Chapter 303: A Man on a Boat
"Where do you talk to Kang Sheng every day now?" I asked him.
Ah Dong grinned, "Now that you have Zhang Ruolei, you don't have time to pay attention to the two of us, the two of us have to huddle together to keep warm." ”
I sighed, "He's Xiao Han's brainless fan now, and I don't know how to win a game." ”
Ah Dong was silent, Mason was at his hand, he stretched out his chubby little hand to caress his face, his mouth was no longer just babbling, he could already say many new words, such as "to", "baby", "dad", "mom", "sister......
Ah Dong said that when he met a good-looking young lady outside, he would hug someone's relatives, but when he saw a boy or an ugly person, he didn't, he looked very cold and rejected people thousands of miles away. Adong relish this little feature of Mason.
"I think he can live without me, but he can't live without you."
I carried him, but he writhed in my arms, struggling to get off the ground, he didn't walk very steadily, but he always tried to run. Ah Dong said that this is human nature, people always want to eat a bite to become a fat man, but if they really eat a big fat man, they feel that the goal that is too easy to achieve is not enough for people to cherish.
I looked back at him, "Very philosophical, what you just said." I said.
"People carry a lot of things in their lives." He came to such a sentence again without a clue.
I frowned, a little confused.
"If you insist on redeeming Zhang Ruolei, I think we should have made plans earlier."
"Planning?"
"Yesterday I took Mason out and found someone following me, and of course they wouldn't be targeting me. I have nothing. ”
Sweat was oozing from my forehead, "You mean ......"
"This should just be a warning."
I trembled with fear, and I couldn't get a word out of my throat completely. I took a few quick steps, nervously caught up with Mason, and scooped him into my arms. I rubbed his cheek softly, he could feel his mother's nervousness, and I was quiet in my arms.
"Don't worry too much, I didn't want to tell you."
"How can you not tell me about this kind of thing!" I yelled at me and felt like I wasn't breathing well.
I remember watching an American drama called "Billionaires", also called "Millionaire", where a male protagonist once said that the most terrible person is not that he has everything, but that he has nothing and nothing. People who have nothing are the most terrible.
Obviously, Adong also thought of this.
"If there is no more Zhang Ruolei, then she will have nothing. Once she has nothing, no one knows what she can do. Man is ruthlessly destroyed when she has nothing, destroying everything she can destroy. That is, we often say that the barefoot are not afraid to wear shoes, anyway, there is nothing, so they simply gamble. ”
I hugged Mason tightly, and the tiny pink flesh squirmed uneasily in my arms twice, and then he decided to turn his puzzled gaze into a flattering gesture of intimacy, and he kissed me on the cheek,
Tears welled up in my eyes.
I don't want to ask Ah Dong if he is fully prepared, we all know that some things and some people are actually unguardable, and we have enough lessons from the past, such as Gao Tiancheng, such as Wan Huan, and even, such as Su Yuntian.
Tragedy cannot be allowed to repeat itself.
"I -------" I wanted to say that I would give up, but ------, I knew that there might not be anyone other than me who could really save Zhang Ruolei from the dire situation.
"I know what you're trying to say," Adong stopped me, "you don't have to promise me. I've been thinking of a lot of ways to do it these days, such as tightening security measures or sending Mason away, and I even regret that I shouldn't always take Mason to public places. Feelings are unique to human beings, so feelings will always become the biggest shortcoming of human beings. Originally, I read a sentence that said that you can't move bricks if you hug you, and you can't hold bricks if you move bricks. I didn't understand it at the time, I thought that a man wanting to hug a woman had nothing to do with moving bricks. You can't move bricks 24 hours a day, and you can hold her when you don't. It is the greatest evil for a man to snub a woman on the grounds of work, and if he doesn't love it, he can leave decisively. But you can't snub her with some high-sounding excuses or reasons, and let her wait quietly in place. All people have the right to know the truth, just as all people have the right to choose. They brutally deprived themselves of these rights to the woman they once loved, and even loved them deeply at that moment, and they also told the world that they were innocent. It's really despicable. But I know that you are in such a situation right now. The cruelty of life lies in the fact that when people have many choices, they can't wait if they don't have so many options, and it is best to choose one of the two; But when they are really faced with a choice, it will make people hate to die immediately. ”
Yes, I hate to die right now.
Mrs. Su complained a lot about my delay in making a move, and I didn't know how to explain to her, she had nothing, and I wasn't.
Once, I was alone with Kang Sheng, and several times I wanted to ask him if I could leave with Mason.
But I later realized that it shouldn't be Kang Sheng's responsibility, all this had nothing to do with him, I couldn't kidnap him with his so-called love, I couldn't feel that it was not easy, so I let others fully cooperate with me, none of us had the right to ask others to cooperate with us throughout the whole process of life because of our own interests.
I'm not the sun, and I can't ask everyone to revolve around me.
I remembered that once Gao Tiancheng was injured, Wan Qian came to see me, she looked cold to me, she said me at the time, said that I was selfish, self-conscious, and willful.
I thought she was going too far, but now that I think about it, every word she said was actually about me.
I'm so unbearable, Wan Qian can see it clearly, Gao Tiancheng can't be unclear, but they still choose to stay by my side unconditionally.
As for Zhang Ruolei, he didn't. We weren't there for each other when he needed me the most, when I needed him the most.
Maybe that's fate.
People should accept their fate.
Choosing between Mason and Zhang Ruolei, there may always be only one result. Ah Dong knows very well.
I started to avoid Zhang Ruolei, I made adjustments with Adong, I took Mason, and then he went to work in Su's.
"Are you going to quit?" Mrs. Su asked me.
"I can't put Mason in danger."
The old lady said: "If Xiao Han's problem is not solved, we people will not be safe for a moment." Because she's crazy, we never know what she's going to want next, what she's going to be able to do. You think staying away from her will keep you out of danger? Joke! A cold smile tugged at her lips. The only way to do this is to eliminate her. ”
"But each of us has a handle in her hand."
"I didn't!"
The old lady said, "I don't." Her slack eyelids drooped, obscuring her gaze.
"But even so, I don't have a chance to get close to her, even if I want to fight her for real, she can't give me a chance."
I was speechless, but at night, sleeping, I often dreamed, dreaming that a person was covered in blood and asked me for help, I couldn't see who that person was, so I had to approach him step by step with trepidation, Gao Tiancheng? Zhang Ruolei? Or Mason? Wan Huan?
Every step was thrilling, until I really faced him, and then the other party stretched out his thin white fingers and grabbed his face fiercely, revealing Xiao Han's face.
I was panting and sweating, and I hugged the quilts, but they didn't warm me. Ah Dong heard a knock on the door and came in, and he asked me what was wrong? He was still holding Mason in his arms, he said that Mason might have had a nightmare just now, he had just woken up from the nightmare, I lifted the quilt and got out of bed, and walked to Mason's side, Mason's little face was buried in Adong's neck, I called him, he turned his head and glanced at me lazily.
"Mom." He called me softly, then shrank himself back into Ato's arms, perhaps thinking that it was his eternal safe haven.
I noticed that there were tears in his watery little eyes, what kind of nightmares would he have when he was so young?
I had a vague uneasiness in my heart.
"Adong, don't go to the Su family, let's be in the Zhang family together, so that I can feel more at ease."
Ah Dong was silent and comforted Mason softly.
"Mother and son are connected." I slumped on the edge of the bed, "Perhaps, danger is quietly approaching?" ”
"Don't be a soldier." Adong comforted me, Mason collapsed his young body in Adong's arms, such a toss, he may be a little tired, tiredness hit again, he was drowsy, his eyelids struggled, as if he was not very relieved, his eyes had just closed, and he couldn't help but force himself to open them, and then confirm that he was in a safe environment.
I reached out and stroked his head, where there was beautiful black hair, soft and thick, and his ears were large with round hanging beads, and I touched his ears and said to Adong.
"Blessed is Mason, there will be no accidents,
He shouldn't have any accidents. ”
"But Xiao Han is our heart disease, Mrs. Su is right, as long as she doesn't get rid of it for a day, maybe we won't be able to really live the rest of our lives."
Mason's nose lifted slightly, and he let out a well-proportioned breathing sound, and Ah Dong changed his position to hug him so that he could sleep more comfortably, and then told me with his eyes to send Mason back to his cot first. I nodded, I couldn't sleep anyway, so I went out and sat in the living room, and when Adon had settled Mason, he walked out with his hands down.
"Xiao Han is a big problem, a big trouble, and it will have to be solved sooner or later." Ah Dong wiped his face and said.
"But we can't act rashly, I suspect she is trying to force us to do it, but in fact, there is a plan behind it, and when we can't hold our breath and take the initiative, she can take advantage of our flaws and use it as a threat, or simply to attack us. Breaking us down mentally should be her main goal now. So we can't mess with ourselves first. ”
I nodded in agreement.
"But at the same time, we can't be afraid, because if we are afraid, we will inevitably live in fear every day like we are now, and it will be more difficult to make a difference, and of course, it will be easier to show our feet."
My sigh slipped into the night, and Ah Dong and I looked tired under the light, and I couldn't help but blame myself, if it weren't for me, Ah Dong would have lived such a free life.
"Adong," I touched his hand, and he grabbed mine with his backhand, and the two of them clasped their hands tightly together.
"Don't talk about the old-fashioned dialogue, what hard work is not hard, now, in the past, in the future, we are all people in the same boat, and it is right to be in the same boat. What's more, Gao Tiancheng is kind to me. ”
(End of chapter)
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