Chapter 137
Su Ran walked into the parking lot, took out the key, and was just about to open the car door, when he heard a trembling call from behind: "Xiao Ran." ”
She froze there and didn't turn around.
The voice was so familiar that she didn't have to look back to know who was coming and why he was coming.
Meng Yun looked at the stiff figure in front of him, and tentatively stepped forward a few steps.
One step, one step, it was obviously an incomparably simple action, and he only felt that his heart was about to jump out of his chest.
He watched her back greedily, nervously suppressing his rapid breathing, for fear that she would run away in the next second and completely disappear from his sight.
He had just planned to look at her again, just one more look.
He stayed outside the office building for a long time, but he never had the courage to go up.
It wasn't until he watched her walk out of the hall and into the parking lot, thinking that this might be the last time they would see each other, that he finally couldn't stop calling her.
Su Ran hesitated, not knowing whether he wanted to leave or stay.
Frankly speaking, it was not that she didn't think that Meng Yun would come to her, but as soon as this thought came out, she was deeply suppressed by her. So much so that after it really happened, she didn't know whether she was a little happier or a little more difficult in her heart, maybe both, but that didn't matter anymore.
By now, they have long lost the right to choose, and only the fate of being chosen remains.
"Xiao Ran, I know you don't want to see me now, I just came to say a few words to you, and I'll leave after that."
Su Ran pondered for a while and slowly turned around.
It's just that I haven't seen each other for a few days, but it seems like a long time has passed.
Meng Yun's eyes were blue and black, and his expression was a little embarrassed.
She only glanced at it a few times, and then lowered her head silently: "You say, I'll listen." ”
If she continued to look at it, she was afraid that she would feel distressed.
The moment Su Ran lowered his head, Meng Yun's eyes were bloodshot, and his thoughts were surging.
He wanted to ask: You don't want to see me like that? Don't you even want to look at me?
When the words came to his lips, he swallowed them again.
Didn't you know about it a long time ago? Should have known this was the outcome.
He tried his best to calm his emotions, and he didn't even dare to reveal that something was wrong with his voice: "I came to say—I want to tell you—"
He struggled several times, but in the end he didn't say anything.
What to say?
Say I'm sorry?
But the damage has already been done, what's the use of being sorry? Can a light word of sorry erase the harm caused to Su Ran by his family?
Say I like you?
But Su Ran knows! Not only did she know, but she was also trying her best to avoid hurting him because of these things. She refused to tell him, fearing that it would affect his exams, and she kept it a secret from him even in the toughest of times.
Speaking out only made her more self-reproachful and guilty.
It was only at this moment that he sadly discovered that maybe Su Ran's avoidance was not deliberate, nor did he completely give up the relationship between them, but now that they met, even if they met, it could only be a relatively wordless situation.
Su Ran likes him, but with the importance she attaches to her relatives, she will never allow herself to be involved with anyone in the Meng family, including him, of course.
He liked Su Ran, but the guilt and guilt in his heart made him unable to treat her with his previous attitude.
Moreover, even if he knew in his heart that this matter was indeed done by his family, and he was resentful and angry with his family, it was impossible for him to break with them because of this.
Between them, it really became a dead end.