Facing Pei Yan's questioning, Ying Xuxu knew that he couldn't hide it, pursed his lips, and said softly: "I don't want you to watch me die!" ”

"Pei Yan, I know how much you love me, I can't stand you watching your beloved woman die in front of me."

"Huh!"

After listening to Ying Xu's words, Pei Yan suddenly laughed, feeling ridiculous and pathetic.

"Don't you want me to watch you die in front of your eyes, and when you die, I will know all the truth, and I won't be sad or sad?"

Ying Xu lowered his head, "No! ”

She didn't know how long she could live at the time, and she happened to meet Pei Qian.

During that time, Pei Yan had a conflict with her, and seeing his painful appearance, she made up her mind to leave.

It's at least better to hate her than to lose her heartbreakingly.

"Still, you don't plan to come back after you go abroad, and you won't tell anyone even if you die......"

Let everyone think that she is still alive, but she is gone.

Ying Xuxu raised his eyes and stared at Pei Yan, did not speak, and acquiesced.

That's what she thought at the time.

"You really want to hide from me and die outside, you should be lifelike, you-"

Because of anger, the strength of Pei Yan's hand also tightened unconsciously, and he grabbed Ying Yan's arm fiercely.

"Hurt ......"

Ying Xuxu was scratched and hurt, and shouted softly with red eyes: "I thought I would die soon, so I left." Pei Yan, I didn't mean to leave you. ”

After speaking, two lines of clear tears slowly slipped from the corners of Ying Life's eyes......

"Every moment I spend abroad, I miss you so much."

"Many times I almost ran back to you without holding back, but I couldn't help it."

"I didn't mean to want you, I love you so much!"

Ying vividly cried while talking.

Hearing Ying Xuxu's words, Song Shichu's words suddenly sounded in Pei Yan's mind.

He said: In the two years that Ying Xuxu has been abroad, he often shed tears in front of his photos during treatment.

With no one to accompany her, she must have been helpless.

If he was by her side, she wouldn't be so miserable.

It's his fault, it's all his fault!

Pei Yan was reluctant to blame Ying for half a minute, was silent for a few seconds, and suddenly raised his hand to hold her tightly in his arms, and his voice was hoarse: "I'm sorry, damn it." ”

"I shouldn't doubt you, I shouldn't be angry with you......" Pei Yan stared at Ying Xuxu with scarlet eyes, "Xuxu, you hit me, hit me hard!" ”

As he spoke, Pei Yan really picked up Ying Xuxu's hand and slapped him in the face a few times.

Ying Xuxu was unprepared, only felt a hot pain in his palm, and when he looked up, Pei Yan's cheeks were already red.

"Pei Yan!" Ying Xuxu's face was pale, and he raised his hand to gently touch his red cheeks, feeling distressed: "Does it hurt?" ”

"Do you hurt?" Although Pei Yan was laughing, there were tears in his eyes, as if they would fall off when he touched them.

Ying Xu was stunned and wanted to pretend to answer Pei Yan's question easily, but when he met his scrutinizing gaze, he instantly lost the courage to lie.

"In addition to being homesick, I miss you, and everything else is fine." Ying Xuxu smiled and said: "Pei Yan, life and death are fateful, what we have to do is to live the next day." In the past, we all thought it didn't happen and forgot about it, okay? ”

As if it didn't happen?

Pei Yan laughed bitterly.

She can do it so freely, but he, a person who doesn't know anything, has a violent heartache at the moment.

"It's my fault."

Pei Yan buried his head in Ying Xuxu's arms, and muttered to himself: "Lifelike, I should die!" ”