Chapter 481

Maybe it's because people always like to think when they are idle.

Or maybe people like to be demons when they are too happy.

Probably Su Nianjin is this type of person.

Since she was a child, she was not loved by her parents, which made her very inferior.

Yes, low self-esteem.

Especially she worked hard to meet the requirements of her father and mother, she was in the Su family, except for the little second brother who would feel sorry for her, everyone else didn't care about her feelings and thoughts at all.

Her heart knot has not been resolved, her father and eldest brother are gone one by one, and the Su family has suffered a big disaster.

Although Su Nianjin is very smart, she is very uncertain about love.

Just like at the beginning, when Prince Yan recognized her as his goddaughter, although he knew that Prince Yan recognized himself for a purpose, Prince Yan treated her well, so she poured out her heart for Prince Yan.

It was only later, when he found out that Prince Yan didn't care about him, Su Nianjin directly sentenced himself to death for the relationship with Prince Yan.

No matter how sincere Prince Yan was to her later, Su Nianjin never managed to treat him like he used to be.

Sometimes Su Nianjin wonders if she lacks the ability to love and tolerate people..... That's why it's so intolerable to sand when dealing with emotional matters.

She needs a lot of love to feel safe.

But last time, Long Yuheng said that he was a little tired.

Su Nianjin was at a loss, she didn't know what to do.

She is no longer like her six years ago, because she knows that Long Yuheng is in danger, she can run directly towards him regardless of anything......

I don't care if Long Yuheng loves her or not, and I don't care about my own gains and losses.

Now she is just a "waste person" raised in the harem.

has been accustomed to Long Yuheng's pure love, and when she leaves, she seems to have difficulty breathing and is difficult to live.

Lin Rongyu's appearance may just be an opportunity.

An opportunity to remind yourself that you can't be a slave to love.

Su Nianjin tried hard to control her emotions, and she kept reminding herself that if Long Yuheng fell in love with someone else, she must be generous and willing to let go.

It's not that you can't live without him......

Seeing that the relationship between Long Yuheng and Lin Rongyu is getting closer and closer, Su Nianjin's heart is like being pricked by a needle, and it is full of holes.

It's like having a masochistic problem, but it's a good day, but you have to get some bitterness to feel at ease.

Su Nianjin practiced the words for half an hour, and was thrown all over the ground by the crumpled waste paper.

Without writing a single word of satisfaction, Su Nianjin sat at the desk and looked into the distance blankly.

Wan Feng walked into the study and picked up the waste papers one by one into the wastepaper basket.

The master has always controlled his emotions very well and never littered. Seeing the waste paper all over the ground, Wan Feng sighed, "Master, if you are dissatisfied, why don't you mention it directly to the emperor?" Why sulk with yourself here? ”

Su Nianjin came back to her senses, her long eyelashes covering her eyes, "I'm not dissatisfied." ”

"Master, don't be stubborn." Wan Feng said, "Xiao Yu came to see me just now, and I heard him say that today the head of the Lin family was invited into the palace by the emperor, and I want to invite him to teach in the prince's supervision....."

Su Nianjin was stunned for a moment, and then said, "So the emperor appreciates the talent of the head of the Lin family, it's good." ”

"Master, they all said that the head of the Lin family was appreciated because of the grace of Lin Cainu...."

"Nonsense, the emperor is not the kind of person who does not distinguish between public and private." Su Nianjin shook her head of course, although her love for Long Yuheng was uncertain, she still trusted Long Yuheng's character.

"Speaking of which, master, this group of women has been in the palace for a while, when will the emperor decree to decide where they go?"

At the beginning, Long Yuheng told Su Nianjin that after these women were sent to the palace, they would be given to the princes and ministers as soon as possible, and they were all sent away.

At the beginning, Long Yuheng wanted Su Nianjin to give this marriage, but later Su Nianjin and Long Yuheng were angry, and it became Long Yuheng to deal with this matter personally.

In addition to the county lord of Changle, who was led away by Prince Su first, and Yuan Mengshu, who was sent back by Su Nianjin, there were eight of the ten women sent to the palace.

And these eight, more than half a month has passed, and the emperor has no intention of making an order.

Su Nianjin pursed her lips, "Maybe the emperor wants to observe and observe again.... After all, it's a lifelong event, and it's not good to deal with it casually. ”

Seeing that the master's oil and salt did not enter, Wan Feng couldn't help but shake his head. "Master, this is not like you at all."

"Not like me?" Su Nianjin asked curiously, "How can you be like me?" ”

Of course, he pointed to the emperor's nose angrily and said, hurry up and dispose of these warblers and swallows, and they are all upset when they see it." Wan Feng put her hands on her waist, very imposing.

Su Nianjin looked at it and laughed, "Am I so domineering?" ”

"Where is this hegemony, this is an oath of sovereignty." Wan Feng said, "The emperor is originally the master, you alone, why did you let the fox spirit outside rob it." ”

"Just say what you say in front of me, if it gets out, you have to say that you are not big or small." Su Nianjin reminded, "Besides, the emperor is not my alone. ”

Wan Feng blinked, "Why isn't the emperor alone?" The emperor himself said so. ”

"The emperor is from Great Xia." Su Nianjin patted Wan Feng's shoulder, "If you don't want to cause trouble to your family Xiaoyu, you have to pay attention to what you say." ”

At the mention of Xiao Yu, Wan Feng blushed.

Wan Feng opened up late, and he used to think that he liked Lan, but after Lan insisted on marrying Wan Xiang, Wan Feng felt that he would not love anymore.

This Xiao Yu didn't know what was going on, and he always cared for her. Wan Feng also gradually moved his heart.

At the beginning, Wan Feng was a little worried and uneasy because Xiao Yu was more than ten years older than herself, but now that she thinks about it, Xiao Yu is old and knows how to hurt people, and Wan Feng's heart gradually melts.

"Master, Xiao Yu ......" Wan Feng hesitated, "Although it seems inappropriate for the slave to mention this matter now, Xiao Yu can't wait......"

"He wants to propose?"

"Mm-hmm," Wan Feng nodded, "I want to say when it is convenient for you, master......"

"He is old, and he has long been looking forward to starting a family, which is understandable." Su Nianjin expressed understanding, "Let him come over tomorrow, I'll give him a good explanation." ”

Su Nianjin smiled at Wan Feng, "Wan Feng, congratulations." ”

"Master..."Wan Feng turned her face a little embarrassed, but the tips of her ears were already red.

Xiao Yu's thoughts about Wan Feng, Su Nianjin has always seen it. Sometimes Su Nianjin feels that the people around her are quite lucky, like Evening Fragrance, like Evening Feng, like Xiu Niang, they have all found a good husband who loves her.

Qu Xiaoxiao's luck was almost good, but after being entangled with Yan Zimo for so long, he finally had to keep the dark clouds and see the moon.

As for yourself..... So far, it can be regarded as a happy and happy child.

A lucky man himself?

(End of chapter)