Chapter 394: I Love You, Wan Huan
Oh, this is a bad mouth.
"Oh? You've been there for so long, he just remembered that he couldn't adapt to the water and soil, and his stomach reacted too slowly. Or is he doing something bad, are you covering for him? After all, the mountain is high and the emperor is far away. ”
"No, no, no, that's a shadowless thing, sister-in-law, listen to me......"
"Bring it," I heard Gao Tiancheng's voice, "I can't do a little thing." ”
"Wife." Gao Tiancheng's voice was extremely low, and his tone was almost flattering.
"I really went to the bathroom just now, it's not that I have a bad stomach, I don't believe it, I'll go back immediately, you listen to the sound of pressing the toilet, or you hang up the phone now, you use WeChat to send me a video. You also know that Wan Huan was sick, so Wan Qian went over to accompany her, and the three of us had to come out to find food. ”
Sure enough, it was Gao Tiancheng, who lied without blinking his eyes, much smarter than Adong, and did not leak. It really makes me look good and funny.
"Really? Mr. Kim with you? ”
"Well, isn't it? But he seems to be true to Wan Qian, so he eats faster than us, and he just took what he ate and walked to the hospital, where there are still big and small waiting for him. This is me and Adong, do you want to video with me? ”
"Don't do it, but after you get to the hospital, let Wan Qian video with Wan Huan and me, I want to see what the child is like now, does it matter? Is it serious? What exactly is the disease? ”
"A child's illness, a small intestinal hernia, will be fine in a few days, it's not a big problem, you don't have to worry too much."
"Okay!" I confessed to him, I thought, but I wanted to see how he fulfilled his lie. No amount of clever lies can defeat the truth.
I still don't believe it, no matter how smart you Gao Tiancheng are, you can find an identical Wan Huan and Wan Qian in a foreign country where you are not familiar with life?
Hanging up the phone, I opened the door, went to the next room, and saw Wan Huan sitting quietly, looking out the window, he didn't move when he heard the door, he looked up at the sky like a swallow, holding his small head high, his eyes were eager and yearning, I always thought Wan Huan was a sensible child. The former Wan Huan was also a sensible child, Yu Wanqian said that the big boy who recognized sacrificing himself and dragging his sister out of the fire pit a few years ago was a lifelong pain in her heart, she may have hoped that this Wan Huan would give her comfort, but fate made people.
I don't know if Wan Qian should go to avenge Li Shaving, but I know that I can't be like Wan Qian, Xiao Han or Wan Qian, they are all women who live more enthusiastically than me, and I am not.
Once I asked a Master, and I said, Master, I don't care too much about anything right now.
Master looked up at me, smiled, and didn't say anything until I was about to say goodbye, when Master said to me, "You don't care much because you're sure that what you want is never really lost."
Never really lost?
I was a little confused, I looked up at Master, Master went to lower his eyelids and continue to drink tea, I had to fold my hands and bow out.
"Have you eaten?" I asked
Knife strip face.
Knife Face shook his head, his eyes full of sadness. Knife Face has never been married, I once asked her about her love history, and she pursed her mouth into a straight line and didn't say a word.
Feelings are a woman's shortcomings, how many women die on the word "love", which woman sees through the word "love", everything in the world, what is not idle?
But if a woman really sees through the word "love", life may not have a lot of fun.
However, life is inherently full of gains and losses.
Those who want to gain must accept the loss.
I squatted down and let myself look up at the child, wanting to say something to him, but the words came to my lips with the word "Wan Huan".
The boy lowered his eyelids to look at me.
"Auntie." He whispered, then pursed his mouth in a straight line, and I looked into his eyes, but he looked away lightly.
Tears filled his eyes, and he was forced to retreat.
I stood up and touched his head, he had soft, short pale yellow hair that covered the top of his head, he was very thin, about half a head shorter than Mason, thinking of Mason, I said, "It's time for Mason to get out of school in a while, Auntie will take you to pick them up, and Chen Nian, they all miss you." ”
Wan Huan gently said "um" from his throat.
I want to ask him if he knows that his father is gone, if he understands what life and death are, if he understands that he will never see each other again in this life, and I also want to ask him if he knows where his mother has gone and what she has done.
I didn't ask anything. He was too young, and his life was too heavy.
People say that Chinese are now anxious about education and life, and there is nothing that is not anxious, and they always shout not to let children lose at the starting line, and let children learn a lot of things at a young age. He also said that it was for their good. When people grow up, they will always cry, and there will always be people or things that will make them cry. The adults cried and felt so bitter, so they learned to cry too early in the name of love, so that they would be too sad and sad to encounter sad things in the future.
Stupid grown-ups!
The secretary came in and said that there was business, I lowered my body again and picked him up, feeling that he was so light, and his small body stood tall in my arms, looking at the world aggrievedly.
Life is indeed a bit cruel to him.
I lightly printed a kiss on his cheek, then gently lowered him, and as his tiny body was about to land, I gently whispered in his ear, "I love you." ”
Yes, Wan Huan, I love you.
The child put his hands around my neck, and I picked him up again, and I heard him sobbing silently on my shoulder like an adult, tears wetting my clothes over my shoulders.
I hugged him tightly, and I couldn't help but wet my eyes with tears, Wan Huan's small face lifted her eyes from my arms, looked at me, and then wiped the tears on my face with her little hands without a word. I was a little excited, but in fact, his eyes looked very much like Wan Qian.
The secretary knocked on the door again, I expected it to be urgent, so I gently put down Wan Huan, and saw that his tense body was slightly relieved, and I seemed relieved.
It turned out that when it was time for the party, several middle floors were already waiting in the conference room. In the past two years, the economic form is not very good, the company's business has no growth point, I plan to set up a research and development department, but the funds
It is a big problem, talent is also a big problem, and this is also the dilemma faced by countless Chinese enterprises: if you don't get back money from R&D, it will inevitably be a dead end.
Every day, I analyze the world situation and the current state of the economy, try to become a visionary, and keep an eye on the dynamics of employees and market trends. At this time, I don't feel the pleasure of being in a high position at all, and occasionally I feel that it is not the employees who are working for me, but I am working for them.
The company's middle-level personnel ecology is okay, and occasionally there are pinching between departments, but they are all measured, and I can still balance. Su and Zhang's two companies are too big to fall, and I once had the idea of merging them, but Zhang Ruolei still has shares in Su's family, and he is not there, and he has no authorization, so many things cannot be done, so I have to maintain the status quo.
In recent years, the Internet economy is in full swing, but our sense of smell is not sensitive, professionals have recruited two, half a year or even a year has not made any achievements, the network is dazzling, people can not be lost in it, the new economic growth and growth model we should grasp tightly, can not keep up with the pace of the times will be eliminated by the times, but the company's duty can not be lost, the Zhang family for decades of foundation, eyes are quite big, in fact, the foundation is not stable, not to mention the changes in personnel and world affairs for a long time, it is also a big injury.
To be honest, I've struggled a lot, but I'm glad I'm still able to maintain it. Hundreds of people from top to bottom of the company, and gradually have feelings with them, in the past, I fought at the lower level, and the same level, upper and lower levels did not stop without blood, always want you to live and die, for a bite to eat, will always show a fierce appearance.
On the contrary, now I am not anxious for a bite of food, every New Year, the company's New Year's goods will be distributed in the hall, employees lined up in a large team, no one to maintain order, one after another, the first year I presided over the overall situation when I had sent such a scene of the circle of friends, lamenting that life is not easy, and I really hope that I can take these people forward. It is really my dream to have food for the rest of their lives.
At that time, I never imagined that my biggest dream in life was to buy a lottery ticket and win 5 million, and then use the money to smash Huaihai to death.
Now Huaihai is ancient, but his parents are still alive. I once went to see them, both of them were sick, still in the rented house, Huai's father's diabetes had reached a certain level, he couldn't get out of bed, he didn't have money to see, his feet began to rot, he could only use some cheap drugs to reduce inflammation, and his eyes were almost invisible. The old lady was in better health, but her heart was not very good, and it is said that one of her illnesses almost passed.
It was very dark in the room, there was not a single decent furniture in it, and there was a smell of it. I helped them buy a house, which should be fully equipped, and hired a full-time nanny to take care of the two elderly people.
I'm not a, I'm just capable. People are like this, the reason why they used to be obsessed with it was because they were always at a disadvantage, and once they were strong, many things could be forgiven.
Getting is the cornerstone of all forgiveness.
It is difficult for a person to forgive others for having nothing because the inside and the outside are empty.
What to forgive others?
Huai's mother pulled me to cry, saying that I knew today, why bother in the first place
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They have lived all their lives, and they should know better than me that people can't go back to the beginning. In the last stage of life, all longings become thin, so that I have time to look back at my past carefully and objectively.
In fact, I still vividly remember the embarrassment she gave me when I first visited my home, and I also clearly remember the role they played in my divorce from Huaihai.
I really thought that I would hate them for the rest of my life, and I had imagined countless times in my heart that if there was such a day, I would be high above them, and they would be unable to continue, and I would laugh at them fiercely and take revenge.
But there really is such a day, and the mood is not good.
There are bigger and more important things to worry about in life, and those deep hatreds and hatreds that used to be like a sea are now not worth mentioning.
I don't know if they treated me as a relative, they would call me over for dinner at regular intervals, the old lady would cook for herself, and I would get all the treatment that I had never received during my marriage to her son. The old lady's cooking skills are actually good, there are a few small dishes I still prefer, sometimes I am busy, I can't get by, they will let the nanny carry the food box to the door to deliver it in person.
I can barely contact Xiao Han now, and she seems to have disappeared from this world again. I love to remember when I'm free, and the book says that when a person is good at remembering, it is a sign of starting to grow old.
One time I hugged Mason and asked, "Am I old?"
Mason looked left and right. Chen Nian listened beside him, silent.
So Mason was very cunning and threw the problem to his brother.
"Brother, do you say mom is old?"
Chen Nian glanced at him.
"Mom is asking you."
Mason turned his head and stuck out his tongue.
"Mom, he's not fooled."
This kid is so similar to his father, and his father is also good at pulling out thousands of pounds, I think I should be very interested in not asking for answers at this time.
(End of chapter)