Chapter Forty-Nine: Her Mother Loves to Swear

Lu Zijian hasn't made a phone call to Xun Huan for so long, as if it's like a kite with a broken string, Xun Huan is really a little worried about him, I don't know if he is still not so quiet and doesn't like to talk.

Every child who doesn't like to talk must have a story behind him that he doesn't know. Just like Lu Zijian, Liu Jiping.

And the beautiful Gao Xiaoran at the same table, Xun Huan's heart suddenly tightened.

Gao Xiaoran, why don't you endorse it? During the break, Xun Huan asked in a low voice.

Gao Xiaoran didn't make a sound at first, but Xun Huan obviously felt her body stiffen.

Xiao Ran, Xun Huan called softly.

Gao Xiaoran turned her head, and there were tears flashing in her eyes.

Xiao Ran, Xun Huan shouted again.

Gao Xiaoran said, I simply don't have the time and energy to endorse. My mom scolded all day, if she dropped a grain of rice on the table, she would scold for an hour, if after mopping the floor, there were a few strands of hair, my mom would guard and scold for two hours, my dad said, as long as my mom didn't scold one day, he would crawl out of the living room.

Yes? Xun Huan was obviously stunned. She used to think that it was so good to have a mother, but why?

Moreover, my mother followed the clockwork, and when she got up in the morning, she scolded: no interest, bare skin and loofah seeds, losing money, you are here to collect debts......

Why?

Life is stressful and anxious. When I don't work well outside, I scold people when I come back, I scold people when I encounter something unhappy, I scold people when I am bullied by others outside, sometimes I scold my dad for being a waster, and sometimes I scold me for being bare-skinned.

What is a glossy silk photon? A plant?

The bare skin of the loofah seeds shows that a person is good-looking, but there is no inside. That's what describes such a person.

Oh, Xun Huan wondered how his mother could scold her daughter like this.

I really don't want to go to school anymore, I want to leave this home and do whatever I want, as long as I'm not at home.

What can you do at such a young age?

I've consulted, and there are still things that can be done at a young age.

That's not good, you're a child laborer at such a young age, and you don't want it at the workers' families during the winter vacation, I once tried.

So what to do? Staying at home like this day by day, I'm afraid that one day I won't be able to bear it, and I'll go crazy.

There are always more ways than difficulties, and you don't give up easily.

Gao Xiaoran sighed heavily and said: You don't have such a mother, you won't understand.

I don't have a mother, I'm not without a mother like that. Xun Huan generously admitted.

Yes? Gao Xiaoran looked back at Xun Huan in disbelief: It's not like ah, I think you live a good life, sunshine and positivity, and I can't tell that you are a child without a mother at all.

This is what I am now. Before I was in the fifth grade, I was an authentic scumbag, and I was bullied by my classmates. I didn't dare to resist, I accepted it and wept secretly.

So why is it so sunny now?

Because I met a person who shone into my life like a beam of light.

Is it a male classmate? Didn't you tell me he liked you?

No, far from what he imagined, he was a good person, cared about the weak, and spontaneously organized the Avengers against school violence. He treated every classmate around him kindly, helped every child who encountered school violence, I had the honor to walk the catwalk with him at a school environmental protection catwalk event, and later, after he knew my situation, he taught me to bravely resist the verbal violence around me, and he also gave me a lot of help to make me a truly normal person.

There is such a person, and the Avengers, where is he now, he must be so good that he has nothing to say.

He is now on the national team, winning several awards in the national league or elite competitions, and also won the title of stunt king.

That's amazing.

Yes, he once taught me to cherish my time, not to do nothing, to know every day to hibernate at the right time, to destroy food in a certain amount, what is the difference between living like an animal.

After hearing this, Gao Xiaoran sighed: How do I feel that I am now an animal that hibernates at the right time and destroys food in a certain amount.

Xiao Ran, I really didn't mean that, I didn't say you.

I know, but, when you say that, it's like I'm looking in the mirror.

Xiao Ran, I didn't say you. I said it's my past.

Okay, I know, Xun Huan, I was moved by what you said. I also began to reflect on my past, what life was like.

Actually, Xun Huan said, Xiao Ran, if you are very good and sensible, will your mother scold you so hysterically?

I don't know, I haven't tried, because I haven't been very good at reading except for being good-looking.

What about your dad? Isn't it excellent?

He, don't mention it, he's too lazy to be like a pig, and he loves to play cards. My mom was doing some business, and he often didn't know where to go.

Then you will think about it heartily, your mother, she is a woman, her husband is like this, what can she do, she has no other ability, she can't control everything, she can't do anything else except vent her dissatisfaction with life with her mouth.

But why wasn't she tired? Like this all day long, she is not tired, isn't she afraid that we will go crazy?

She may be too anxious, and her psyche is slowly twisting.

Yes, I feel like my home is like a purgatory, there are young dads and young mothers at home, but I don't want to go home at all. Gao Xiaoran sighed.

Hey, Xun Huan sighed: Happy families are similar, and unhappy families have their own misfortunes.

Xun Huan, thank you, I have talked to you so much, I feel a lot, I haven't talked to others for a long time, and I'm about to be autistic. I thought that I would be like my mother said in the future, with bare skin and no interest at all, but when I saw your deeds, I found that I was still saved. Is it? Xun Huan.

Of course, we are only twelve years old, so why is there no salvation? Your mother scolded you, and she was also flustered, which does not mean that you are really worthless. Your future is in your own hands, not what your mother says, what you really are in the future.

Hey, Gao Xiaoran sighed heavily, I realized that I was almost scolded stupidly by her, if I didn't find a way to get out, I thought, one day, I will definitely go crazy.

After Xun Huan heard this, she was stunned, and Mo Ming's heartache caught her. She had always thought that she was a special existence, a motherless child who was incompatible with others, but she didn't know that many children from their original families were staging different sad stories every day, but how many people knew? So many young hearts have been struggling in the dark, and how many people can see it?