Chapter 241: Confusion
He doesn't love me.
No, no, no, my head is in a mess, what are you thinking about now? I'm waiting for Zhang Ruolei, but it is impossible for a person to fall in love with only one man or woman in his life, no, no, no, what kind of person has he become? That shouldn't be what love should be, like is possession, love is restraint, and heartbeat is always there, but there should always be one person who is truly worthy of your love and your true lover.
I shook my head, trying to shake the jumbled thoughts out of my head.
I turned around and he was standing right behind me, my head hitting his chest, my face was hot, my heart was pounding, I felt its strength and throbbing, and I couldn't help but breathe short. How long has it been since I moved out? It's been a long time----- no, no, no, I don't miss him, I don't even have a body.
I think it's time for me to take my leave, now is the best time to do it. I took two quick steps and picked up my bag.
"It's time for me to go."
He stopped in front of me silently, I looked up, looked at each other, he pressed a button on the wall back, the electric blinds closed silently, and then the light.
He reached over. I blocked it and said, "No." ”
He grabbed my waist and held my slender waist with his hot hands, burning my heart like a beat, and I struggled to convince myself that it was not about love, or just lust. Yes, he only has lust for me, but I don't know who has ever said such hot love words in my ear.
"A man who has no love for a woman will not have lust for her."
"Love is to sleep with a woman, and love is to sleep with her a second or ......third time after sleeping with her once."
His body gradually weakened, he lowered his head, closed his eyes, and his lips were gentle and wet. Soft.
"Push him away!"
A voice shouted at me. But the hand that stretched out and pushed him away was weak, and in fact, I could barely stand on my feet, and I let him hold me like that, almost slumping on his body. The desire to hit like a tide and destroy in an instant.
My mind flashed through Zhang Ruolei's face, "Ruolei." I whispered. Sure enough, he paused, and I poked my head out of his arms with a flushed face wheezing.
The eyes are facing each other.
I couldn't make out the look in his eyes, he was originally a man whose wife was unfathomable.
I straightened my hair, lowered my head, and picked up my bag from the floor.
"It's time for me to go."
Again, I stress that reaching out, I should have turned on those damn light buttons and electric curtains first. He quickly grabbed my wrist and placed that hand on his waist, he was in good shape, and I remembered the touch of my hand on his skin. He grabbed my waist again, and just then, there was a soft knock.
"Who?"
He looked back, displeasure on his face, frowning.
I heard his secretary's voice behind the door, saying that a certain gentleman was visiting, and you had an appointment.
"Damn, I've never seen him so punctual before." He cursed in a low voice, only had time to peck me lightly on the lips, then turned back and turned on the lights and blinds, and the sunlight came in in an uproar, and the floor was covered with brilliant colors, and the sudden sunlight made my eyes fit
It took a while for the stinging pain to subside slightly.
He walked up to me, helped me get dressed, straightened my hair again, held my face with his warm palms, looked at me, and shouted out, "Please let him in." ”
When the door opened, we were already seated in two places.
The man was a small rich man in the city, I recognized, and the three of them shook hands and said goodbye.
Go out and turn right, and then walk for a while is Wan Qian's office, I didn't knock on the door and rushed in, Wan Qian obviously didn't guard against someone would break in directly without knocking on the door, she was crying, she panicked the moment I pushed the door in, she was hurriedly grabbing tissues, and turned her back.
"Wan Qian." I shouted. "What's wrong with you?" I stepped forward and pulled her thin, thin shoulders. She's obviously getting thinner for a while.
Is there a new situation in Wan Huan's condition? Damn it! I've been busy with me and Zhang Ruolei for a while, and I've neglected her somewhat.
She turned around with a look of horror that had turned out to be yours.
"It's fine." She lowered her head and blew her nose. The nose is slightly reddened because of this, and the makeup of the eyes is not spent, Wan Qian said that the current eyeliners are waterproof, and the eyelashes are grafted.
"How can it be okay?" I thought to myself. But I really wanted to ask, but I found that I couldn't ask, her difficulties, my bitterness, were clearly placed in front of each other, and I knew it without asking.
I sighed and patted her on the shoulder as if to reassure. She tried to make herself smile, but when she looked up, the smiling face was even more ugly than the crying face she had just seen.
"What about you? How's the preparation going? Remember, when you have a child in the future, you must recognize me as a godmother. Wherever you are born, I will wait for you. The confinement method abroad is unreliable. ”
I smiled and said, "Okay." ”
"I'll find a doctor over there, and if I find a medical institution that can cure or even improve Wan Huan's current condition, I'll take him over. I'll pay for it. Of course, within what I can afford. I was a little embarrassed, "I'm afraid that if my ability is limited, I will give you false hope." ”
"Where? I'm satisfied with that from you. ”
"Then I can say a train."
"You're not, you're a man of your word, I know."
She grabbed my hand and held it tightly.
"Wan Qian, Ah Dong ......"
"Don't mention him." Wan Qian was in tears again.
"You ......"
"He said, "He has no idea about me."
Wan Qian wanted to laugh, but tears welled up in her eyes.
"Actually, I've always been haunted by his origins. You deserve better, from the heart. ”
Wan Qian choked and nodded, "I know." ”
"Did you go out to do that just now?"
Wan Qian sniffed. "Yes." She pulled out a tissue.
"Mr. Gao is kind-hearted, according to the market price, I didn't want you to know that you know that your two properties are worth a lot of money
The hand must be slow, he is afraid that you will be in a hurry. Actually, Mr. Gao is ...... to you."
I reached out and stopped her from saying what she was about to say, "It's all over." ”
She was stunned for a moment, then seemed to finally understand. "Also, it's all over, it's good to start again."
"Wan Qian, I'll go, I always feel sorry for you."
"Sister, it's one that can go. You stand your ground over there, or I'll go to you. ”
I nodded, "When I settle down, if I have that condition, I will definitely let you go, I heard that handsome guys abroad are very enthusiastic, and considering things is not so complicated, only love." Unlike those philistine men in China, who think so much, in fact, thinking so much is nothing more than incompetence, and there is no way to protect you and Wan Huan's thoughtful men, so you don't want them. I'd rather eat a bite of a peach than a basket of rotten apricots. ”
Wan Qian burst into laughter.
I reached out and wrung her face. "Look! Finally laughing! How good it is to laugh! What is there to cry about? Anything can end up. ”
Wan Qian nodded again.
"I've got a little side business, I'll go first."
Wan Qian kept sending me downstairs, I took the car, started, the engine sounded like a bell, I turned around, I saw Wan Qian in the sun, I prayed in my heart, hoping that the sun would dry all her sorrows.
This place is different. I silently said goodbye to this place that had filled me with so much laughter and sorrow in my heart, and stepped on the accelerator. The car drove out of the gate, turned onto the highway, the poplar trees standing straight on both sides, also called the ghost clapping, in summer, there is wind, it can set off the sound of the leaves crashing, similar to someone clapping and applauding, so it is also called ghost clapping. In autumn, the golden leaves can be spread all over the ground, and the sanitation workers sweep away the layer, and the other layer will be busy making up, which is a headache.
Before I got home by car, the agent called and said that someone was interested in my house. I refused, since we already know the buyer, we can just trade directly, so that we can save him a brokerage fee.
When I think of him, my mind is unexpectedly confused. Forget it, what do you want him to do? Women are like this, good women are afraid of being entangled, and women sometimes don't know what the difference is between the person they love and the person who loves them, and they just can't figure out whether men sometimes show favor to themselves out of hunting instinct or really have a heart.
And Zhang Ruolei and I are truly in love, we were, we are, and we will be in the future. We love each other, and it's a rare feeling that I should cherish. I raised my hand and pressed the car music, and the unknown sound of music instantly drowned out my thoughts, and my body followed the rhythm of the music softly and slowly. moved, and after a while, I arrived home. I parked the car and went upstairs, and my outfit was actually almost done, but I couldn't help but check them one by one until I felt that I was safe, except that I had to wait. Fortunately, I'm used to waiting.
At night, I go out to eat something, the breeze comes, the street lights are on, the crowd is in a trance, so many years, it seems that only today is very leisurely, the body and heart are in a very relaxed state. There are restaurants on both sides of the gate,
There are a few restaurants that taste good, I searched for my target, but unexpectedly met the car parked on the side of the road, the car is very familiar, looked at the license plate, knew that it was Adong used to drive, I looked up at the driver's seat, and saw Gao Tiancheng, he was sitting in it, and his two eyes were also looking at me.
I was a little pleased, and I was about to bang on the door, but the door had already opened through the inside, and I sat in the passenger seat.
"Why are you here?"
He smiled.
"Where's Dong?" I asked again.
He didn't answer.
"Why are you here?" I asked again.
"Fasten your seatbelts." He said. "I'll take you to dinner."
I fastened my seat belt. The air was embarrassed for a while, and I didn't know what to say. Only then did I think that my move of opening the door and getting into the car just now was too Meng Lang and rash, this is good, there is still a meal time for the two of them to face each other alone, how to pass this kind of time without embarrassment?
His car drove slowly, unhurriedly, there was a red light that was obviously passable, he slowed down early, causing the car behind to honk all the time, and waited until the green light passed, the car changed lanes and crossed by us, and the driver also poked his head out of the window and gave Gao Tiancheng a middle finger.
Gao Tiancheng didn't pay attention to this, the car was still driving unhurriedly, I felt that it was the slowest car in my life, even more unhurried than the previous green train.
He and I didn't say anything along the way, and when we arrived at the restaurant, parked the car, the two of us sat down and ordered a few side dishes and asked for two bowls of rice. As soon as the meal was served, his phone rang. After answering the phone, he lowered his head and said to me, "There's news." ”
I was calmer than I thought I would be, the hotel was luxurious, the main color was golden yellow, and the eyes were full of gold.
"Oh?" I casually pulled the food.
"They live in a neighborhood in the middle of the city. However, the situation may not be what we expected. ”
(End of chapter)