In the past few days, even Lu Cheng has seen his absent-mindedness.

Yesterday when he was painting, he almost forgot to use the canvas and mixed up the paint several times, he had never made such a low-level mistake before.

He tried to draw a few more times, but unfortunately he couldn't calm down at all, and then he thought of making an appointment with Su Ran to call the next day before he sat back again.

He didn't have any confidence in himself in this state, he didn't sleep all night, thinking that in a minute, he would be a little closer to tomorrow. endured and endured until two o'clock in the morning, he finally couldn't bear it anymore, sneaked out of the room, and dialed Su Ran in advance.

Su Ran's mood was very complicated, half sweet, half sour.

How long can this kind of conversation last? How long can I like you openly?

Old Man Meng's words were like thorns, piercing her heart, and she even felt pain in her breathing.

She barely bred up her spirits to hide her chaotic breathing: "When you come back, you can see me." I'll pick you up. ”

Meng Yun chuckled lightly and said, "Xiao Ran, I want to tell my family about us, is it okay?" ”

Su Ran was confused by this sentence, and hurriedly said, "Why did you remember to talk about this?" Didn't we say okay and not in a hurry? ”

Meng Yun's firm voice came from the other end of the phone: "But I'm in a hurry now." I want to be with you openly, I want to tell everyone that you are my girlfriend, the one I want to spend my life with. ”

After just a few days of separation, he couldn't stand it.

If he had gone to Florence for further studies this time, they would have seen each other less often in the future.

He was inevitably anxious, trying to grasp something to soothe his intense sense of unease.

Su Ran opened his mouth, and before he could answer, tears fell first.

But, it's too late!

It's no longer possible between us.

After not hearing Su Ran's answer for a long time, Meng Yun thought that she had refused, and he tried his best to hide the loss in his heart: "I'm just talking casually, if you don't want to, forget it." ”

It must be that he is not good enough for Su Ran to disagree.

Su Ran tried to make his choked voice no different from usual: "Okay! If you pass this exam, we'll tell everyone when you come back. ”

Meng Yun was pleasantly surprised: "Really? ”

Su Ran smiled, tears welling up uncontrollably: "Of course it's true." ”

"Okay, then you wait for my good news."

"Hmm. Sleep quickly, keep your spirits up, and you can take the exam tomorrow. ”

"Okay, I'll go back to sleep."

After receiving Su Ran's assurance, Meng Yun let go of the big stone in his heart, no longer hesitated, and fell asleep not long after lying down, and he slept very soundly.

Almost the second Meng Yun hung up the phone, Su Ran couldn't hold back anymore and cried.

Mother's accident, grandfather's death, Ruike's burden, the threat of the Meng family, and the uncertain future between the two of them, the heavy emotions of these days are all vented at this moment.

She had been suppressed for too long, and she was finally able to indulge herself and no longer worry about whether she would be discovered.

After she finished crying, she came down from Beishan Cemetery, and half of her body was soaked by the rain, only to realize that she had walked too fast and forgot to take an umbrella.

She was really dizzy just now, the Meng family's approach really disgusted her, and she couldn't feel any good, she just wanted to stay away from them.

The surrounding area was desolate, and there was no place to shelter from the rain, so she simply slowed down her pace and slowly paced in the rain.