Chapter 177: The Unbearable Past
After being beaten and scolded by Su Yunyue and persuaded her, after Zhou Jiajia cried, her tense emotions were slowly eased.
Su Yunyue felt that it was still a little insufficient: "Zhou Jiajia, let me tell you, if you die today, that beast will only continue to spend all day drinking and enjoying everything you have paid for him with peace of mind, this is the reality." ”
At this time, Zhou Jiajia no longer had any luck and illusions in her heart: "You are right, he is like this, he is like this." ”
These words made Su Yunyue seem to understand something, and she continued to break Zhou Jiajia's illusions: "Even if he really has a trace of sincerity towards you, he shouldn't give you to others like this." If he still has a shred of repentance, then he should be with you at your bedside right now to confess to you! He doesn't have any of that! ”
Not only did he not, but he also spent all day drinking outside and sneering at her! Thinking that no matter how she pleaded and cried that night, Su Ming was indifferent in another room, thinking of Su Ming's dismissive, threatening and intimidating words on the phone just now, and then thinking of Su Ming's disdainful expression when he threw her out of the car, a trace of hatred gradually appeared in Zhou Jiajia's eyes.
Yes, hate! Su Yunyue is too familiar with this kind of expression, only those who recognize the facts clearly and puncture the last trace of illusion will have the hatred that will arise when they are alive.
She didn't want to deliberately incite Zhou Jiajia to hate Su Ming, but from personal experience, Su Yunyue felt that only in this way could she inspire a person's motivation to survive. Because of herself, that's how she came over.
"You keep stressing that you're dirty and have no face." Su Yunyue shook her head and said, "But, you don't understand, more people alive in this world are really dirty, they are all alive and well, why do you want to die?" You're dead, and it doesn't matter to them at all! ”
Zhou Jiajia really calmed down a lot, "Su Yunyue, you're right. If I jumped today, Su Ming would only be happy and relieved, because no one would upset him! ”
"He won't be upset!" Su Yunyue sneered: "No matter when, Su Ming is like this, he has no heart, no lungs, no heart and no liver. He won't bother at all if you die, and he won't even take it to heart. ”
Su Ming? Li Yan seemed to hear the word Su Ming, was it the Su Ming he knew?
Yes, it must be! Zhou Jiajia works in that place, and Su Ming often goes to that bar, so Zhou Jiajia met Su Ming there!
Li Yan frowned, but he knew that it was inappropriate for him to go in at this time.
Zhou Jiajia was a little desperate: "Then what should I do?" What is the difference between the way I am now and the way I am dead? Although she works in a bar, Zhou Jiajia is not a casual girl, and even she is more traditional in this regard.
Now being deceived by Su Ming, not to mention, but also being raped by a person he doesn't know at all, this double blow made Zhou Jiajia collapse all of a sudden.
Su Yunyue saw that Zhou Jiajia seemed to be starting to come back to her senses, and she became much gentler: "Zhou Jiajia, never look at yourself like this." Rather than die yourself, it is better to let the other party die a good death! ”
Although the tone of this sentence is not heavy, it shocked Zhou Jiajia in the house and Li Yan outside the house, which is indeed a bit ruthless, but it is unexpectedly in line with Su Yunyue's temperament.
Zhou Jiajia looked at Su Yunyue a little confused: "But, can this be the case?" Me, can I? ”
"Of course you can." Su Yunyue looked at her: "I can, you can too." ”
"You?" Zhou Jiajia asked rhetorically: "No, you are different from me, I am already like this......"
Su Yunyue interrupted Zhou Jiajia again: "No, Zhou Jiajia, I used to be worse than you, more unbearable than you...... There are a lot of things that I want to die right away when I think about it now. But I can't die when I think that those who have harmed me are still alive and well! ”
Zhou Jiajia looked at Su Yunyue in shock: "Su Yunyue, you, how could you?" ”
Su Yunyue subconsciously glanced at the door, and Zhou Jiajia suddenly understood that Su Yunyue was estimating Li Yan.
Li Yan was indeed in a complicated mood at this time, from the moment Su Yunyue said that the other party would not die well, he felt that he really didn't know enough about Su Yunyue. Now I hear Su Yunyue say that in the past, she was worse than Zhou Jiajia, what does that mean?
Thinking of what happened to Zhou Jiajia, if these things also happened to Su Yunyue......
Just thinking of this, Li Yan's breathing was stagnant...... Is Su Yunyue trying to comfort Zhou Jiajia, or does she really have her so-called unbearable past? Li Yan suddenly felt a sense of uncertainty in his heart.
Zhou Jiajia held Su Yunyue's hand: "Su Yunyue, I, I know that you are here to comfort me, you don't need to say this about yourself." ”
"No, not to comfort you!" Su Yunyue's eyes were very firm: "My matter is more serious than yours, but I feel that what I am most sorry for is not myself, it is my mother and my relatives, I have failed them." ”
In addition to her mother, there is also her child, like Zhou Jiajia, who lost her own child!
Zhou Jiajia had never seen Su Yunyue like this, tangled and painful and fragile: "Su Yunyue, you, what happened to you?" ”
"I lost my mother's most important thing, and my family was ruined." Su Yunyue tried her best to simplify what happened to her: "The most important thing is that my mother's things were taken away by the person who killed my mother, you say that I am like this, according to what you say, what's the use of living?" ”
Although Zhou Jiajia could understand that Su Yunyue couldn't say it too directly, but when she saw the hateful eyes on Su Yunyue's face, she couldn't help but ask: "Then what are you going to do?" ”
"What should I do?" Su Yunyue sneered again: "I didn't tell you, no matter what, no matter what method I use, I have to seek justice for myself." ”
Zhou Jiajia couldn't help but be silent when she heard this: "Then ...... you now" She originally wanted to say that she was with Li Yan now to take revenge? But thinking that Li Yan was outside, Zhou Jiajia swallowed the words again.
Su Yunyue smiled bitterly and shook her head: "I'm now, you can see it, it's just a mistress who has been adopted." Zhou Jiajia, you keep saying that you are not clean and dirty, so what about me? ”
Zhou Jiajia suddenly stammered: "You, you are different from me." ”
"It's different." Su Yunyue was ruthless: "After I compare your face, I live well, and I will never give up any chance to take revenge." ”
Zhou Jiajia muttered, "You, can you really take revenge?" "It would definitely be impossible for Su Yunyue to work in a bar, but now Su Yunyue has a strong face.
Could it be that Su Yunyue followed Li Yan just to take revenge? Not only did Zhou Jiajia think so, but Li Yan heard it, and he had to have the same question in his heart.
It's just that what makes Li Yan more confused is that except for Su's shares, Su Yunyue has never asked him for anything.
No, Su Clan, does Su Yunyue really have anything to do with Su Clan? This realization made Li Yan suddenly shocked, did he ignore Su Yunyue too much?