CHAPTER XIX

The Yan family's villa is on Dongming Mountain, which is only a forty-minute drive from the city center, but as soon as the car drives up the mountain road, it feels very pleasant, and it seems to be far away from the hustle and bustle.

There are a lot of villas here, all of them are rich people, therefore, there are a lot of flowers and trees on both sides of the road, the road surface is also quite wide, driving at night, the mountain road will not be dark, beautiful and unique street lights, dusk yellow, soft; At night, the mountain is already cool, this will be the evening breeze blowing, listening to the rustle of leaves, but the spirit is refreshing, Tang Zheya simply opened the car window, let the wind blow her hair, thinking that it was late anyway, and she was not in a hurry to hurry, second, because of the stomach pain, just take advantage of the good air, slow down, so that her face will not be pale, scaring Aunt Yan.

While enjoying the good scenery, she sighed that the Yan family is indeed a person who knows how to enjoy, unlike her father, who was born in an ordinary person, and everything she has gained today is her own hard work, so that she can't let go of everything, and she doesn't dare to relax in the slightest, which comes from the unsteadiness and competitiveness in her heart.

Kairan is the country that her father worked hard to build, and now it is in her hands, and then she can realize that her father's mood and heart are closer to her father than usual. For public and private affairs, a room of women have to rely on him, for decades, she has only taken over for more than a month, and she is already tired and lying down.

Thinking like this, her mood became heavier and heavier, everything her father did from scratch, success or failure, Dad could bear it alone, just explain it to himself; And she, the sense of gain and loss is heavier, the pressure is heavier, her father's expectations, her father's hard work, she has never felt that the burden on her shoulders is so heavy as at this moment.

Dad didn't worry about her and wanted to decide the future for her, and here, it also made her understand and agree. It's just about feelings, which makes her confused, whether she should give up, whether she should be persistent. Now it seems that all of this has to be put aside, compared to Dad and Kai Ran, her personal preferences and gains and losses are not so important.

What's more, some things are destined to be lost, and if there is none, it is difficult to have a follow-up, so it is not bad to make such an arrangement.

She was thinking about it, a beam of light shone and she hurriedly stepped on the brakes, the performance of the blue wing was very good, and she stopped steadily only two steps away from the opposite car, she was frightened, pushed the door and ran over. I am angry at the other party's lifeless behavior.

As soon as she approached, she saw that Yan Zhuoyu's car, he was lying crookedly on the steering wheel, covering his chest with one hand, and seemed very uncomfortable.

Tang Zheya looked up and saw that this place was not far from Yan's house, so she first drove Lan Yi aside, locked it up, and then pushed Yan Zhuoyu to the back seat and drove him back by herself.

"Yan Zhuoyu, can you do anything else besides drinking to trouble me?" She struggled to carry him, because she had not eaten, she seemed very struggling, and when she thought that he was unconscious at this time, she blamed him in a low voice.

"If you have anything to say, you don't feel happy in your heart, and you won't find anyone to talk to, you will only be cool, and then get drunk, after so many years, it still hasn't changed."

"I really shouldn't care about you, every time I persuade you, you will be like this next time."

She drove carefully while looking back at him from time to time.

Yan Zhuoyu seemed to enjoy it, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and his narrow eyeliner opened slightly, flashing with a faint light.

Tang Zheya sighed resignedly.

"Ya'er, I haven't had a dream like this for many years, and when I was half asleep, I heard your constant nagging."

He sat up slightly, looking misty, and said something insincere.

"For so many years, I have been buying drunk, I just hope that you will be by my side as before, and at this time, you can talk to me more and keep talking."

Tang Zheya listened vaguely, only to feel that the old impressions came back like a tide, and together, the swelling and pain in her throat also came up, rushing straight to her mind, her nose suddenly tightened, and she hurriedly swallowed the dry swelling.

"Every time it's this time, half-asleep and half-awake, I can occasionally really remember your appearance, your voice, the breath on your body, today is really lucky, and there can be such a moment, Ya'er, if you don't come back, I will almost forget you."

She only felt that these words that were not very clear in her mind were more effective than anything else.

"You're threatening me again." She choked softly.

Yan Zhuoyu smiled hoarsely, his face full of confidence and pampering.

"Yes, you know, but you have to clean up the aftermath for me every time."

"Yes, I'm really stupid, stupid." She also whispered in her dreams as if she was drunk.

Why did those youthful pasts not dissipate like a cloud of smoke, but on the contrary, in her life, they became heavier and clearer.

She has no strength to leave and right the steering wheel, the courage she has accumulated over the years, this moment seems to have all been sucked away, fragile as catkins in the wind, this small compartment space, full of the flow of the old breath, the longer she stays, the thicker it becomes, but there is no outlet that can be dissipated, she finally couldn't help lying on the steering wheel, sobbing softly, trying to alleviate this emotion that has a great influence on herself.

She is like a swimmer in the vast sea, she can obviously reach the finish line, but the fog that hits from time to time makes her unable to see the direction clearly. There was no way to go on like this, she should have identified a direction, and then, closing her eyes, covering her ears, hardening her heart, and swimming towards a place.

"Zhuo Yu, wake up, I'll help you in." She opened the car door, and was hit by the evening breeze at night, and regained some clarity.

Yan Zhuoyu pulled her hand, but pulled her into the car, hooked her foot, and the car door closed.

Tang Zheya came to her senses and was busy struggling, but she was only tightly held in her arms by him with long hands and feet, and the smell of alcohol on her body made her dizzy for a while

"Zhuo Yu, you let go!" She couldn't break free of her, and could only keep making noises, trying to awaken his consciousness.

It's just that Yan Zhuoyu is holding the cherished things that she hasn't returned for a long time at this time, how can she let go, holding the back of her neck with one hand, her mouth is pressed over, with a thick smell of alcohol, her stomach hurts again, she can't be stimulated, the pain is so painful that she can't bite her lip, so he is flexibly wrapped around his tongue and swallows her * into her mouth.

This touch, as if an electric current had been passed, the struggling body instantly softened, Yan Zhuoyu let out a chuckle, everything was the same as many years ago, it had not changed, his heart was settled, and he deepened this kiss even more, touching every corner of her mouth.

In this space surrounded by darkness and the smell of alcohol, all reason was buried, she hated herself, disappointment and blame welled up in her heart at the same time, when she met his kiss, she closed her eyes and shed cold tears, and let her fragility and softness be tightly held in his arms, oh, Dad, please blame me, I also want to kill myself.

Rong'er! She suddenly thought of the purpose of her coming today, and a bright red flower-like pattern suddenly burst out in her mind, cruel and bloody to the extreme, and she suddenly stiffened, and her fists were clenched tightly, as if there was a raw embroidered knife at this time, constantly sawing her wrists back and forth.

Yan Zhuoyu withdrew this long kiss, only feeling that if this continued, the person in his arms would be suffocated to death by himself.

He buried his face in her hair, and didn't move for a long time, Tang Zheya only felt a trace of cool stuff rushing to her back, causing her to clear up for a while.

"Ya'er, you have to remember that if one day we have to be enemies, you must remember that it was not my intention."

He took a deep breath and tightened his arms again, as if facing extreme fear, "Promise me, Ya'er, promise me." ”

Tang Zheya was so tightly surrounded by him, not moving, her face was ghostly pale.

"Zhuo Yu, let's go." She couldn't figure out what it meant, but she knew that they couldn't stay like this anymore, such indulgence, such a chance, she wouldn't give herself a second time.

"Aunt Yan, you are still like this, you are not old at all." Tang Zheya settled Yan Zhuoyu and talked with Xu Yayue in the living room.

Xu Yayue smiled happily, took Tang Zheya's hand and refused to let go, this child is sometimes so uncontrollable that people can't help but feel pity, she touched her emaciated cheeks, but she still had a resolute face, a thin body, and was covered with a thick layer of responsibility and pressure all the time, but she always smiled so indifferently, she didn't talk much since she was a child, she didn't complain, she didn't cry, she was sensible, so that adults sometimes felt ashamed.

"Ya'er girl, look at you tired, Zhuo Yu, this kid, I still have to worry about you, I thought that ten years later, it would be time for him to help you, how can you be like before, when you are drunk, you will shout to find you, and let you help with the aftermath?"

Tang Zheya's eyes were moist, and she shook her hand back, without a trace of complaint and impatience on her face.

"I just happened to run into it."

Xu Yayue stroked the corners of her forehead and laughed out loud with relief, how good it would be if Zhuo Yu was with her, I used to look at these two children and felt that they were compatible, and Zhuo Yu was only really happy when he faced her.

"Lao Yan, have you done something, what are you still rubbing?" As she spoke, she had already picked up Tang Zheya and walked towards the restaurant, the child's stomach had been rumbling for a while.

Yan Dezhi's relaxed and amusing voice came from Nuo Dawei's kitchen, "Okay, okay, this is not a girl, things have to be made better." ”

Tang Zheya and Xu Yayue looked at each other and smiled.

"Your uncle, I still remember your favorite dishes, after you left, he still used to cook them, and later Zhuo Yu also thought it was good, no, there is often it for supper." Xu Yayue has nothing to do with her husband over the years, so she likes to cook by herself, which is also very fun.

Tang Zheya looked at their busy figures in the kitchen enviously, although they were a little rusty, but they were full of tacit understanding, many years ago, they often wandered around the Yan family, and when they were waiting for dinner with Zhuo Yu, she often looked at their figures in the kitchen, and there were a lot of associations, and her face was flushed from time to time to look at Yan Zhuoyu, who was crossing Erlang's legs, with an indifferent face, guessing, if it was the two of them, it would be like this... She shook her head slightly, blushing at her fantasies.

"Fool." Yan Zhuoyu scolded with a low smile on the other side, and a pair of eyes seemed to be clear, seeing through her meaning.

"Come, Ya'er, try it and see if your Uncle Yan's craftsmanship has declined?"

As soon as she said this, she was stimulated by the fragrance on the plate, and she felt that she was really hungry, nodded and concentrated on eating.

The second elder smiled with relief when he saw her eating so openly, ten years is not a long time, but it is not short, why, when he saw her, there was no slightest estrangement and rustiness.

Seeing how she eats like a child now, who would have thought that the recent scenery of Kairan was created by her weak hand. Tang Jiaxiu's vision is really not wrong.

The situation of the Tang family, they are not ignorant, but the business matters are still a little sensitive; In private, after all, Zhuo Yu and Tang Jingrong are not officially engaged, and it is not easy to interfere, no, it is only embarrassing to be embarrassed in the middle.

After dinner, the three of them went to the living room to drink tea, and it was already twelve o'clock at this time.

Tang Zheya straightened her clothes, cleared her throat and said, "Uncle Yan, Aunt Yan, I came today to visit you, and secondly, because of Rong'er's affairs." ”

"Well, we went to the hospital to see her today, it's just some trauma, don't worry, don't worry." This reassuring sentence really made Tang Zheya breathe a sigh of relief, understood what they meant, and couldn't help but smile at them gratefully.

"Because of Dad's body, Mom may not be able to pull out, this kind of thing happens, no one would have imagined, Ya'er relied on your love, and took this trip instead of Mom, now, they are afraid that because of this, they are very uneasy." She deliberated what she meant, carefully examining their faces.

Xu Yayue looked at her husband, sighed and said, "Ya'er, you two sisters, we can be regarded as growing up, although ... It's a pity, but over the years, we still have something we can't think of, as long as Zhuo Yu is satisfied, we don't take this matter to heart, there is nothing in the entertainment industry, we just listen. ”

"Aunt, I know that with the family background of the Yan family and the Tang family, Rong'er will definitely not be able to do this, don't worry, I have already made it to her to go back to work in Kairan." Since the Yan family has taken a step back, at this time, she should only repay the report and make the decision for her father.

Yan Dezhi nodded with a condensed face, thinking that it was feasible, if it was really Tang Jingrong who married into the Tang family, this arrangement could not be more appropriate.

"That's what you're here for?"

As soon as the three of them looked up, it was Yan Zhuoyu who came downstairs with a hangover on his face, and his face stinked like something.

Tang Zheya got up and nodded at him.

"Yes, I think it's necessary to come here to reassure my uncle and aunt."

"Are you really going to let her go back to Kairan?" He walked straight to the refrigerator, grabbed ice water, and drank it in one gulp.

"Yes." She frowned at him hurting her body like this.

He shook the empty cup disappreciatively, "Dad, Mom, you go up to bed, it's too late." ”

The two of them were the only ones left in the silent living room.

Tang Zheya felt that such an atmosphere was really inappropriate to stay any longer, not to mention that she had to go to work tomorrow, "Zhuo Yu, it's too late, I should leave too." ”

Yan Zhuoyu rushed over and grabbed her, his eyes full of anger, "Do you know what you're doing?!"

"I don't know what you mean." She pursed her lips and looked at him disapprovingly.

He was panicked by her cold and innocent eyes, and let go of her rudely in frustration, "Do you really want to do this?" ”

"Zhuo Yu, it's a matter of time, Dad also meant this before he was sick."

"Let her go back to Kairan?"

"No, it's your marriage."

"Ya'er, between us, is it really impossible?" He turned his back to her, his hands gripping the back of his chair tightly, under great pressure.

"Zhuo Yu, really, it's really all over." She spoke out without hesitation, not giving her, nor giving him any room for illusions.

"Have you ever thought about the consequences?" He was silent for a long time, and then suddenly spoke up.

Tang Zheya smiled disapprerovingly, they are going to become a family, in addition to the fixation of their identities, from now on they are the relationship between sister and brother-in-law, what can be the consequences.

"Ya'er, if there is no result for a day, I hope that...

"No, this won't change!" She didn't want to dwell on this meaningless conversation anymore, so she took the key and went out.

There is really no extra thought and time to consider Yan Zhuoyu's various abnormalities.

Yan Zhuoyu heard the sound of her slamming the door and leaving, and suddenly, he threw the glass in his hand to the ground, and suddenly the luminous light flew away, and under the illumination of the headlights, it refracted a complex and colorful luminosity.

"Ya'er, you forced me, no matter how I do it, no matter how I create opportunities for us, you are still stubborn, as stubborn as ten years ago!"

He was as weak as if he had exhausted his mental strength and made a great decision, and went upstairs in a dead body. That room and outside, two backs, doomed, go farther and farther.