Chapter 348: The Stinging Thing

Chen Yuan's train hasn't left yet, and your story isn't finished yet. In the early morning, you are Chen Yuan's soul who has not yet shouted hoarsely, and in the middle of the night, you are Chen Yuan's trembling heart that has not yet penetrated the world. If love soaks you like the snow in this Windy City, remember to hold Chen Yuan's hand and feel the warmth of each other's lifelines.

Dear Loved Ones,

Today is my third day in the small southern city, and I hope that it will be business as usual in Windy City.

The small city in the south no longer snows, because spring had already come to the earth when Chen Yuan was still in the original city. It's still going to get cold, and like I've said before, sometimes I'm still shivering in the windy nights. I remember the smell of flowers in the park before I left Windy City, but I didn't see a single flower in my eyes when I came here, and I still saw people hurrying and busy day and night.

Last night, it rained here, and although it wasn't heavy, it was enough to leave a pool of stagnant water, and kiss the heel of my shoes with the unfinished winter dirt. I love walking in the morning with my umbrella on the morning mist-covered road, and I wonder if I can't see my swollen eyes that stay up all night because I miss you if I look down from the sky. After this beard grew, I didn't choose to shave it off quickly, because I wanted it to happen quietly, leaving a mark on my body, telling me that time was flowing little by little, like a stream flowing in the mountains, like a small stream of water gathered in the rain.

"Loved ones, I'm sorry I can't look at your sleeping face and grow up with you by your side. We seem to be thousands of miles apart, and we seem to rub shoulders with each other but never appear. This is how I let you shuttle through my dreams over and over again, holding you in my arms and kissing your red and soft cheeks. I don't dare to hug you too tightly, for fear that my heavy fingers will leave distinct marks on your delicate skin. I want you to ask the world for your experience of growing up, wrap you tightly in my coat, and take you to every corner of the world, to listen to every voice of the world.

Relatives and relatives, I want to hold your hand when the Ferris wheel reaches the top, and naturally meet your eyes with you, and it will be a look for ten thousand years.

I want to have a big dog at home, it's not that I don't like the gentleness of cats, but I just want the loyal one to lie on your lap every day that I can't accompany you, to accompany you on my behalf, to play with you, and when I come back, I will cook tea and rice for you, and when the clock strikes zero, I want to hold you and tell you the story of the deer in the woods.

Loved ones, I don't know if all I can give you is everything you want, and I won't know everything until you open your mouth and say what you think, and then I am afraid that I will be old and you will be gone.

I'm sorry relatives, I didn't participate in every time you grew up, I really want to be by your side before you are bruised by the world, and harvest all your curiosity about this world and all your passionate love for this place you don't know yet. Dear dear relatives, dear relatives, I don't know if it was the agreement between the Lord of Faith and me before I came to this world, or if I was fortunate enough to be given, I never thought that there would be one more you in my world. I don't know exactly why you're laughing or hurting, but I know you're the softest and warmest elf in the world.

Relatives and relatives, from the day you came to me, I want to take you to see the sea of clouds, the ends of the world. I think I'll leave this world before you, I hope you don't cry for me, I hope you can take care of yourself. We also have the sea of stars in the salt lake of Qinghai, the weak tea on the bank of the Yellow River, the terroir of Yunnan, and the smell of fireworks in the windy city alley. Although I can't accompany you through this life, I am willing to draw a complete protrusion for thinking of you at every moment of my heartbeat.

Loved ones, are you asleep? ”

After cutting his hair and changing his clothes, the seasons began to rotate as the days passed. A man can never step into the same river with two feet, and that is probably the best description of time that I agree with.

When Chen Yuan untied the leather band of the black hair in his hand, he already knew that the long hair was gone, and the sound of the watch hands ticking on the table was also telling the world changing little by little. Tonight, Chen Yuan accompanied all this, and the sound of the wind, tasted the sweetness of beer.

For the first time since leaving the city, I walked with a friend of yours for a long time. There is no need to mark the topic, there is no need to explain everything in detail, compared to work, Chen Yuan really likes life more. Chen Yuan looked forward to the summer night wind blowing on the boy's hot shoulders, and also hoped for the gentle kiss on the tips of his daughter's hair. Chen Yuan remembered every rainbow dream in the middle of summer, and also remembered that tonight after the early spring, Chen Yuan decided to pick up these words again. All of this is thanks to you for accompanying Chen Yuan for this short journey. The sting has finally begun.

Few people like to see the stars twinkling in the sky, because there is nothingness, because there is nowhere to put the complexity of the heart. Chen Yuan hadn't looked up like this for a long, long time, but what he didn't expect was that even in a short period of time, Chen Yuan would be able to make the stars slowly light up in Chen Yuan's eyes, filling Chen Yuan's eyes and the void in Chen Yuan's mind.

The years will be lost, and so will the stars. When you see it, you don't see it in its entirety, you can't feel its full light, because it doesn't belong to anyone, but it is willing to use it to travel light years, through dust, to be consumed by the atmosphere, and finally to your eyes, to accompany every restless heart like you.

In fact, people always want to be relieved, try to be independent if they don't like to be sticky, learn to read books without depth of thought, and all changes are for the people they care about and the life they care about. The wine Chen Yuan drank was actually the same every night, three pieces and a jar of nine degrees, but his mood was changing every day, and the people who could stay around him were also changing, so the wine was not necessarily bitter and difficult to swallow. Chen Yuan felt very happy, because there was a friend who could come and accompany Chen Yuan on this part of the journey, and be able to tell some stories with Chen Yuan, which would make Chen Yuan miss the days in the Windy City, and also let Chen Yuan learn to be stunned after his own rain.

I don't know when the people who have walked this road will meet again, just thinking that in the future, someone will be able to walk with Chen Yuan for a while and then leave. Many people are just passing guests in your life, who boldly intrude into your life, accompany you for a while, and then quietly go one day. In fact, all of this is just to let Chen Yuan pass by your world.

In the starlight, there should be a girl, with big eyes imprinted on the sea of stars in the sky, black and wind-blown hair, sandwiched with the smell of the first flowers of spring, the appearance of snowflakes, and her gentle voice and lively laughter. Chen Yuan hopes that all of this will become beautiful in the starlight and become Chen Yuan's heart, at least in Chen Yuan's dream, it will also linger and linger.