Chapter 362: Relief
"Your grandfather has loved you since he was a child, and now that he is older, don't you want to be by his side?" Ye Luo thought for a while and said, "And Tang Yan, what will he do if you leave?" ”
"I know there are a lot of estrangements between you and grandma and grandpa, but no matter how much estrangement there is, you are also relatives, isn't the reason why you don't want to pay attention to it is because you are escaping, so when do you want to escape?"
Bai Yanyan bit her lip and didn't speak, in fact, she always knew that what Ye Luo said was true.
She's just a coward.
Although he said that he wanted to accept Tang Yan, he was actually not used to this feeling, so he subconsciously wanted to escape.
And the grandparents were the same, and the words were as if they had pierced all her masks, making her instantly at a loss.
"I'm not accusing you or doing anything, I just want you to be able to really let go, how can you be truly free and happy if you keep running away from something?"
Ye Luo really likes white smoke, so he said such things.
Bai Yanyan understood that Ye Luo was really qualified to say such a thing, because she had indeed done what she had said.
But how difficult it is for Bai Yanyan to take such a step.
"My grandparents are actually very strict in their personalities, and their image on the outside has always been very old-fashioned, and I feel the same way......
"Do you really think so? If you really think like this, then how can you subconsciously be coquettish and subconsciously rely on? Ye Luo interrupted Bai Yanyan's words.
Bai Yanyan was speechless, it turned out that she had unconsciously relied on her grandparents so much?
Now the mode of getting along with each other still seems to be extremely relaxed, which can only show that they used to get along like this, only because Bai Yanyan was unilaterally and consciously estranged.
"I ...... I really can't do it, I don't think I can cross the hurdle in my heart, I really don't know what I should do......" Bai Yanyan held her head a little uncomfortable, she really didn't know how to do it, but it seemed that everyone was forcing her.
Ye Luo frowned when he saw her like this: "I'm not forcing you, I just want you to think clearly, you want to think clearly about what you want, what you want to do, that's all." ”
The white smoke fell silent after a while.
She frowned, as if she was thinking about something, Ye Luo didn't make a sound to disturb her, the reason why her previous attitude was so decisive was because she believed that Bai Yanyan was not a person who would fall easily, she was actually far stronger than she imagined.
Chu Ran saw Ye Luo and Bai Yanyan from a distance.
It was already dusk, and Chu Ran was holding a coat in his hand, he was worried that Ye had been outside for too long.
Ye Luo has left a sequelae since he was frozen, that is, he is extremely afraid of cold, even under the scorching sun, Ye Luo's body is cold, Chu Ran was worried about whether something was wrong, but after learning from the doctor that this was normal, he put his mind at ease.
"Luoluo, go home."
Ye Luo looked up at Chu Ran who was walking towards him.
"Do you want to go a little longer? If you want to continue, I can stay with you. ”
Ye Luo asked Bai Yanyan.
Bai Yanyan shook his head: "No need, I want to go back now." ”
Bai Yanyan came to Tang Yan's side, Tang Yan was particularly concerned about Bai Yanyan's emotions, and he could see at a glance that Bai Yanyan was a little wrong, but in front of so many people, he still endured it and didn't ask more.
When he got to the car, he began to say, "You look so ugly, is something going on?" ”
Bai Yanyan was silent, and when he heard what he said, he just shook his head randomly, and he didn't want to make it clear at all.
Tang Yan's eyes darkened: "Then I'll send you home now." ”
When Bai Yanyan heard this, he suddenly said, "I'm ...... now I don't want to go home yet. ”
Tang Yan was a little surprised, unlike Ye Luo, Bai Yanyan is a real housegirl, what she likes to do most when she is not out is to play games in front of the computer or use her mobile phone, and every time she goes out, she always wants to go home quickly, this is the first time Bai Yanyan said that she didn't want to go home.
"So where do you want to go?"
Tang Yan's gaze softened.
"I want to go see my grandparents......" Bai Yanyan hesitated a little.
"What's wrong?"
"Isn't it too late for us to go now?" Bai Yanyan was worried about whether she would disturb the two old people, it was already past seven o'clock, and the two old people had always gone to bed very early, and she was worried that she would affect their sleeping time.
"No, it won't." Tang Yan said.
Bai Yanyan frowned at him: "How do you know that it won't." ”
"Of course, the old man will not dislike his granddaughter to see him, even if he says something, it is duplicitous, who doesn't want his family to accompany him more?" Tang Yan skillfully turned the steering wheel and made a direct turn at the fork in the road.
Bai Yanyan was stunned: "Is this really the case?" ”
"Of course, won't you know when you get there?"
White Smoke was still a little apprehensive before he got home.
The two old people now live in their old hometown.
used to live separately, although Dad Bai said many times that he wanted the two old people to move over, but the old people prefer this kind of clean life, and they all know each other in the neighborhood, so they refuse every time.
Over time, Daddy White didn't say much.
It's just that Papa Bai is very filial, and he always brings his wife and daughter here to visit his parents twice a month.
At that time, the relationship of the family was really good, and it was happy, almost the happiest time in the life that Bai Yanyan could remember, but unfortunately, happiness was always easy to break.
Standing in front of the house, Bai Yanyan hesitated again, and just when Tang Yan couldn't stand it and wanted to knock on the door for Bai Yanyan, Bai Yanyan held his arm.
"Still don't, grandparents go to bed early all the time, let's not bother them."
Tang Yan pointed to the lamp upstairs: "See, the two old men haven't slept yet." ”
In the end, Tang Yan still rang the doorbell.
Bai Yanyan still had a moment of apprehension, when standing outside the door.
But when the door opened and saw the surprised eyes of the two old men, she realized that in fact, this was also her home, and she was blind before.
Ye Luo received Bai Yanyan's number at nine o'clock.
She usually likes to make herself a glass of milk at this time to help her fall asleep, and after drinking the milk, she can listen to music for a while and get ready for sleep.
But today, Ye Luo painted, she was suddenly inspired, and the painting was very smooth.
So when he received Bai Yanyan's call, Ye Luo was stunned for a moment, and then remembered that it was Bai Yanyan who called.
She was still a little dazed when she answered the phone, and she really didn't react.
"Hello?"
"Luoluo, thank you, I met my grandparents today, and I realized that they never blamed me, just to take care of my mood, and then I realized that I was the only one who couldn't see it...... I really feel guilty for making the old people worry about me for so many years, it turns out that they all look at me and just don't say anything. ”
Bai Yanyan's voice could be heard a little choked, but his tone was extremely firm, and he did figure it out.
Ye Luo rubbed his eyes and yawned: "It's good that you can figure it out, but what's going on, how can I be in a fog, didn't you still look resistant when I said it before?" Why don't you call me now and tell me you've figured it out. ”
And with Ye Luo's understanding of Bai Yanyan, she really didn't believe that Ye Luo would take the initiative to go to her grandparents' house.
You must know that she, a coward, asked Ye Luo to accompany her last time.
"Actually...... It's nothing, it's just that Tang Yan accompanied me home, and I realized that my grandparents had never blamed me, so I had already thought about it, I was going to move in with my grandparents. ”
White smoke really hates his home, empty, without a trace of popularity.
Ye Luo hooked the corners of his mouth: "Don't you hate that someone is in charge of you the most?" If you live with the elderly, you will definitely be talked about, aren't you afraid at all? ”
White smoke: "Ahem...... Actually, I'm still a little scared, but it's my own grandparents, and I have to endure it anyway, and the most important thing is that my family hasn't been popular for a long time, and I want to go to a more lively place. ”
"My grandfather, he is not well, I am actually very worried, so I thought that if I moved in, I would be able to take better care of the two elderly people."
Ye Luo laughed: "You go to take care of the two old people?" I think they're taking care of you. ”
She complained unceremoniously.
Bai Yanyan is also a little weak-hearted, what he said is high-sounding, and what Ye Luo said is true.
She doesn't know how to cook, she can't do housework, she doesn't know anything, all she can do is coax the two old people, maybe she will ask the old people to cook something for her to eat when the time comes.
However, she was very satisfied with the thought of being able to eat the food cooked by her grandmother.
"That being said, but I've been living at home for a short time, and don't forget, I'm getting married soon, and I'll be moving out then." Bai Yanyan said that there was a little melancholy here, and it would not be so simple for her to move back even if she wanted to.
Ye Luo was silent for a while, and said: "So, your character should not always be so stubborn, try to follow the two old men as much as possible, besides, you are going to get married and not immigrate, there will always be a time to come back, and then you can also call Tang Yan to come back together, isn't it great?" ”
Bai Yanyan sniffed: "Well, you're right, I'll tell Tang Yan first, if he doesn't agree, I'll run away from home." ”
Ye Luoshu smiled: "...... You're really like a child, and only you can tell if you run away from home or something. ”
After that, Ye Luo and Bai Yanyan chatted a few more words, and finally Bai Yanyan was coaxed.