31. Causal cycle

In just a few words, it can be seen that Wu Xin's illness is not only physiological, but more importantly, psychological.

Wu Xin was completely immersed in her pessimistic mood, and it didn't make sense to tell her, and she would only repeat those desperate words again and again.

So I'm not going to continue talking to her.

"Wu Xin, I see that you are very tired, go and lie down for a while, and I'll discuss it with your brother, okay?" I dragged Wu Xin to the room and arranged for her to lie down on the bed.

Turning around to leave, she grabbed me again, looked at me eagerly and begged: "Brother said that I have to leave before dawn, and I can't involve Sister Meng, Sister Meng, please help me make a set of shrouds before dawn, okay?" ”

I couldn't refuse her directly, I just felt that she was pitiful, so I nodded my head and said, "Sleep in peace, everything is with me and your brother." ”

She closed her eyes obediently, I closed the door, and came out to sit in front of Wu Yong: "Wu Yong, can you tell me about your sister's illness and your plans for the future?" ”

"My sister ......" Wu Yong took a lot of effort before he made up his mind to speak, "She has been different from others since birth, she looks like a girl, but she doesn't have the hallmark characteristics of a girl......

Wu Yong said, his face was already red, and I reacted at once, saying, "It's hard to tell the difference between male and female, right?" ”

Wu Yong nodded hurriedly: "This kind of person is not accepted by the world, my parents died early, I depend on my sister for my life, and I have been guarding her secrets, two years ago, by chance, I heard that there is a doctor in the south who can perform surgery to completely change my sister's kind of person into the gender she wants, but it is expensive." ”

"So you've been raising money and want to send Wu Xin to surgery, but after all, the paper can't hold the fire, and your secret has been discovered, right?" I said.

"yes, I can't hide it." Wu Yong's eyes were full of resentment, "Just two months ago, my sister was dragged into the bud rice field by a bully in the village, and after that, everyone knew. ”

"They tied up my sister, verbally abused, beat her, and even burned her to death."

"Wu Xin's injuries turned out to be like this." I reacted and asked again, "Then how did you get Wu Xin back?" ”

"I didn't save it." Wu Yong said, "We have a long-standing rule in this area, that is, before the children have a coming-of-age ceremony, they cannot be executed, and they cannot be executed on girls who are not in the ordinary. ”

"Therefore, once my sister has passed the age of fifteen and the ceremony, what awaits her is to forcibly break her body by cruel means and then put her to death."

"They have been under house arrest for their sister, and even a child the size of Peading can spit on her and hit her with stones, and in just two months, my lively and lovely sister has been abused into what she is now."

Listening to what Wu Yong said, I sighed: "You originally wanted to follow Liang Tou to the tomb and save your sister, but you didn't expect to return in vain, so you could only bring her out, but why do you have to make her a set of shrouds?" You can take her away and go to a relatively enlightened place to live well. ”

"My sister refuses." Wu Yong said, "In the past two months, her new injuries have pressed on the old ones, she can't eat or sleep well, her body has collapsed, not to mention psychologically, she has tried to kill herself several times, and she almost can't be saved, she is in such a state, I can't take her out." ”

"And I'm also afraid that if I go to a new place, if I am discriminated against again, what will my sister do?"

"She said that she was dying, Ye Luo returned to her roots, and after she died, she wanted to be buried next to her parents' graves, and her only last wish was to want a decent set of shrouds to let herself walk decently."

"No one in the shroud shop around who knows her situation is willing to sell shrouds to us, so I thought of you, Miss Meng, someone will come to my sister soon, and we have to leave before dawn, so please help."

"Wu Yong, that's a fresh human life, not to mention that it's still your own sister, can you bear it?" I spoke reproachfully.

Wu Yong covered his face with both hands and said bitterly: "I don't want things to develop to such a point, but what can I do?" ”

"Perhaps, I have a way." I said.

Wu Yong raised his head violently, stared at me incredulously, and said, "Miss Meng, are you ...... You're not lying to me, are you? What can you do? You're not a big city doctor. ”

"Wu Yong, everything in this world pays attention to a cycle of cause and effect, Wu Xin was born like this because in her previous life, she made her own choice."

"What choice?"

"Only people who have really seen through the red dust and are detached from the world in their previous lives will not care about gender, that is, they have a Buddha in their hearts."

"You're saying my sister has to be a nun to survive?"

"It's a way out, but it's not the only way out." I explained, "The choices she made in her previous life led to her fate in this life, whether she could survive this catastrophe, how to survive this catastrophe, and which path to go in the future, which required her to make a choice again." ”

"Although I don't quite understand what you said, but as long as there is a glimmer of life, I have to fight for my sister, Miss Meng, tell me quickly, what is the choice?" Wu Yong asked anxiously.

I hesitated for a moment, but still said: "You go and ask Wu Xin, if there is still a chance to survive, is she willing to escape into the empty door, never ask about the world, and live this life in peace, or is she willing to take a risk and strive to be a woman again." ”

"That has to be a woman." Wu Yong made a decision immediately.

I waved my hand: "No, Wu Xin's life, you can't be the master." ”

While we were talking, the door was opened, and Wu Xin stood by the door, looking at us.

She should have heard everything we just said.

Wu Xin looked at me and asked cautiously, "Can you really be a real woman again?" ”