothing to do with her, and she won't continue to care about those small things.

There are people who really believe it.

Actually, that's really not love. Love is about wanting to be good for each other, not to satisfy one's own desires or fill one's own inner problems. Afraid of losing, no matter how gorgeous and beautiful it is, he is still afraid that the other party will leave him, and the essence is still to love himself more, or to be selfish, or to possess.

People like to make all sorts of high-sounding excuses for their unreasonable behavior. What if you can convince the world? It's just a matter of covering your ears and stealing the bell.

So let him go, let him do what he likes, wants to do, and has to do. If love is finally instantaneous, it is not forever, what are women clinging to?

"You're going to come back." I wiped away my tears gently.

"If you don't come back, I'll ...... "How am I?" Fortunately, the choking came just in time. "Go to sleep." I urged, "You're going to catch a plane tomorrow, you're going to sit for a long time, you're too tired." ”

Gao Tiancheng wrapped his arms around me and circled me, "Don't sleep, I'll go to sleep on the plane tomorrow, so that you don't have to worry about me looking at a beautiful flight attendant." Now look at you more. ”

"I've seen it for so long, and I haven't seen enough?"

"It's strange that I haven't seen enough." Gao Tiancheng whispered in my ear.

It wasn't until dawn that the two of them began to feel sleepy, but they couldn't sleep anymore. Gao Tiancheng said that my face was a lot haggard, and asked me to sleep a little longer.

"It's okay for the kid to let the knife face go down." He said.

"Nope." I lifted the quilt and got out of bed, "In addition to sending them to school, I want to take you to the airport." ”

"It's not a child, send it around."

"But I want to send it." I say.

I was worried that Mason and Chen Nian would not be able to accept it, but these two little guys accepted it even faster than me. Probably men

We are born with the understanding that certain differences are necessary in life. They are more rational.

Mason asked, when will he be back?

Chen Nian asked, is there any danger?

In the end, Chen Nian is a few years older, his eyes are not worried about Gao Tiancheng's stump leg, and his eyes are secretly aimed at me. I could barely restrain myself.

Later, Chen Nian said to Gao Tiancheng: Don't worry, we are at home.

Chen Sen came up to make fun and shouted, saying, don't worry, there are two men in the family, we can protect and take care of my mother.

Gao Tiancheng smiled with satisfaction and looked at me with a victorious expression. The meaning he wanted to convey was self-evident. I know. Leaving makes people sad, leaving also makes people grow, and most importantly, some of them can also play a role in fueling the troubles.

For example, when I saw off Chen Nian that day, he said goodbye to Gao Tiancheng when he got out of the car, saying: Dad, don't worry, with us at home, I will take care of my mother and younger brother.

Gao Tiancheng was silent, and I was so excited that I burst into tears. Chen Nian didn't look at me, lowered his head and closed the car door, and said goodbye to us one by one: goodbye Dad, goodbye Mom, goodbye brother, goodbye uncle.

Gao Tiancheng held my hand, and I knew that everything was in my hands.

"Seon lost his horse, how do you know if it's a blessing?!" He said.

"I'm greedy," I said, "and I don't want to lose anything." And thou shalt come back with all thy beard and all thy shadows. You all have to come back. ”

However, there are so few things in life that you can grasp.

Ah Dong went to pick up Gao Tiancheng, and because Gao Tiancheng came, they decided to stay in the hotel.

Before leaving, Gao Tiancheng told me that if I was really too busy, I didn't have to hold on, and let Xiao Han come back to help me. I still haven't made up my mind to get her back. I still have a shadow more or less in Xiao Han, and I always can't understand Xiao Han, I don't know if she really washed her hands in a golden basin, or walked on the side of the rabbit, but it was just confusing.

After all, she has nothing now, and according to her previous style, it is not impossible to plan and then act. Chen Nian and Mason are quite worry-free, especially Chen Nian.

Once he had already gone to bed and gotten up again. I asked him what he wanted to do and he said to check the doors and windows.

Another time, in the middle of the night, he broke into my bedroom. I was drowsy and drowsy, and I thought something was going on when I saw him break in without a clue, especially when I saw that his eyes were red.

"What's wrong?" I ran out of bed barefoot and took him into my arms. He burst into tears, "I dreamed... Dreaming..."

"Dream that something happened to my father?" I almost blurted it out.

"It's not." He looked up from my arms, "I dreamed that something happened to you. I dreamed that you were sick and lying on the hospital bed, and I took your hand......"

Chen Nian couldn't go on, but I didn't know that at a certain moment, he began to really treat me as his mother. He had that dream because he had seen Chen Yu leave with his own eyes, and because he was afraid of losing me.

I hugged him tight and invited him to sleep with me that night. I realized that he must not be used to sleeping with his mother at this age, so I did not force him, Chen Nianru was pardoned, and told me that he loved me before running out.

"I love you too."

I smiled and watched him leave.

But after such a toss, I couldn't sleep, there was no news of Gao Tiancheng after he left, and the so-called progress on his side was rarely shared with me. He told me most of the trivial things about life, and once he even shared with me the story of Ah Dong being harassed by a passionate local girl, and he was foaming at the mouth, but I always felt that he was pretending to be relaxed.

Doing all the work by myself is actually quite embarrassing. I didn't think it was when Ah Dong and Gao Tiancheng were there, as soon as the two of them left, I was really in a hurry, and sometimes I had to take my work home to do.

It's been a busy day, and it's already the second half of the night after finishing work. Seeing that the night outside was like water, I suddenly felt that I didn't know where to go, and I looked through the window, but it was dark outside. I took out my phone to watch Xiao Han's latest circle of friends, but I found nothing. Unexpectedly, at such a time, after thinking about it, the only person who wanted to say something to her would be Xiao Han.

I threw my sigh into the night and put away the phone. I know I'm not going to call her and get her back. Maybe the man surnamed Jin was also arranged by Xiao Han, and as for the purpose, it should be very clear----- and he left the mountain. Gao Tiancheng and Ah Dong have left, and she calculates that I can't be busy, and maybe she will lure the wolf into the room again.

I can't afford to take that risk.

When I lay on the bed, my whole body felt like I was about to fall apart, and Chen Nian would pay attention to my face every morning when I had breakfast with me. Mason too, I look at them and feel no longer tired, I just hope that these two children will grow up quickly, and when they all grow up, Gao Tiancheng and I don't care about anything, eat, drink, and play every day.

I also went to the temple to pray for the blessings of the group. Knife Face said that the older I got, the more superstitious I become. I don't say no, only when people reach a certain age will they realize that they are actually small, only then will they learn to revere everything in heaven and earth, only then will they know that seeing is not true, and only then will they understand that there may be a cycle of trapped fruits in places that we cannot see with the naked eye, and there are many other things that cannot be spoken.

I believe they can bless my high heavenly success with a safe return.

And I sometimes like to stay in the temple for a while, and the place outside always makes people feel extra peaceful. Even if the traffic outside the wall is busy, the wall is still Sanskrit singing, the red wall and green tiles inside, carved beams and painted columns, planting green pines and cypresses, shuttling through the forest and chirping birds, stepping on the square stone bricks, the heart is not alarmed.

Just think that time will be frozen, don't go forward, don't go backward, stop here, maybe the present is forever.

Gao Tiancheng and Adong have not made much progress, and they see Wan Qian and the man sprinkling dog food every day. All kinds of affection, and from time to time there are inappropriate shots for children. The two of them even laughed and talked, saying that there was nothing dangerous in this way, and besides, women were willing to die for love. The peony flower is dead, and it is also romantic to be a ghost!

After all, things have to go on.

But that person actually set his sights on Ah Dong, in addition to Ah Dong, Gao Tiancheng also secretly fought with him. It's all old acquaintances, and men are not grinders, and they're good at preemptive strikes.

So one day, Gao Tiancheng and Ah Dong went back to the hotel, and they were deliberately asked to Wan Qian, Wan Huan and the man

Wait together in the hotel lobby.

The reason why it is said to be deliberate is because Gao Tiancheng and Adong have always felt that it was a deliberate coincidence arranged by a man surnamed Jin.

The two people walked almost head to head, looking at each other, Gao Tiancheng was hesitating to recognize Wan Qian, but Wan Qian had already led Wan Huan to fly towards him.

"Why are you here?" Wan Qian asked, "Why did you come here and didn't know to look for me?" Do you still treat me as one of your own? ”

Wan Qian cried with joy.

It's not hard to find an excuse.

"Come on, come on, I'll introduce you."

The three men feigned a shudder. The scene was peaceful for a while.

"Let's go, come home with me." Wan Qian proposed, "We're going to have a big dinner tonight and have a good celebration." ”

Gao Tiancheng and Ah Dong followed behind. After picking up a vacancy, Ah Dong asked Gao Tiancheng.

"Do you believe it's a coincidence?"

Gao Tiancheng lit a cigarette, inhaled, spit out, and then shook his head at Ah Dong.

"This kid found out about us, of course he brought Wan Qian here on purpose, and he wanted to get to the bottom of us, to know who we were here for, and he also wanted to know if Wan Qian knew about our arrival, so as to decide when to have a showdown with Wan Qian."

The two glanced at each other, Gao Tiancheng took out the cigarette and handed it to Ah Dong, who took out one of it and lit it. That's when the man appeared like a ghost.

"It turns out that you are smoking here, Wan Qian is looking for you." He laughed and took a bite of small white teeth.

"If he is really an ordinary man, how good it would be to really fall in love with Wan Qian!" Ah Dong sighed in his heart.

But in real life, if you are always absent.

Wan Qian operated, a table of sumptuous dinner, with wine and meat, Gao Tiancheng and Ah Dong intended to get the man drunk, but in the end, Gao Tiancheng was slightly drunk.

(End of chapter)