Chapter 59: It's okay if I continue to feel uncomfortable

“…… I'm sorry. ”

When Mo Nian heard this, he was silent for a while, and finally refused to answer Ji Qingmo's question, "For personal privacy reasons, I can't tell you the answer for the time being." ”

She had surgery and left sequelae, and the loss of affection was not a trivial matter that could be seen and talked about.

Mo Nian has seen it with her own eyes, and many people who heard the truth looked at her with strange eyes, as if they were looking at monsters.

Even though she doesn't care and doesn't feel anything, people who care about her feel distressed.

Mo Nian still can't forget the sad and guilty look he showed to her after her brother forcibly asked her to resign from Guye Group more than two years ago.

Although not a single tear was shed, in Mo Nian's eyes, Mo Chen's face had already been soaked with tears.

It is true that Mo Nian has no feelings, but it doesn't mean that she won't care about her relatives.

Since then, she has managed her secrets very strictly, and she has never mentioned it to the second person except for Ji Shisheng.

"Maybe I'll tell you later."

Mo Nian said to Ji Qingmo: "But not now, I don't know you well and can't trust you." ”

When Ji Qingmo heard this, although he knew that what Mo Nian said was the truth, his heart still inevitably stabbed.

Once upon a time, they were so close.

If that hadn't happened, if it hadn't been for the coward's incompetence, it had caused things to be like this......

There was no way he could hear the words "I don't know you well and can't trust you" from Mo Nian's mouth.

"Niannian, you can give me more trust."

Ji Qingmo looked at Mo Nian, his eyes were gentle, and his tone was serious: "Because I will never do anything to hurt you." ”

Mo Nian looked at Ji Qingmo and did not speak.

After all, it was the first time she came into contact with Ji Qingmo, and her impression of Ji Qingmo was not good.

Mo Nian didn't know whether to believe Ji Qingmo or not.

"By the way, I haven't answered your previous question yet."

Ji Qingmo didn't force Mo Nian, and took the initiative to change the topic, "There is a question about me being Ji Shisheng." ”

When Mo Nian heard this, he remembered that Ji Qingmo had indeed said this before.

She couldn't understand it.

It stands to reason that Ji Qingmo is just a certain personality split from Ji Shisheng, why do you claim to be Ji Shisheng?

"Under normal circumstances, the split personality has nothing to do with the main personality, and is a completely different person."

Ji Qingmo saw Mo Nian's doubts, and he opened his mouth to explain: "But my situation is a little special, the first time I appeared was seven years ago, when Ji Shisheng was eighteen years old, I was not someone else's personality, but completely, Ji Shisheng's personality. ”

Mo Nian became more and more dazed, and when Ji Qingmo explained this, she couldn't understand it even more.

"To put it simply, I'm eighteen-year-old Ji Shisheng."

Ji Qingmo said: "It's just that for some personal reasons, although I am eighteen-year-old Ji Shisheng, I chose another path that was completely different from him who was eighteen years old at the time, and finally parted ways." ”

Hearing this, Mo Nian finally sorted out Ji Qingmo's words-

Indeed, in general, most of the sub-personalities split from the main personality have nothing to do with the main personality.

Let's take an analogy.

An office man suffers from D.I.D., splitting into a sub-personality, which may be a minor girl or an uncle who has gone through vicissitudes, all in all, it is far from the main personality, it is completely different, and there is no intersection at all.

Ji Qingmo is different.

He is indeed another personality that is different from Ji Shisheng, but they have an intersection-

That is, all the experiences before the age of Ji Shisheng and Ji Qingmo were eighteen years old, or the memories, personalities, etc., were the same.

In other words, Ji Qingmo's sub-personality is none other than Ji Shisheng at the age of eighteen, just a different name.

And, for some reason, he had a lot of differences from Ji Shisheng's development after the age of eighteen, and became the current Ji Qingmo.

"I see."

Mo Nian sorted out the relationship between Ji Qingmo and Ji Shisheng in her mind, and she turned her eyes to Ji Qingmo's legs-

Straight, slender, and standing without any misretention.

Sure enough, as Assistant Bai said at the beginning, Ji Shisheng's legs did not have any problems in terms of physiology.

Otherwise, Ji Qingmo would not have been able to stand in front of him.

So, judging from the surface, the biggest difference between Ji Qingmo and Ji Shisheng is whether he can stand.

Could it be that the psychological shadow that caused Ji Shisheng to be unable to stand on his legs was after he was eighteen years old?

Mo Nian thought about it, and asked again: "I met you once, on the street of Jiangcheng some time ago, that is you, right?" ”

"I did go out once."

When Ji Qingmo heard this, his eyes lit up, and he couldn't help but say, "It seems that we are very destined...... Not! ”

Before he finished speaking, Ji Qingmo suddenly snorted, covered his head and almost fell to the ground.

"Be careful."

Mo Nian held him up, "Are you okay?" ”

"If the answer isn't good......"

Ji Qingmo held Mo Nian's shoulder, looked down at Mo Nian, and barely squeezed out a smile on his painful face: "Will you continue to hold me like this?" ”

"I'll call Assistant Bai to help."

Mo Nian said as a matter of course: "This is related to your safety, I am not a doctor, so I can't help you." ”

"Ha, haha......" Ji Qingmo laughed dryly.

He thought that Mo Nian would at least be shy, but he didn't expect such a serious answer.

Ji Qingmo felt a little lost in his heart, but he surged with more motivation-

He likes Mo Nian and will never give up halfway!

This time I didn't stir Mo Nian, next time, next time......

He can always succeed in touching Mo Nian's heart!

"Sit down."

Mo Nian helped Ji Qingmo sit on the sofa, and when he saw his situation, he turned straight down, and immediately said, "I'll call Assistant Bai." ”

As he spoke, Mo Nian was about to let go of Ji Qingmo and go outside to find Assistant Bai.

"Smack."

However, Ji Qingmo grabbed her hand.

"Don't go."

Ji Qingmo struggled to squeeze out these two words, and he grabbed Mo Nian's hand tightly and didn't let go.

"If you don't ask for help, you'll be even more uncomfortable." Mo Nian was helpless, but he still stopped getting up.

"But ......"

Ji Qingmo opened his mouth, and his smile was a little bitter: "I want to see you again." ”

Mo Nian was stunned for a moment, and then said: "You can see me at any time, it's not a special thing, don't be so ......"

"Nope."

Ji Qingmo shook his head, "I can't see you at any time, because ...... I am different from Ji Shisheng, I have very little time, so little ...... If I let go of you now and accidentally close my eyes, I don't know if the person who opens my eyes next time will be me or Ji Shisheng, and I don't know when I will be able to come out again, so ...... It's special to me to see you. ”

With such scarce time and opportunities, how could he not care about it and cherish it?

He didn't want to waste a minute.

"So...... Don't go. ”

Ji Qingmo stretched out his arm and took Mo Nian into his arms, "Just stay by my side, it's okay if I continue to feel uncomfortable......"

As long as you're still with me.

That's it.

That's enough.