Chapter 55: Past and Present Lives
Xiao Zi didn't expect that her attitude towards herself would always be so light, and she seemed to have an appearance that she couldn't see, and his attitude once made the third lady a little suspicious, and felt that it was a mistake to offend a choice? Or is it a wrong choice to trust someone she can't even say herself?
Because he couldn't see any expression on his face and the whole expression, and he couldn't see any of the states that seemed to be taking refuge in himself, so at this time, he himself was a little suspicious.
In fact, it's not just her own doubts, and the little thing next to her also showed a somewhat skeptical expression, but the little thing also believes in his own vision, he also thinks that he shouldn't be wrong about people, if the other party will express such an expression, then the other party must also have his intentions, so she also feels that although she believes in the other party 100%, but now it's not to show her identity, or to give her own attitude, rather than to believe the other party's words at this time, it is better to have some reservations now.
When Luo Qingyan saw that the little thing gave him ten faces, he also knew that the little thing was worried, and indeed he was indeed a little worried at this time, at this time, it was not that he could completely reveal his identity and this kind of state.
And because it can't be brewed, he also has a very protective psychological effect on his own words, so he just didn't say too much at such a moment, or immediately expressed his attitude.
And more of the things he is talking about on the side, and her whole face now looks very unsightly, now speaking, the most important thing is to hope that the other party can quickly cover some of the paleness of her face.
Luo lightly faced himself with a challenge in this matter, which was very much.
Because this challenge is for himself, he still has some reservations about this matter.
Luo Qingyan gently pulled out Xiao Zi's hand.
"Xiaozi, you see that my face is also a little bad, you can use your method to paint me a good-looking makeup, and then let the people next to me not see what happened to me, or why I became like this, I trust you very much, although I can complete this thing by myself now, but I need you to help me complete it, because I also feel like I need your help many times, and I don't know what your opinion is, but I think I need you."
Luo Qingyan, although he didn't say one of his requirements very clearly, nor did he say it very clearly, the kind of need in his heart, but he felt that after he said what he wanted to say the most, he felt that giving it to the other party was also an improvement, so it seemed that he also needed to win over the other party, pour into his own justice and win over the other party, this moment has been said can no longer be obvious, if at such a moment, the other party has not yet had any response, Or if the other party doesn't have any attitude, then it may not be their problem, but the other party's problem.
When Luo Qingyan said these words again, he also felt that he would be too straightforward to do this? Because seeing that the other party seems to have a faint expression on his face forever, there is really no other expression, and he doesn't ask more.
Xiao Zi heard the third lady's request to herself, and he also knew her needs in the future, so she nodded lightly.
Then he picked up the comb in his hand and combed the third lady's hair very skillfully, just now the third miss because when she was using her skills, her hair was also a little scattered, so when he didn't realize it, Xiao Zi skillfully picked up that number and gave him a very simple bun, although it was said to be a very simple bun, but with his clothes, the whole person looked relatively refreshing.
After all, he is in the age of flowers, and everything is in a carefree age, so under such a bun configuration, the whole person looks relatively simple and cute.
Luo looked at herself in the mirror with a blank face, she felt that her own virtue in this mirror was really that she couldn't recognize herself When he looked at his own face in himself, she felt a little strange, after all, this is the face of the third lady, when the senior sister looked at it, he was still thinking about his own face, so when he looked at the face of the third lady now, it was still a little trance for a moment, is this himself? Or who is this and where does this come from?
Xiao Zi still didn't make too much noise, and he didn't ask why he became like this, he just gently combed the third lady's hair.
The hair quality of the third lady's hair is really good, the whole hair is black and bright, and she keeps throwing it around her waist.
This is a look that makes everyone a little stunned when they see it, and it is indeed his every move that can arouse the incomparable gaze of the people next to him.
Xiao Zi does have some of his own attitudes on this matter, and now, he also feels that he doesn't seem to have reached the time to show his identity, although when he saw the whole appearance of the third lady, he saw that her face was bloodless, and the whole person couldn't help but be very surprised, she wanted to express her kind of concern, but now he also felt that he expressed his concern at this time, and it was really inappropriate, so he was treating the people and things next to him so lightly as always.
Xiao Zi continued to pick up the little things in your hand, and then kept painting the eyebrows of the third lady, then applying lipstick, and then painting rouge.
The whole movement is very skillful, in one go, he has indeed been doing these things silently all along, so he can quickly do these things well when he gets them.
When Xiao Zi was doing these things, he didn't speak the whole time, he also felt that he was uncomfortable offending a position, and it was not appropriate to say anything, and if the third miss didn't take the initiative to ask them again, they generally wouldn't say anything too much, so she was just silently doing her own actions, although he saw the whole appearance of the third miss, and when he saw the temperature of her body and felt the temperature, he felt that this was a shocking moment for him.
Xiao Zixin understood what was going on, he just knew that there was a toxin in his body, but he didn't know how deep this toxin was.
And now, when this toxin has spread to his entire body, leading to the current result, or the whole result of the current one, these have made Xiao Zi's whole person very shocked, he never thought of it, since the third lady's body, the whole person will be in such a state as it is now.
It is foreseeable that everything has reached a point where it is completely impossible to retain, and it is already a very serious point, if it is not paid attention to now, or if there is no way to counterattack, in the end it will not be possible to counterattack at all.
Luo Qingyan looked at Xiao Zi's movements, although he was very skilled, and he was also trying to restrain his emotions, he also seemed to be like usual, he didn't care much about anything, and he was also controlling many of his movements, and then didn't let the people next to him see that she had any abnormalities.
But even so, he could still see that something was wrong with him, because he could faintly see the other person's body, trembling slightly.
And this kind of trembling is obviously trying to suppress his emotions, and he can see that it is very uncomfortable to control, and obviously he must want to explode, or he is a little scared, or a little angry, but it may be that he is trying to control his emotions, and he doesn't want the people next to him to see it, so his kind of suppression of himself is more about letting himself put his emotions more in his heart. And I've been trying to control it.
Xiao Zi was indeed controlling his emotions, because he really didn't know that Miss Three had reached such a serious point now, and since Miss Three had reached such a serious point, it had already made him feel that he was about to be able to control himself here.
He was indeed afraid, because he felt that he was at such a moment, and he also felt that he was derelict in his responsibility, because he had always hinted at his identity, hiding his identity, and not letting the third lady know his true identity, and in the past, when it was bullied, or rather, when it was suppressed, he did not stand up to protect her, because she always felt that it was not time to reveal his identity and have something to do this protection, so he had been trying to restrain himself.
And now, he actually saw that Miss San's whole body had suffered a lot, and she couldn't control herself at all, or she couldn't control her emotions at all, and then it might come to the point where she would never recover.
And when it really got to that point, he himself came out to protect me, and it was already too late, so when she saw it now, he couldn't help but mout in his heart, and he was a little doubting himself, did he think that such a thing was a wrong approach? She has always felt that her approach to these things, and that she is serious about the whole thing, she has always thought that she may be too extreme in doing this.
But now when she sees the state of this third lady again, he is indeed a little hesitant and a little suspicious in his heart, and he doesn't know whether his past insistence or some of her thoughts are still correct.
So, at this moment, his whole person's emotions were a little uncontrollable, and she was scolding herself over and over again in her heart, or what she had always insisted on, or whether she had been thinking that she was a little too stubborn?
And because she herself is stubborn, he also feels that he may have wasted time here without realizing it, and now when he sees the other party's various expressions, he has already said that this matter has reached a very serious point, so he himself is very remorseful at this moment, and she doesn't know if what she did is right.
Xiao Zi said that he has always been very angry with himself in his heart, and he is more regretful in his heart, and she can't help but be so angry that her whole body is trembling, but in order not to let the third lady see it, he is also trying to control himself, but his emotions are too difficult to control, and his whole person's emotions make him feel very remorseful, so he is trying to restrain himself, it is inevitable, and his whole body is shaking silently.
And his slight trembling, although it was only a very slight action, but it was pinched into her eye socket by the third lady, and the third miss almost thought a little in her heart at such a moment, because she didn't know whether the other party was afraid or a show of cherishing herself, and maybe he saw such a weak woman as the other party, such a little girl, he might feel more scared, because when he saw his own appearance, He felt very pale, like a female ghost.
Anyone who sees his appearance will feel a little worried in his heart.
Not to mention the seemingly unworldly little girl in front of her.
When Luo Qingyan thought of this, he still didn't dare to identify the identity of the other party, although he already had a general understanding in his heart about the other party's action state, but she couldn't be sure.
Luo Qingyan couldn't help but grab Xiao Zi's hand again and asked casually.
"Xiao Zi, what's wrong with you? How can I feel your body and your whole being shaking inexplicably? Is something going on? Or do you see me like this? You are a little surprised, and I am a little scared when I see this way I am, so do you become a little scared when you see my whole person now? Are you serious? It's still funny, and in your imagination, I feel that you are not afraid of heaven and earth, and you have been so desperate, a look of rejecting people thousands of miles away, so that I have always had an understanding of you, that is, you seem to be not afraid of heaven and earth, everything is in a situation where you can solve everything, and now you see me like this in front of me, and I silently tremble, which is also too much for me to subvert my understanding of you! So why is it in such a state? ”
Luo Qingyan asked these words very casually, and it seemed to be a kind of question and answer.
But what she said was only recorded in Xiao Zi's heart.
Xiao Zi was indeed a little surprised when he heard the third lady's question about him.
Because he has always been very sure of Miss San's various understandings, he did grow up with her, for his various personality characteristics, as well as his various encounters, and his various abilities are very, very understanding, it may be said that in this place, no one knows Miss San better than her, because he is his personal maid, and another point is because of the kind of responsibility given to him by the people above, he can't help but pay more attention to him.
And the third lady he knows is such a big person, and she is a little afraid of doing things.
It seems that he has some indescribable fear of anyone and everything next to him, so in that emotion, he himself doesn't know what to do.
Xiao Zi is often very worried in his heart, because he also thinks that how can such a third lady face the jackals, tigers and leopards outside, how can he face this very dark one? And what about the events that are very scary?
And the third lady he has always known is really worried about everything, and he is a little unconcerned about everything, as if many things should be noticed in his opinion, but she doesn't seem to pay attention to it at all, just this point, he has always felt that this is the biggest worry in his heart.
And today, although he is a little shocked in his heart, and his whole person is indeed trying to restrain his emotions, although her body is trembling slightly, but if it is not deliberately to observe him, or if there is a very long view of such a normal situation, it is impossible to see his abnormality at all.
If you say that a person who pays a little attention, or a person who is usually such a personality trait, he must still be able to see this difference between him, but for a person like Miss San, who is stupid and doesn't care much about anything, he can see his whole difference at once, which still makes him feel a little surprised, and she also feels that this third miss is not such a person for a long time as he has always known before, He didn't know if such a young lady was still the third young lady he had been silently guarding, but she also felt that people would definitely be such a person, but such a person didn't know what he had experienced, as if suddenly it suddenly became clear, and its vision became infinitely enlarged.
That's why he heard the third lady ask herself so casually, she asked herself in this language there is a sense of surprise that can't be said, there is also a kind of belief, but this tone for him can hear this kind of still has a tentative component, after all, no one has shown their hole cards now, or the current form, although it is said that in a good place in Chaozhou to develop, but no one really dares to easily show their various forms to each other, once the display is correct, Then this is a happy result, but if it is shown wrongly, then the result will definitely be that no one will become unrecognizable.
When Xiao Zi heard such a temptation from the other party, he also felt that he couldn't fully show himself to the other party at this moment, because he still had a doubt in his heart, because it was true that for such a third lady, although he also felt that he had become different early on, but such a third miss made him a little uncertain, and he felt a little strange, although such a mountain lady said that she looked more powerful and capable, But it's no longer the silly sister she's always grown up with.
And if the other party wants to test himself, of course he can't show his identity so casually, because he also knows the seriousness of this situation, so he thinks that he still has to give the other party a certain amount of time, and or give the other party a certain amount of space, only under this mutual test, then they can know what kind of identity the other party is.
Everything is an adventurous process for them, and if you want to do a successful thing, or what kind of peak you want to reach, you need to take risks, and there is also the spirit of continuous climbing, so that you can reach the height you want to reach in the past.
The third lady in front of her and Xiaozi all came here with their own various moods, and they also came here with their own various purposes.
Since they all have their own tasks, and there are more meanings for each of them, then they must hope that everything can be carried out under the situation that they can control, and now such a form is a situation that they cannot control, the only thing they can do is to wait and see.
Luo Qingyan is such a mentality, and now the little things are also in this mentality, and more Xiaozi is also such a mentality.
When they don't have to eat as a last resort, or when they are not fully assured, none of them dare to take this risk easily.
It is really not so easy to get the trust of others, and it is a stable relationship that needs to go through a lot of tempering before it can be established.