The people in my memory

For Luo Qingyan, her mother is a person in her memory.

Because for her to come, the other party seems to appear in his own life for a very short time, and the key is that he himself does not have any memory, so, even if the other party appears in his own life, he himself has no time to take care of the meaning of the other party's survival, and to see the other party's shadow exists, in his heart, he will indeed feel that every effort he has made here, and every energy of his own is extremely lonely. There doesn't seem to be a mother around.

So when he had always wanted to ask where his mother had gone?

But the person next to him directly refused to ask him a question, because if at the beginning, there was some uncertainty about his refusal, but now his refusal is complete, regardless of the thoughts in her heart, these attitudes and these reasons for the rejection, so that when he is treated, the whole person still seems a little low, if in the process, he feels that he can decide a lot of things in a situation, Then the things he wants to be decided will not be what they are now, so from this point of view, and then when he decides these things here, he does have no scruples at all, such a kind of existence blessing

So here, when all aspects of her mood come, it becomes somewhat predestined, and then when all aspects come, one of his moods in all aspects will not be as happy as it is now, as in the eyes of Berao, he will feel in his heart that he has a result in doing these things that he cannot determine in any other way, and now from her heart, when he can express all his thoughts, in Berao's eyes, this kind of plan that it can get, There is also the fact that he can feel that these problems are all that he can solve.

So these things are extremely important to him, if in these aspects, he can get, or can have a more long-term idea in his family's intention, he does have a completely different test for his own kind of thought, if when he is here, his idea may sometimes be a little extremely gambling, then at this stage his idea from the time of occurrence, he will feel that her thoughts will not be so, Let her feel that she can grasp the accuracy of this kind of crispness.

It's just that many times, when he himself is rejected, he still has a lot of curiosity, and she wonders what her mother is like. Because in the whole process of it, she really never had contact with each other, so in this case, he will really have a lot of curiosity in his heart, on the one hand, he will feel that he will be curious about the image of his mother when he is here, and then on the other hand, he will be very curious, is the relationship between him and his father as kind of affection as outsiders? Because if that was the case, how could my father bear to let her leave them at such an early age? So at this point, he still has a lot of surprises in his heart, or still has a lot of curiosity, he really hopes that when he can have a good conversation with his father, because in his father's eyes, that mother may be the most real mother that each of them has met here, and that kind of mother is the one who fascinates his father the most. Then it is definitely impossible for him to let one of his hearts appear indifferent at this moment.

And for himself, he feels that he can grasp these states very clearly at this moment, in this case, then he comes by himself, he himself is a new victory, so here when he keeps trying to touch and get a kind of neurotic thing, and when he keeps trying to feel and get another feeling, he does give himself a lot of different answers in his heart.

But now these things are really not very important, because as far as he is concerned, under this situation, and under this kind of social commentary, she can have her own feelings, that is the most important thing, if in this, he himself can not let everything have a good play in a situation, then a kind of self-consciousness, the above mistakes still make him have a completely different kind of under this kind of ability, compromise.

Purple so in this regard, when he saw the kind of doubt in his sister here, and the desire he passed on, of course he thought about why his sister was like this here, because if my sister was still the same as before at this time, then I would go my own way, it didn't matter, in one case, why wouldn't my sister be like this now? He has already grown up, and he is no longer the sister who was at the mercy of others in the past, so when he was here, when he saw him appear in front of them in this state, and then the whole person exuded, such a radiance of hope, it was indeed at this time, the feeling in his heart was still different from before.

So in his heart, he has an expectation of himself, and his view of all these things, so that in front of these things, he really can't make his mood clear, maybe in every Rao's mind, and in the process of taking what she asks to do, his requirements for himself, and for all things, he feels that he can do it, but when she grows more and more, He does still have a lot of doubts in his heart, and if anyone can answer him, when the biggest doubt in his heart comes, then for himself, his own progress is indeed from the heart.

Luo Qingyan was thinking about these things about himself, and then when he also thought about his past, he really felt that when he discussed these things, he might not be so complete.

So in this process, he has always been cautious in his words and deeds, he did not ask too much for some unreasonable requirements, he did not understand too much about these requirements, some of the reasons behind them, he just wanted to know that they have come to this side of the situation at present, a different kind of existence, if in each Rao's mind, their own requirements are different, a requirement, or each Rao's mind, and then there is an obvious very large effect of such a forceIndeed, what he wants to get in his own heart, or how much he wants to feel it here, then none of this will be the scene it is today.

So here in his heart when the feeling is very big, and then in his heart for these requirements for himself, as well as these arrangements are all imagined by Rutz, when she is calm, she will indeed have her own deeper arrangements.

In his mind, he would feel that he himself was constantly doing these things, and then kept interacting for this thing, and he did in his mind, for these things, or for all these improvements, she was a kind of care from the heart.

If in her mind, and then in his heart, his requirements for self are all times when his whole mood is an indelible state, then now in his mind, there is indeed a more different experience.

Now in every Rao's mind, this moment is the most important moment in all of them.

So when Zi looked at him like this today, he really felt that the other party might have a lot of questions in the process of this series of forbearance and wanted to come out.

Because in her mind, she will have self-requirements, and for many of his own hearts, he has such a criterion in his heart, and then here he is indeed looking at the other party, maybe he can't suppress him, in fact, it's not that he can't be suppressed, but he has been suppressed for too long, for the answer he wants, so when he quietly looks at the other party here and stops, he really hopes that the other party is here to an arrangement in his own heart.

Luo Qingyan couldn't help but ask him about what she had always wanted to ask here, because in Zha's mind, he would feel that the person in front of him might have a deep understanding of her mother.

And now when he has another arrangement in his mind, it is true that her mood will be a little different, if in this process, Zi will be a witness, then in fact, for all his questions, it must have its own answer, this answer is from his side, and if this answer is from all the people center There is an answer, then sure each Rao answer is indeed different, because everyone is in a different point of view, There is also the fact that the feelings brought by each person are different, and the height at which each person stands is different, but he believes that the answer he heard here in Zi should be the same as the answer in his father's heart, because that is the most real mother, and a mother who is not overly exaggerated.

If ordinary people are here, because he wants to ask this question, he may be a little evasive, or he will not give him a very real answer when he is here, so when he is here, he has indeed been hiding the desire in his heart, so that he does not go too much at this moment, or too much to make his open desire to a sense of flashback, he feels that he can do it himself, he feels that he can also go to the trend, So in this process, he did keep pulling back at the speed that he was going back to piece by piece.

So here, Luo Qingyan is facing such a character who is also standing with him.

He really couldn't control his inner feelings this time, because he did have a lot of things he wanted to ask, if there were other Rao eyes and other Rao hearts, he would feel that many of his own questions were the kind of questions he wanted to get, but now when these questions were really in front of him, he still couldn't help but want to ask his questions.

"Purple, in fact, I've always wanted to ask my father this question, because this matter can get the most real answer, and salvation is also the only answer that can be obtained from him, and that answer should be almost the same as the truth, so I have been holding back myself, because I feel that my father seems to be deliberately hiding these things, or my father doesn't seem to want to mention such a person at all, I also know that he is not very excited, what I know is, if it is mentioned, It will also make his heart have a lot more divine soup, so when I hear these things here, I do feel that the things I do can't fully represent the kind of call of my heart, but this is really a question that I have been wanting to ask since I was older, that is, what is the other person like? The only person I know is my mother, and when I am imagining, I can describe the most beautiful language in the world to her, but that kind of expression, and there is a description of such an image, it is really from my own imagination, I can imagine it very fancy, I can also imagine it as a little incompetent, a feeling of my own, so when I put my feelings in this, and then in the process of imagining, I will feel that something is real. I don't know if the kind of imagination I'm in is a deviation from my heart, or a kind of emotional preference of my own, so what I know at this point is that those words, even if they don't use any excess, or have any exaggerated elements, but they do come from an imagination in my heart, and here I do have my own arrangements for these situations of my own, or I have my own ideas. And now that I've been holding back for so long, I especially want to describe it through your mouth, because I know it's going to be a very real and completely essential description. ”

When Luo finished his face, his face was also full of anticipation.