"Late." He said, "The doctor said ......"

He couldn't speak, and I was shocked. Later, Gao Tiancheng came in, and he pulled me aside.

"Mason's head is all arranged."

I nodded, with him, I always have no worries. What is a husband and wife, maybe this one is called a husband and wife. My understanding of husband and wife is not quite the same as before, and I always feel that real couples should have a little bit of righteousness towards each other. Everyone is in the same boat, there is really any danger, back to back, no matter how dangerous it is, at least, the rear is safe. Don't worry.

But for now......

No matter how clever the doctor is, no matter how big the hospital is, he can't cure his life. The Buddha said that there are eight sufferings in life, birth, old age, sickness and death bear the brunt, and the Lord of Yama accepts people, and no one can ask his subordinates to show mercy.

I don't know what else to do for her, it is said that she has been suffering from this disease for a long time, during which she is in pain, outsiders don't know, she has never told anyone about suffering, she has always been to Chen Nian, no matter how painful it is, she has never shown her depravity in front of him, so Chen Nian still doesn't know about it.

I originally thought that Lao He wanted to blossom with her earlier, but I didn't expect God to be so cruel, Lao He also guarded Chen Yu for so many years, and in the end, it was actually like this.

Chen Yu urged us to go, but how to go? But how can you stay? Human affairs make people hesitate. Lao He has been staying by Chen Yu's side, and Chen Yu also urged him to go. But he doesn't go. Chen Yu asked him, what are you trying to do?

Lao He smiled, Lao He also had a failed marriage, at that time, the marriage paid attention to what was right, the two families were on a blind date, depending on the conditions, the work, the appearance and the personality, everything was seen, but it still didn't come to an end. Now Lao He doesn't want anything, he has gone through thousands of mountains and rivers of love, he finally understands that love is not careful, if he really falls in love with a woman, he just wants to be with her, he wants to accompany her for a lifetime, he wants to see her everything is fine, and everything else is not important.

What is love? Love doesn't care.

Look at the current people, they don't know what love is, they only love themselves, men look for women to find a free nanny for themselves, women look for men to find a free long-term meal ticket for themselves.

When the other party is not what they expected, each other will show the most hideous face.

Those are not love, they are all desires, and they are desires in the cloak of love. It can't be said to be shameless, but at least selfish.

Chen Yu insisted on picking up Chen Nian, Gao Tiancheng drove, Lao He sat in the co-pilot, and Chen Yu and I sat in the back seat. Chen Yu said that Chen Nianchang was so old and had never sat in such a luxurious car.

I said he sitted.

Chen Yu looked at me puzzled.

You've taken his car, the most luxurious car he's ever ridden in his life. From then on, it was unlikely that he would meet someone who had nothing to do with him and was so kind to him.

Chen Yu was finally vulnerable in front of me, she put her head on my shoulder blade, sighed faintly, and said, "I am really reluctant! ”

yes, I can't bear it. There are too many things in this world that make us nostalgic, make us reluctant, and tear our hearts and lungs

Heart pulls liver, but, it hurts so much, in the end, nothing can be changed.

Zhang Nian left me eight years ago, and at that time he was already destined to be Chen Nian for the rest of his life.

Chen Yu got out of the car and stood in the crowd, so many parents quickly submerged her, she was like a drop of water flowing into the sea, and like a grain of sand mixed into the beach, but she could always stand in the place where Chen Nian could find it at a glance.

Chen Nian walked towards her and dragged his hand. I think that image is something I don't want to actively destroy in my life, but God wants to separate them.

God is the most cruel screenwriter.

Chen Yu took him to the car, Chen Nian's performance did not disappoint me, he was polite, generous, measured, neither humble nor arrogant, he called me aunt. Chen Yu took his hand and asked him about his situation at school, Chen Nian didn't say much, but every sentence he answered was a bone. If these eight years had followed me, to be honest, I would have asked myself if I would have been able to train him so well.

At that time, I thought of Zhang Ruolei, I don't know where he is now, and I don't know how he would feel if he knew that he had such an excellent son.

We weren't young at the time, but we were so easy to do so many foolish and ridiculous things. I still feel very ashamed when I think about it now. If time is willing to raise our noble hand and let us go back, will our choice still be the same?

We didn't go back that night, but fortunately there was a knife face on the other end, and we had a video call with Mason in the evening, and Mason was arguing to see his brother, who knew that this was his own brother, not to mention how much he was looking forward to it.

We don't hide it from him, we tell the truth. Mason looks straight on the surface, but he is actually a sensual child. He was very melancholy, and said that he really hoped to discuss with God and not let him take Aunt Chen Yu away.

Mason can understand life and death very well. At his age, I always thought that understanding life and death really needed Huigen.

Chen Nian gets along with us decently, not far away, not close, and has a thorough courtesy.

Gao Tiancheng booked a hotel, but we didn't return to the hotel very late. A few of us adults originally discussed to give the child a buffer, but Chen Yu fainted again that night, and this time she didn't wake up so easily, and several people rushed her to the hospital.

Chen Nian followed, he was such a smart child, Rao was like this, he still couldn't cry himself after knowing the truth.

Chen Yu took his hand.

Say, "You know what? I'm not your real mother. Chen Nian just cried, he didn't say anything, he didn't say that he couldn't accept it, nor did he say that he could accept this fact calmly, he just cried, crying so much that the hearts of everyone present were about to break.

"She's your mother. She had to keep you with me back then, and you don't know how she got over the years. Chen Yu said. You have to be filial to her, you can't say anything about poking her lungs, you have to treat her like I do, I can rest assured. ”

Chen Nian was still crying, I thought he would cry again and cry so much that he would be able to cry his back, but I didn't know how to comfort him.

That night, Chen Yu entered the ICU, and the doctor was critically ill, saying that there was no rescue value.

It came too suddenly. I hugged Chen Nian, him

A small lump, as thin as paper in the wind. I don't comfort him, there is no way to be comforted by true sadness. It was a wound given by time or fate, and it could only be healed by itself. And when will Chen Nian really come out of such grief? A year? Two years? Or a few months?

Unknown.

Chen Yu was very sober when he stayed, and Mason also came over at that time, Ah Dong was not there, Wan Qian was not there, no one was there, and he was once as enthusiastic as a cadre with blood relations, such as today, Chen Nian's biological father's whereabouts are unknown, and his life and death are uncertain. As human beings, we are all too willful.

We all deserve a little slapped by fate. But most of the time, we just complain about the injustice of fate with a big face.

Without a self-conscious person, everything seems a little chaotic. Lao He is not widely known in this city, but his popularity is excellent. While Chen Yu was still in the intensive care unit, the others disappeared. I complained to Gao Tiancheng, Gao Tiancheng said to me, what are you complaining about? There are few men who are as affectionate and righteous as Lao He, Chen Yu has never given him anything in this life, and on the other hand, Chen Yu seems to have given Lao He a new life and a lifetime.

From a secular point of view, Lao He has no responsibility for Chen Yu, not to mention that it is normal for him to be unbearable at this time, he needs a place to lick his wounds alone, which is understandable.

Perhaps, I don't have the power to care about that. Moreover, as Gao Tiancheng said, Lao He has no worldly responsibilities and obligations for Chen Yu.

Chen Yu left, and Lao He's life continued.

What I never expected was that Lao He appeared again and wore red and green, and I don't know what joints he opened, the intensive care unit of the hospital specially set out a single room for him, and there were actually staff from the Civil Affairs Bureau who came to work on the spot.

Lao He was holding a bright red and bloody rose, I guess this was the first time Chen Yu had received a red rose in his life. Lao He got down on one knee and proposed to Chen Yu.

Chen Yu was on the hospital bed, looking at him, just watching quietly, watching and watching, crying, tears flowing silently, sliding across her pale and haggard face, falling on the white pillowcase. Her tears kept flowing, and a small circle of wet water appeared on the white pillowcase. She must want to refuse, if she can speak, she will definitely persuade Lao He: why bother! Lao He!

She'll definitely say.

However, love is what is bitter, even if it is bitter, I am willing to eat it, that is, I am willing to ask for this hardship.

He does.

Chen Yu knows.

Chen Yu is a dream of Lao He, and this dream has been done for eight years, or five years, even if it is three years, it is the same. In such a dream, Lao He was reluctant to wake up.

Chen Yu nodded with difficulty, Lao He cried with joy, sent the flowers to her, knelt down on one knee and helped her put on the ring, really good, the ring, in the intensive care room of the hospital, all of us wore sky-blue isolation gowns and sky-blue disposable protective masks, Chen Nian held my hand tighter and tighter, his nails were not long, but they almost carved through my skin. He bit his lower lip tightly, and the lips were white, and I was really afraid that the next moment my lip would be bitten by him and bleed.

Lao He squeezed into the hospital bed with difficulty

, The photographer took a two-inch photo of them, and the photo was going to be put on their marriage certificate for a while, and the staff marked it and buckled the steel seal, and a middle-aged Fafu elder sister in her forties wiped her tears and whispered to Chen Yu: Sisters! In this life, you are worth it!

Chen Yu tugged at the corners of his mouth and squeezed out a weak smile, as bright as the stars, and the mountains and rivers changed color. Is that the smile of a new woman? Or a mom's smile?

The answer doesn't matter anymore.

How old is he begging for benevolence. Since then, he has never left Chen Yu again. Sometimes they speak softly, sometimes they don't speak, and they look at each other like that, which is better than the thousand words of many couples in the world or love and kill each other. People are alive and in love. Most of us have lived and wasted a life. How much of this is right and wrong, how much is worthy and how unworthy, the Buddha said: Don't say, don't say.

There is a real meaning in this, and I have forgotten to argue.

I forgot what I wanted to say, or I didn't forget, the world was poor, there would eventually be sorrows and joys that could not be reached, and there would eventually be love and hatred. So I had to be silent for a long time. Silence is the deepest language.

When Chen Yu was in better spirits, he called us all to him. Take out two cards, house certificates, household registration books, and even insurance policies, and one is a peace paper, that is, a will.

She had already made a will and notarized it.

This woman has been entangled with fate for so long, and she has long learned not to fight uncertain battles. She didn't leave any possible disputes or chaos to Chen Nian.

These days, Chen Nian has lost weight, and he has woken up crying in his dreams several times. I sat on the edge of his bed, held his hand, and couldn't give him anything else.

(End of chapter)