If everything could be done all over again.
When the old man heard her words that were somewhat similar to dream words, he could also hear the tiredness in her voice, and when he didn't want to talk superfluously.
The old man also didn't say anything more beside him.
Because he knows that nothing can be done again now, so even at this moment, he can get too many things back, but all this is a fact that he can't come back.
So at this time, if you discuss these things with the other party, it is meaningless, not to mention that the other party is not him at all, the person she likes so much at this time, and she feels that saying these things with the other party here is a complete waste of time, so when discussing these things here that are not necessary at all, he will feel that this is a very difficult thing to do.
Besides, now when he hears the other party's voice, with a hint of laziness in it, and then especially when he wants to enter sleep, this is one of the most important things for him, he just wants the other party to enter sleep as soon as possible, so that her task can be considered complete.
When the old man saw that the other party was asleep, she couldn't help but move her body over, and then hugged the lady in her arms.
And the lady is especially here with his back to the other party, in fact, he is not asleep, although he is very sleepy, but he does not dare to fall asleep, because he thinks that this time is too rare for him, he is afraid that when he sleeps and does not know anything, it will come completely at once, and the next day then the good time between them has been completely wasted, so it is actually to keep his mood in the most excited state when all kinds of difficulties are in place.
Grandpa just sees that he is different, then the master will keep all aspects of his own at this time, which is the best state, and then especially when he feels that the other party wants to sleep, then he must let the other party sleep completely as soon as possible, so that he can complete his task.
In this process, he knew that it was not easy, but it was indeed in her actions, and then in his arrangement, the more impossible things he felt, the more likely he had to make him.
So here, when she herself feels a kind of unbelievable in the other party, and the kind of flickering and sparkling anticipation in his eyes, so there will be more hope in his heart, which will slowly exist, and when he is doing these things, and then when he thinks about these things, there will be more different hopes in his whole heart, so at this time, he feels that he is only one step in the door.
Grandpa said that he slowly hugged Mrs. in his arms at this time? And the lady was not asleep at all, she turned her back to the other party at the same time, he heard the sound behind him, and he felt the breath of the master when you were getting closer and closer, he was just very worried, and suddenly became very nervous, he was afraid that the other party would do something, he himself was actually extremely eager for the other party to do something, they have not been in such a state for a long time, and they have not slept together like this for a long time, Therefore, in such a quiet environment, and he has long been accustomed to being alone, being the other party when sleeping in this position, and when such an important person is different in his own life, he can actually feel it.
Therefore, when he feels that the other party has any movement behind him at this time, and then there is any meaning, it is different, and all aspects of his own will become a little nervous.
Before he had time to react, his grandfather held him in his arms, it was really too long, the two of them were not so close together, in many cases he felt that the two of them were just like colleagues, and they looked like they were so respectful, so these were in his heart, or within his subconscious, he would feel that there were some actions that he couldn't think of at all, and he didn't expect to really appear in front of her again at this moment. It is true that he himself is a little too late to face and accept, but when he faces and accepts it again, what suddenly wells up in his heart is a sweetness that is beyond words.
That's it, uncle is the action he is looking forward to the most, under such an action, he feels that it is completely enough, no need to do further actions, no need to communicate at a deeper level, and no need to be more intense to have more warmth, he feels that this is enough, maybe in many cases, under one of his subconscious, what he is most looking forward to is such a moment, so when this kind of moment is happening, And then when he himself was in the arms of someone else, all his compromises, and then all his tiredness had been completely let go at this moment.
He knew why Grandpa stayed tonight, and he also knew why Grandpa was here to force her, and then hoped that he could tell the secret of his heart, what was the reason? But it is true that in the situation just now, and in the state of constantly trying to protect himself, he really can't say anything about the secret between them, so when he is here, when he keeps working hard for this matter, he really wants to hold the last dignity in his heart, not only for grandpa, but also for a challenge to the dead, he doesn't want to be at this time, Especially when he has worked so hard, he can't fight the dead person, so this is a level that she can't pass in her heart.
So in the face of his grandfather, when he gave him a chance again and again, he chose to give up, he hoped that the last two people would meet each other completely, and at that time he would be able to maintain his last dignity, so he was unwilling to beg, and she was not willing to let his whole state be completely exposed in front of others, and then at this time, when the tenderness of others was devolved to his side, he was indeed a little unable to control it all of a sudden.
If he has been working hard for himself all along, and then he is constantly striving for something for himself, if it is a substantial, material thing, he really can't say, what is the thing he is fighting for? But if you really want to speak spiritually, this is something he keeps trying to strive for, and when he keeps being aggressive, and then completely appears in front of others is very cold-faced, selfless, and very cold-blooded, in fact, it can also reflect his inner insecurity, and now his grandfather's middle is still in the middle, when he can finally sleep peacefully, and finally when the whole person's mood can be completely relaxed, this can also be said, How heavy is the insecurity in his heart?
The master couldn't help but say when he was doing you.
"Madame, it's too late, let's not talk about anything tonight, whatever happened to us before, or even if anything happens to us in the future, it's all later, and now let's sleep well, and I haven't slept with you for too long, and I'm at this moment, I can tell from my heart that I care very much about this communication between us, and I'm in this moment, I don't think of you as someone else, I do treat you as my own wife at this moment, I actually sometimes ask myself in my heart, if everything can be done all over again, or everything can be completely in the original form of the first let us choose again, I may choose not to hurt you so much, or I will not love you in a situation, and then I will let you find the kind of person who loves you more, or someone who is completely good to you from the heart, not me, So while I was thinking about these things myself, but it was already a little late in time, and when everything had already happened, was it really too late for me to think about these things? I don't know what to say to express this feeling in my heart, and I don't know what to do to make up for this guilt in my heart, but when I keep trying to figure out some facts, I do make a bet in my heart, and I just want to fill this guilt in my heart, because I have indeed been in an extremely uneasy state in my heart for so many years. That's why I'm going to try my best to figure him out exactly what happened at the beginning, because only in this way will I know what happened at the beginning and know what happened, and then I will keep trying to make up for it, so as to make up for a burden in my heart. This is what I want to do in my heart, this is the reason why my secret organization has been investigating this matter, I don't have any prejudice against you, I don't mean to, for you, I really want to find things out, so that my heart will not have such a heavy burden to weigh her, so that I can't breathe at all many times, or I can't sleep at all at night, because the guilt in my heart really comes from the heart. ”
The words that the master said were indeed very sincere, and when it told the pain in his heart, it was completely from the heart, and when it mentioned to the lady the guilt in his heart, and when he was sorry, he was indeed from the heart, and when these things were constantly developing, he also asked himself countless times in his heart, whether the things he did in the past were wrong or right, but those things were developing bit by bit, Or when it happened, he felt the difference in the middle, so when he was here, he really hoped that he could make up for it as soon as possible.
And now, when he himself can do all these things well and understand them here, then the rest is only himself.
And it is true that these past events are so overwhelming that he has a lot of guilt in his heart, and many times he is pressed against him, and he can't fall asleep at all, if it is a state that can fall asleep, then he can want to let himself be completely asleep, because only in this way can he go in his sleep, dream of the person he wants to dream of the most, and only when he is asleep, can he temporarily escape from this reality, and then escape from what he has done in the past, Let him have something in his heart that he can't get away with.
Therefore, when these things continue to develop bit by bit, he will want to change.
These things are like big stones, pressing him, so that he really can't sleep well at any night, so when he is here, when he mentions these things very sincerely to the eldest lady here, it is not that he is boasting here, or that he is here to think of some way to win the sympathy of the other party, and when he talks about these things under pressure, it is completely a kind of empathy, and it is also to share some of the most important feelings in her own heart with the other party.
So when he brings up these things here, and then raises these objections, he also hopes that the other party can feel it.
Of course, when he brought up these things for himself, he also hoped that he could win a kind of sympathy from the other party, he knew that Mrs. still had feelings for him, because if he didn't have feelings, he wouldn't have let his dearest subordinates go just now, that is, his understanding of himself, this is also his love for himself, so this is his last kind of struggle, he hopes to be able to use the other party's sympathy, and then use the other party's last kindness to himself, Be able to grasp what is being said at the moment and grasp him.
So this is the biggest purpose of the lord coming here tonight, his heart is indeed very contradictory, that is, he has been trying to chase a fact, but when the truth is in front of him, what can it do? Maybe he is in his own heart, because of his own guilt, and then keeps giving himself and the other party a chance, but he just knows at the same time that he is not alone in this matter to make it like this, so while he is doing this himself, he also hopes to give the other party a chance, and at the same time give himself a chance to atone for his sins.
So he hoped that the other party could confess, and at this moment, when he did this action from the heart before falling asleep, he was indeed looking at the other party's stubborn and thin shoulders behind his back, and suddenly wanted to give him such a hug.