Chapter 589: Resigned to fate
Gu Congyuan has never shed a few tears in his life, he has always been a hard-tempered person, and in the years he has been in the Shadow Pavilion, he has long lost his original feelings and humanity.
Until today, Lu Yao said these words to him, willing to pull him out of the darkness, and willing to save him at all costs.
Gu Congyuan was buried in Lu Yao's neck, hugging her tightly, and at some point, her neck was warm and wet.
That's when he knew he might be finished.
Lu Yao had never expected Gu Congyuan to show his fragile side before, and when she felt that the person in the crook of her arm was trembling slightly, and hot teardrops were constantly sliding down her neck, Lu Yao was completely dumbfounded.
What to do?
How can I comfort him to stop his tears?
A wave of extremely complicated feelings came to my heart, and my heart seemed to be constantly churned by a hand, and the pain was unbearable, and the sourness was unbearable.
"Yao'er, this king must have disappointed you......" When Gu Congyuan spoke, even though his voice was hoarse, his tone was as smooth as if nothing had happened.
What distressed Lu Yao was his constant forbearance, gently patted his back, and said softly: "No, I will never be disappointed in you." ”
"Over the years, you have carried too many things, and there are some pains that should not have been imposed on you, but you have to bear these hardships and endure them to this day, why is it so painful?" Every time she said a word, her mind kept thinking of Gu Congyuan's resolute and cold expression in the past.
Even if he is as tough as King Cong, he is actually just a mortal, just an ordinary person.
But Gu Huai wanted to train him into a ruthless killing machine, so that he lost too many things that originally belonged to him over the years, those gentleness, those tolerance, and those warmth......
All of them dissipated in Gu Congyuan's cold eyes.
"But I had to keep going, even if I didn't want to." Gu Congyuan raised his head slightly, even if he was crying, he didn't look much different from usual, nothing more than a thin red at the end of his eyes and a slight crimson on the tip of his nose.
His Royal Highness King Cong can be called a natural beauty, and he cries more soul-stirring than others.
It was clearly such a beautiful color, but it made Lu Yao feel broken.
As soon as he raised his eyes, he met Lu Yao's gaze and said, "Over the years, I have killed many people indiscriminately, and sometimes in my dreams, I will dream that they come to me to seek revenge...... But those were the tasks of the Shadow Pavilion, and I couldn't shirk them, and by the end of the day, I had become insensitive. ”
For those life and death, Gu Congyuan also became completely indifferent and didn't care at all.
Lu Yao asked a little anxiously, "Then why can't you leave the Shadow Pavilion?" Now that you are in the Cong Palace, you have the strongest army of the Tiansheng Dynasty, all of this is yours, the Emperor of the Sky is far away, will the Shadow Pavilion still control you? ”
"I'm just their puppet, even if I escape to the ends of the earth, they won't let me go, do you remember a time when you and Yuan Bao often met the killers of the Shadow Pavilion......" There was an extremely vague look of fear in his eyes.
"Remember, naturally remember." Lu Yao thought for a moment and looked at him with lowered eyes, "During that time, I thought you had offended other people in the court...... I can't think of ......."
Later, he realized that it was the Shadow Pavilion killer, but Lu Yao was surprised to find that Gu Congyuan was silently protecting them, and he was doing his best to protect his wife and children, and the slightest threat was not allowed to exist.
Only then did she feel relieved.
Gu Congyuan looked at Lu Yao with a little watery eyes, which made her heart sway: "It's all because I'm not good that I will drag you and Yuanbao down, I know that when ordinary people see me, they are like seeing a madman, scolding me for being cold-blooded and ruthless, I admit that I have become such a wicked person now......"
"But even if I am heinous, I have never thought of hurting you and Yuanbao." As if he was pleading for something, his tone was very light, "Yao'er, do you believe me?" I have never wanted to hurt you, you are the only comfort in this world for me. ”
Lu Yao's eyes swelled slightly, she nodded, and said, "I believe in you, absolutely trust." ”
She wasn't coaxing this fragile person, but trusting from the bottom of her heart.
Gu Congyuan breathed a sigh of relief at this time.
So lucky......
Lu Yao's reaction now is really a relief for him, he is not furious, nor disappointed, but he has known his secret for a long time, and he is very calm to accept it today......
This made His Royal Highness the fake King Cong feel a burst of unprecedented comfort.
"Gu Congyuan, you don't need to have any worries, my feelings and trust in you are not adulterated at all." Lu Yao still wrapped his arms around his neck and whispered, "You are not a wicked person, and you are not a bad ......."
Gu Congyuan seemed to want to refute, but Lu Yao suddenly pecked on the lips, and then he was dumbfounded.
There was even a shallow smile on the corner of her mouth, and she told him: "In fact, from the beginning, you were a kind person, but if you are really as ruthless as you say, you will not spare Chang Shan's life." ”
Gu Congyuan was seen through this careful thought, and he couldn't help lowering his eyes and remained silent.
He doesn't like to let others think that he is a kind person, and the people who come out of the Shadow Pavilion never know what kindness is, and he even distorts the equating sign of kindness with cowardice.
But Lu Yao is not an outsider, she is the person on the tip of his heart.
Therefore, when she softly said that he was kind, Gu Congyuan actually felt relieved and grateful from the bottom of her heart, fortunately, Lu Yao would not spurn and dislike him.
He didn't kill Chang Shan......
Even if he played like that, he still gave Chang Shan that breath leisurely, otherwise, according to Gu Congyuan's temperament, he found out that his subordinates had an affair with Su Qingyan, and at this moment, Chang Shan had already received the number plate of love in the Hades Palace, and where would he have the life to be with that woman.
"Yao'er, thank you so much for always being with me." Gu Congyuan slowly let go of her, his eyes were full of affection, "I am willing to be kind." ”
Hearing him say this, it was even happier news than picking up 100,000 taels of silver tickets.
Lu Yao instantly smiled and bent his eyes, and asked, "Is this true?!" ”
"Seriously." Gu Congyuan bowed his head slightly, and there was a little smile in his eyes, but he still said hesitantly, "However, after so many years, I have never been a good person, and I may not know how to change all of a sudden, but when I finish the affairs of the Shadow Pavilion, I must stay away from them, okay?" ”
Lu Yao smiled suddenly: "Shadow Pavilion."
The thing? ”
"I know you're going to be puzzled by this, but I'm helpless, and if I don't finish what my father gave me, I'll never be able to get out of there." His bones were in his throat, and he was in pain, "I don't want to do this either...... I'm sorry. ”
What Gu Congyuan said was nothing more than overthrowing Gu Ji's rule and handing over the great fortune of the Tiansheng Dynasty to Gu Huai, the evil ghost who was in a wheelchair and spent most of his life in the dark.
Once this happened, where could they talk about staying away from the Shadow Pavilion?
That is to fall into another situation where you will never be born.
Moreover, some people said before that the Xuanji camp was a master of high merit, and he had been thinking about suppressing Gu Congyuan everywhere, and Lu Yao could still believe that he didn't mean that in his heart, but now he just listened to him admit it himself.
He Gu Congyuan wants to seek power and usurp the throne.
In this way, this is not a guess, this is a living handle waiting for those courtiers to catch it!
Lu Yao's face became a little serious, she held his shoulder seriously, and said, "Gu Congyuan, there is one thing that I must emphasize to you. ”
He looked at her in a daze and said, "You say." ”
"Then I'll say it simply and rudely, you helped the former regent to plot against the current saint, in a vain attempt to turn the country upside down, seek power and usurp the throne, this is not right, you can't do this." Her voice was soft.
The more such a gentle and peaceful voice was spoken, the more Gu Congyuan felt a huge shock in his heart.
This is......
Isn't that right?
His Royal Highness King Cong made a decision to kill, he had never seen any big scenes, could he not have the ability to cut right and wrong in his heart? But on this issue of being brainwashed since childhood, he has no judgment at all.
Since he was a child, his father told him that the Tiansheng Dynasty belonged to them, and Gu Ji was a despicable villain, and Gu Congyuan thought so.
But Lu Yao, the woman he loved the most, suddenly came to tell him that these were not right, and they were all reversed.
Gu Congyuan rarely showed a confused look.
Immediately, the confusion in his eyes gradually disappeared, and Gu Congyuan remembered his father's teachings again, and was replaced by the determination and ruthlessness in his eyes: "No." ”
This time, he was stunned and became Lu Yao: "No? ”
"Impossible, I won't change this matter." Gu Congyuan said word by word, "Those hatreds have long taken root in my heart, and now, it is difficult to recover." ”
Lu Yao was most worried about this matter, she took a few deep breaths and told herself that she must calm down.
She said firmly: "Gu Congyuan, listen well, I can accommodate you in other things, but in this matter, in the face of great rights and wrongs, I will definitely not let you fall willingly and make mistakes step by step!" ”
"Yao'er, why are you so persistent? Could it be that the situation of my King Cong is not good enough now? Gu Congyuan couldn't understand what she was doing, and he didn't understand why she wanted to change herself.
The two were at a stalemate on this issue, and neither could convince anyone.
Lu Yao was really powerless to quarrel with him, so he only hugged him again and told him: "Everything is with me, I said, I want to save you." ”
She would never look at Gu Congyuan taking a wrong step, a wrong step. 2k reading web