The next day, after Xu Shiwen and Xu Lang went to the company, Xu An explained to Aunt Zhao on the grounds of "going out to relax", and went out at nine o'clock in the morning.

Because he was not sure whether Xu Lang had sent someone to "protect" her, he asked the taxi driver to go around Beicheng for nearly an hour, and then walked around the mall for another hour, bought a black dress from the store to change into, and slipped out of the mall wearing a hat.

It's not that she is too careful, but what she wants to do, she must hide it from Xu Lang, once Xu Lang finds out, she may not be able to determine whether she is sick or not for the rest of her life.

Leaving the mall, I got into a taxi and went straight to the largest hospital in Beicheng to make an appointment with the most authoritative psychiatric doctor.

Two hours later, Xu An left the hospital.

"Miss Xu, your mental state is very good, you don't look like a mentally ill patient, did you misunderstand something?"

"I'm pretty sure you're mentally okay, and according to what you said, you often have certain fragments in your mind, and you often dream at night, and I think those are the memories you have lost."

"You also said that those clips are very familiar, and I think the cause of your amnesia back then caused you great harm, which belongs to selective amnesia in psychogenic amnesia, and you selectively forget those painful memories."

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Along the way, the doctor's words were replayed over and over in Xu An's mind.

Yes, after she returned to Beicheng, as soon as she came into contact with Yu Bai and Yu Zhuo, she quickly remembered the past related to them, and then remembered about Xu Shiwen and Xu Lang.

Almost all the memories before the age of fifteen were remembered by her, and the only thing missing was the two days after the accident.

She vaguely remembered that day, Chen Yiyuan called her, and she couldn't remember what happened after that, but she was very sure that what happened after that was the cause of her amnesia.

In the past seven years, she remembered the previous things, why did Xu Lang lie to her, in order to make her believe that the fragment in her mind was not true, he did not hesitate to create her schizophrenia.

If you guessed correctly, Xu Lang and they took a lot of responsibility for the events back then, and they didn't want her to think of it, because they were afraid that she would blame them?

But······ Why should she blame them?

Xu An couldn't figure it out, so she went home and locked herself in the bedroom, not allowing anyone to disturb her, she recalled over and over again what had happened over the years, and the memories before she was fifteen years old.

Vast expanses of darkness spread to every corner of the sky, and soon closed the whole world.

The overwhelming darkness gives people a sense of powerless suffocation.

In the dark room, a slender figure stood in front of the bed, the moon shining on her through the window, and in the hazy moonlight, it was impossible to see the expression on her face.

At that moment, there was a knock on the door.

"Xiao An, it's time to eat." It was Xu Lang's voice.

Xu An closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and spit out heavily, she turned around and walked towards the door, and before opening the door, she turned on the light in the room.

As soon as the door opened, Xu An's arm was grabbed, and the next second he threw himself into a warm embrace.

"What are you doing in your room? Aunt Zhao said that your face was very bad when you came back, did something happen? Someone bullied you? Tell my brother that he will be angry for you. ”

The warm body temperature exuded an attractive fresh smell, Xu An indulged in it, and her ears were the nervous and caring words of her relatives, and she unconsciously raised the corners of her mouth.

(End of chapter)