Lin Wen, how did you become like this? What did he see that would make him say these words and write these words? None of this is known, because there is no relevant account in the senior's notes.

However, we can find clues from the dialogue between Lu Wanyi and Ren Yiran:

Lu: "In the past few days, nothing else has happened. ”

Ren: "Yes, the ones that can be called things are the ordinary ones." ”

Lu: "He didn't suffer any blows, did he?" ”

Ren: "If you take a little blow, it will change, and he would have become like this a long time ago." ”

Lu: "That's right...... That is, can't you get used to it? ”

Ren: "He probably used to it, but now he can't get used to it." ”

In the end, Lu Wanyi raised her head and looked at the passenger plane flying in the sky - Tianyou was very close to the airport: "He probably found his soul and lost it......"

As for the answer based on this conversation, it varies from person to person.

At this time, it was the second period of the second year of junior high school, and at the same time, Lin Wen was still writing articles at home, but it was not a weekly diary, an essay, or a micronovel. The content is slightly longer and is no longer listed. However, looking at the titles, they seem to be very common: "The Expelled Man", "Over That Mountain", "Helpless Flowers Fall", "Remembering Dreams". That's probably what has been handed down, and the rest is not recorded.

Of course, at home, he still had some entertainment, and under the influence of Liu Xiaotian, he became obsessed with the Hokage and the Uchiha Itachi. Then he entered the ancient style circle, listened to a lot of ancient songs, and wrote a lyric for his "Weasel God" by the song of "Silk Play":

God sees mercy and inaction in the chaotic world

Excellence is the only way to excel

Since childhood, the battlefield has followed

The deacon's friend and his brother avoided the nine tails

The people of the people moved to know the obscurity

There was no one to persuade him

Fortunately, my best friends accompany me from time to time

Cliffs fall between rocks

There is no more water for you in the world

What is the opening of the eyes of the ten thousand flowers

In order to protect the lintel of the family

I don't want to be ashamed

The Moonnight Clan is not prepared to draw their swords

The old dream of revival has been shattered

Leave one person alone to chase after the debt

Half a lifetime has been true since then

Faithfulness does not break the covenant and condemn sin

Escape the evil and cast into the darkness for fear of flying high

Helpless to do evil and against the heart

How many innocent people have paid for their lives

It seems that this ruthless generation still misses his hometown

Xiaoyunjian heroes have not returned

The pupil force is alone

Physically and mentally exhausted

Illness and pain add up to the sleeve and wave lightly

I wish to stay with my life if I try my best to accompany you

You hate me, laugh right

You don't know and you don't know

Brothers fight each other, and no one decides right from wrong

I don't regret your defeat

If you're shocked, I'm powerless to follow

Laughter will warm you a thousand years old

The wind and snow are vague and the end of the white hair is in autumn

Twist lightly like water, affectionately gather eyebrows

If you love your brother as your brother

If you are not sick at any time

The soul is turned into ashes and goes perfectly

Parting is dirty after years

Worries and sleeplessness will lead to tears

It doesn't matter where you go

It doesn't matter who you become

Yin and Yang have never regretted accompanying true love

In the eyes of all the great gods, this lyric must be filled in badly, right? Ridiculous, right? Not at all, right? Very middle two, right?

But at this time, Lin Wen seems to be only a second-year junior high school student. There is no talent, no God-given talent, there is just the accumulation of years of reading, and the silent cry from the depths of the heart, written in this way.

If these words can be properly sealed, it will not hurt. But Lin Wen really believes in human beings too much. He believed that there were certain things that a civilized man could not do, because he could not do that kind of thing anyway, and he could not imagine that some people could do that kind of thing.

Before you know it, the second year of junior high school is over. At the beginning of the third year of junior high school, Lin Wen brought a notebook as usual, which contained all the words he had written in the past year. He put it in his desk, thinking it was safe.

Two weeks later, during a recess exercise, the school organized most of the faculty and staff to conduct a comprehensive search of the classrooms and dormitories. I don't know what exactly was searched, but it was probably all items that had nothing to do with studying. Anyway, when Lin Wen returned to the classroom, he found that his notebook was missing.

He was very anxious, but he couldn't keep quiet, so he quietly told Lu Wanyi and Ren Yiran. The two quickly made an accurate judgment: they were searched by the teacher.

"That means you're at Teacher Gao's place now?" Lin Wen's IQ is offline again.

"Not necessarily, it may have been handed over to the beloved Head of Year." Ren Yiran pretended to be calm, but his heart was almost flustered like Lin Wen.

Lu Wanyi was also panicked: "Then we ...... now What to do? If it's taken in, there won't be a good result! ”

Lin Wen had a lollipop in his mouth and looked at the two: "You have nothing to do with this matter." From now on, don't contact me again. It's enough for me to take care of this matter alone. After saying this, he walked out of Hanjiayuan alone, leaving the two silent.

Lu Wanyi and Ren Yiran deduced that within three days, Lin Wen would be in trouble.

This inference is too conservative, not for three days, not for a single day. In the afternoon of the same day, Lin Wen was called to the office by Gao Ping. It was an hour before he walked out with his head down.

Obviously, Lin Wen went in for the so-called "interview", and the content of the conversation is unknown. On the senior's note, there is only such a record:

Mr. Gao is not alone in the office. After less than an hour of talking, I felt as if a year had passed. When I came out, I felt like I was about to be abandoned, and I was about to leave here. And those schools in Zhuxi won't accept me if they want to come.

However, I didn't do anything, I just wrote something I wanted to write, so can that be considered a bad thing? I don't understand.

Lu Wanyi and Ren Yiran looked at him from a distance with many classmates, but they couldn't come forward to ask, so they could only watch him get off the teaching building, probably back to the dormitory.

That night, Qin Yue'e came to the provincial capital, until Tianyou received Lin Wen. packed up all his things and reprimanded him as usual, probably because of the presence of outsiders, it was not easy to beat and scold. When leaving, he thanked and apologized to the teachers and leaders, and took Lin Wen back to Zhuxi.

As for the next day, when the students arrived at the classroom, they found that Lin Wen had not returned, but they did not dare to ask. Gao Ping explained that Lin Wen had something wrong with his body and had to go back to his hometown to recuperate for a while. Everyone else naturally believed it, Liu Xiaotian and Yan Jiajun were skeptical, while Lu Wanyi and Ren Yiran naturally didn't believe a word. But this matter passed like this, everything was calm and normal, but a new team leader was selected to be called Ren Yiran, and the sixth group did not add members, and this matter passed like this.

It's just that the few people who have had contact with Lin Wen, including the five people in the sixth group, as well as Lu Wanyi in the ninth group, and Lin Youji and others who slept with Lin Wen - of course, excluding those who played together in the summer camp, when they were running exercises, sleeping, and in class, they would occasionally remember that there was once a teenager around them who had no talent but had some insignificant achievements in academics, and was about the same age as them. This person, who had been classmates with them for two years, should have had another year, but because of "something wrong with his body", he left them early.

"It's obvious that I left because of some psychological 'problems'......."

One night, Lu Wanyi whispered.