Chapter 20: Leaving Silently

Xun Huan felt that what Wang Ding said was actually very reasonable.

Looking back on the past five years, like a plasticine, pinching and pinching by others, I don't even have the courage to straighten my waist.

Xun Huan remembered that Wang Ding once said: A woman like the wind, if someone is jealous of your kindness and then bullies you, you can unlock the seal of the female man in your body, and you don't have to save face for me.

However, at that time, why was she so sluggish, but she didn't understand the meaning, but simply thought that she was praising herself for being kind.

"I'm so stupid." Walking on the way to school, Xun Huan blamed himself. For so many years, I have never thought about my life properly, there is no stop, no direction, and even no bottom line.

If it weren't for Wang Ding's appearance in his life, his current self would still continue to live like that: hibernate at the right time, eliminate food at the right time, and choose to swallow his anger when he is bullied.

What about Wang Ding? Xun Huan tried to find it in the crowd. Because usually at this time in the morning, Wang Ding will appear on time.

But what is he busy with today?

After looking for a long time, I didn't find Wang Ding's shadow. Xun Huan's heart suddenly felt a little lost. I don't know when I saw Wang Ding, it was like seeing a beam of light, and it would instantly shine into her once closed heart.

When he came to the school, Xun Huan chose the corridor on the right to go up, and then, passing by Wang Ding's classroom, Xun Huan nervously glanced over with his eyes.

Wang Ding is not here!

Xun Huan's heart suddenly turned cold.

Don't know why? As long as he saw his shadow, Xun Huan felt very down-to-earth. All of a sudden, I couldn't see it, as if I had suddenly lost something.

Why hasn't Wang Ding come yet? Xun Huan walked into the classroom cautiously.

Haven't sat down yet. Yang Yanni, who was at the same table, climbed onto Xun Huan's shoulder and whispered to her: Tell you a big bad news, Wang Ding is gone!

Xun Huan suddenly felt a dingdong in her heart, her eyes widened, and she asked in surprise: Go, where are you going.

I heard that he went to Beijing, but his family is now in chaos, and his parents have gone to Beijing.

Why go to Beijing?

I heard that the last time he competed in Changsha, he was admitted to the national team, and the admission notice was sent to the gym. However, his parents strongly disagreed with him because they found it very hard to practice. Moreover, they feel that they have more choices after going to university.

And then?

Later, Wang Ding did not respect his parents' choice, he listened to his heart. Because he is so obsessed with taekwondo.

Oh, Xun Huan remembered, Wang Ding once asked her whether it was important to go to college or practice taekwondo. Xun Huan didn't know at the time, and told him that he could be admitted to college and practice taekwondo. Now that I think about it, I really have a big heart.

That means that Wang Ding went to Beijing with the coach himself?

It should be.

Suddenly, Xun Huan seemed to hear the sound of his heartbreak.

How so?

That's it, we don't understand, his grades are quite good, and there is really no need to practice taekwondo. If you really like it, you can see it as a hobby.

Maybe he has his own ideas, he is so smart, he must have his own unique reasons.

Xun Huan, Wang Ding is gone, will your heart hurt? How do I feel heartache. How good he is, like a landscape, appeared in my life.

Can you not be heartbroken? Such a good and excellent classmate.

What the hell, I feel like I'm going to suffocate. Xun Huan, look at my heart is dead.

Me too, what to do? Xun Huan crawled on the table, his heart was so painful that he didn't even have tears.

Suddenly, as if she remembered something, she grabbed Xun Huan's shoulder and shook it: Xun Huan, to be honest, didn't he tell you anything? He's so nice to you, he'll definitely tell you something. Even a simple goodbye should be able to say a word.

Really no, Xun Huan shook his head bitterly. Then, as if she remembered something, she said to herself: Maybe she chose to fight against the water, more than a month ago, he mentioned to me the question of going to college or learning taekwondo, but, at that time, I didn't think about it so much, just said that I went to college while learning taekwondo. It can be seen that he should have been under pressure, or chose for a long time, but in the end, he still followed his heart. This decision was made very hard, and his family may have strongly opposed it, so he chose to fulfill his dream in this way.

Yes, Xun Huan, your analysis is really right, it seems that you know him better. He is indeed a good boy who can give everything for his dreams.

Li Xinyu didn't know which tendon was wrong, he also ran to Xun Yun's side in one step, and said with a smile: Xun Huan, now, the bosses of the Avengers have gone to Beijing, and in the future, see who will protect you.

I protect myself, Xun Huan suddenly felt full of confidence.

How to protect?

Use words, deeds, personality, and stick to your own low line. Do you think I'll be bullied to death like a cat like I used to?

Xun Huan, you have really changed, I hope you can persist in such changes. Li Xinyu said pretendically.

It's you who insist on not bullying me! After Xun Huan finished speaking, he raised his arm and said firmly: I will never be submissive in the future. As long as others violate my bottom line, I will definitely double it back.

I'm so scared! Li Xinyu pretended to take two steps back and returned to his seat.

The math teacher walked into the classroom with a stack of test papers. She lifted her glasses and said calmly: The final exam is coming soon, and we will insist on testing it every day for a week. This is a mock question, and I hope that after getting the exam paper, students will carefully review the questions, read the questions directly, and then answer them after figuring them out. Don't look at it at a glance, feel where you have seen it, scribble on the horn, and only after writing it does you realize that the original conditions are wrong, and it is completely different.

Xun Huan took the exam paper, feeling much easier than the information given by Wang Ding. So it's not a hard work at all. Of the 120 minutes of exam, she almost finished it in 90 minutes. After that, she sat in her seat, carefully compared one question after another, and turned it upside down to verify. Repeat it several times, and when the time for handing in the paper is up, the paper will be handed in.

In the afternoon, the final was still the same, because Wang Ding was absent, and their class let the substitutes come on. The substitute was relatively short, Jiang Shuangxi and Li Xinyu jumped a few times at the sky proudly, hey, at a glance, the sea dial of the fifth and third classes was indeed a bit crushing the fifth and fourth classes. The classmates on both sides booed.

Then, the male students whistled excitedly, and the female students on both sides waved the streamers in their hands vigorously, as if their class had won the game.

Without Wang Ding's arena, Xun Huan felt that everything was cold. Cold field, cold whistle, cold referee......

Everything is as if it were lifeless. Xun Huan worked hard mechanically, desperately catching the ball, kicking the ball, and serving, Xun Huan felt that his strength was still not exerted to the extreme, and he had an urge to explode.

Everything in the world is secondary, in this arena without Wang Ding, Xun Huan's eyes only have the ball, and the same as the ball, the pain and sorrow of Yuanyuan, because of Yuanyuan, rolling around in his heart, tormenting Xun Huan to go crazy.

Football, is the only gap.

All the unhappiness and heartache can only be vented on football.

The classmates said that Xun Huan is not crazy, he kicks the ball hard enough, serves accurately enough, and doesn't want to die when he grabs the ball.

Xun Huan also realized that he was about to go crazy, and he couldn't stop at all.

"Goal, goal!" The students of Class 53 cheered in unison. "Xun Huan, come on, Xun Huan, come on."

Xun Huan's heart hurt so much that he couldn't listen to the cheers of his classmates at all. Only by playing football desperately will you feel better.

The two ball games were very exciting, and in the end, the fifth and third classes led by one goal and won the championship. The male students of the 54th class cried and fainted on the field. They cried and said, "We brought you to the finals, but you defeated you."

Class 53 was so happy, the male classmates swarmed to meet Xun Huan and surrounded Xun Huan, but Xun Huan was not happy. Seeing the students of Class 54 crawling on the grass and crying, I couldn't help crying loudly.

The head teacher and classmates were frightened, and hurriedly stepped forward to ask Xun Huan: You have won the ball, why are you crying?

I think it's not easy, so if you want to cry, let me cry. The class teacher and the students thought about it and thought that was the case. So, a few words of comfort to her and tell her not to be too sad, and left. Xun Huan felt that crying was not enough, walked to the flowers, and finally cried.

The squad leader Li didn't know when he came to Xun Huan's side in his early years.

He lowered his head, bent over, slowly approached Xun Huan, took out something from his arms, handed it to Xun Huan and said: Xun Huan, this is what Wang Ding handed over to me last night, he asked me to bring it to you, he said that the reason why he didn't say goodbye to you in person is actually for a reason. He wants you to be strong, not to live like before, to live like you used to, and not to let others look at you.

Xun Huan raised his head in surprise and took the things in Li Xian's hand. A small bag with a box of cartoon pictures inside. It doesn't feel very heavy, what the hell could it be? Xun Huan was very curious, but in front of Li in the early years, she was not easy to open.

Li stood up immediately in his early years, and he said: Wang Ding's real goal is the world champion, and he said to me yesterday that Huangsha wears gold armor in a hundred battles, and Loulan will never be returned if it is not broken.

He's going to do it. Xun Huan said to Li in his early years. He is the kind of person who keeps his dreams close to his chest, self-disciplined and motivated, and there are no dreams that he can't achieve.

Li also sighed in his early years and said: Indeed, it is really strange that he has such a good family and such good grades, but he would rather choose the most difficult path and prepare to overcome obstacles to achieve him, it is really unexpected.

Maybe the things he likes and the things he pursues are different from ordinary people, ordinary people can succeed as long as they have that kind of small success, without paying too much, and he likes that kind of big success, which requires blood, sweat or life.

Let's not be too sad, leaving, maybe it's not a good thing, let us cherish each other's beauty, towards his goal, learn from his progress, copy his persistence in the pursuit of dreams, and be a person like him who is moving towards his dreams, then, his departure is also very meaningful.

That's right, Xun Huan wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and straightened up.

Holding the box given by Wang Ding. Sadly back to the classroom. The classroom was full of people celebrating this rare victory. However, the excitement is theirs, and they have nothing.

The homeroom teacher fulfilled her promise and invited all the students who played football to eat KFC. One burger and one chicken wing per person. This is the first time Xun Huan has eaten KFC in his life, and the teacher personally invited him, but Xun Huan feels that it tastes like chewing wax.

If Wang Ding is here, how good!

If Wang Ding is here, if he doesn't win and doesn't eat KFC, the air will feel sweet.

However, Wang Ding is not there, even if he wins, even if he eats KFC, the whole sky seems to be raining. Xun Huan lowered his head silently, feeling that what he was eating was not a hamburger, but heartache and loss.

After school, Li's mother in her early years invited the football students to dinner.

Xun Huan didn't want to go, but in the end he was dragged out by several male classmates.

Several male classmates spat on the table and talked about the details of the competition. They asked Xun Huan: This ball is played so wonderfully, how did you do it?

There's nothing you can't do, just kick hard, kick hard.

Li looked at her in surprise in his early years.

Li Xinyu asked puzzledly: Why don't you die? Got in trouble?

Xun Huan was afraid of being poked in the sore spot. Busy saying: No, serving the class, dying without regrets.

There should be applause here. Jiang Shuangxi took the lead in applauding. He took a mouthful of fish and put it in his mouth, and said: Xun Huan, I really misjudged you by not contacting you before, you are actually very strong in your heart, very thoughtful and quite self-disciplined.

Xun Huan smiled bitterly. In fact, who would have known that Wang Ding influenced her.

Li Xinyu said, let's sing a song.

What song to sing? Jiang Shuangxi asked puzzled.

I just met you. Xun Huan joked.

This is good, I like this too. Li Xinyu agreed.

Then, several of them began to sing in chorus.

It's just that why does this song sound so sad today? Especially when Li's mother released her with a mobile phone video in her early years, Xun Huan felt like she had gained overwhelming sadness.

Because I just met you

It's beautiful to leave footprints

The wind blows the flowers and tears like rain

Because I don't want to separate

Because I just happened to meet you

Leave a decade of expectations

If we meet again

I think I'll remember you

Because I just happened to meet you

It's beautiful to leave footprints

The wind blows the flowers and tears like rain.

Listening to it, Xun Huan felt that he couldn't hold it anymore. She ran desperately to the bathroom, letting the tears roll down her face. Pick up a few handfuls of water, put them together with tears, and slide them down the drain together.

Wipe your face and clean up the tears on your face. Xun Huan returned to her seat, and Li gave her a tissue in her early years. Xun Huan hesitated for a moment and took it with a smile.

It's like experiencing a big event in life. After crying, Xun Huan is much calmer, perhaps, life is like this, many times, he is destined to lose what he doesn't want to lose.

When I got home, my dad didn't come back.

Xun Huan couldn't wait to open the box.

A watch, a charger, and by the way, a letter.

Hurriedly opened the envelope, and the vigorous handwriting jumped into front of him:

Xun Huan, forgive me for saying goodbye to you in such a way.

I didn't want to do that, but I'm afraid that what I say to you in person will be difficult for you to accept. And leaving like this, with a buffer period, should be better.

My parents didn't approve of me coming to Beijing.

I'm kind of fighting against the water, there's no way, life is short, I want to follow my heart and do what I love to do.

After I left, the Avengers continued to exist. In the future, Li was the captain in his early years. Li Xinyu, Jiang Shuangxi and several other male classmates in your class have joined the Avengers, and I have already talked to a few of them, and in the future, if you have anything, you can go to them to solve it.

In fact, what the Avengers can change is only one or two unexpected events, and what should really be strong is our own hearts.

From time to time, there are some hidden school violence on campus. We are fighting violence at the same time. Sometimes some verbal violence is overlooked, but in fact, it is more difficult to heal a person than verbal violence. I hope that you can forget all the unhappiness before as soon as possible, be happy, grow up happily and happily, and grow into the most confident and successful version of yourself.

The exam will be held on December 20th. There is some information that I have stored in my newspaper box in the community, and the password is 1314.

Also, this watch was given to me by my mom last year for my birthday, along with the charger. When I signed you up, I used this phone number. Wait until the 20th, and a teacher will call you to let you know.

I knew my parents would be sad when I was gone. Teachers and classmates will also be sad. However, a short parting is for a longer encounter. In pursuit of your dreams, you are bound to lose something. It also takes sweat and a price.

However, I want youth to be the color of hard work, not the yellow of comfort. After many years, when I recall my youth, I must be excited and heroic, and I will not be empty and sad because I have wasted my youth.

Xun Huan, you have to remember the dream in your heart and work hard for your dream. I'll give you a boost in distant Beijing. When the mountains are full of flowers, we will gather again in the family home of the city government, what will it be like?

Xun Huan, you must not be sad, I didn't go far, I just went to another city to find my dream and chase my dream. When the dream comes true, we can be reunited, you know?

Xun Huan, shall we make a ten-year appointment? Ten years later, let's gather together in Beijing and cheer for our dreams, okay?

Well, well, that's all that said. I know you're going to be very sad. Actually, my heart is more sad and uncomfortable. Leaving the warm home, loving my parents, teachers and classmates, everything in the future is unknown and strange.

But what about being sad?

Being sad doesn't solve anything.

So, can you have a smile? Those who love to laugh will not be unlucky.

Xun Huan read the letter in one breath, and his tears broke the embankment again.

Grabbing Winnie the Pooh tightly and putting it on his chest, Xun Huan didn't know what he should do.