The conversation between Song Yuheng and the old man selling sugar gourds made Su Nianjin confused.

She looked back at the old man selling sugar gourds in confusion, he kept waving to her, and the smile on his face became brighter and brighter.

How does this man seem to have heard of himself?

Su Nianjin wondered and followed Song Yuheng towards the prayer tree outside the Wanling Temple.

The prayer tree is a 100-year-old banyan tree with red strings hanging from it, which is left behind by pilgrims who come here every year to pray.

Song Yuheng walked all the way to the bottom of the banyan tree before turning around and handing a string of sugar gourds in his hand to Su Nianjin.

"For me?"

Su Nianjin looked at the sugar gourd a little surprised, how many years had she not eaten this kind of snack......

She also coveted this when she was a child, but her parents wouldn't buy it for her...... She came out to walk at the age of eight and was forced to mature quickly...... This kind of snack that seems to be exclusive to children is almost impossible for her.

"Hmm." Song Yuheng said with a smile, "I can't eat two skewers by myself." ”

Song Yuheng saw that Su Nianjin's face was a little hesitant, "You don't like to eat this?" ”

"How so?" Su Nianjin took the sugar gourd with some excitement, "I just haven't eaten much sugar gourd...... In my memory, the only time I ate sugar gourd was when I came to incense with my mother......"

As he spoke, some blurry pictures appeared in Su Nianjin's mind, "Also under this banyan tree, there is a little boy who keeps crying......"

Suddenly, Su Nianjin raised her eyes to look at Song Yuheng in shock, only to see Song Yuheng smirking at him. "That little boy is you?!"

"You remember!"

"No, it won't!" Su Nianjin felt incredulous, "That little boy looks like I...... old"

At that time, he should have been about five years old, and Song Yuheng was four years older than him......

"Didn't I just say that?" Song Yuheng shrugged, "I only started to grow when I was ten years old... When I met you, I was skinny ......."

"It's really you!" Su Nianjin was surprised to death, "There would be such a coincidence!" ”

"What a coincidence!" Song Yuheng sighed, "The so-called fate should be such a thing." ”

"I'm clumsy, so I'm not likable in front of my parents. No matter how much I cried, my father's mind was on the eldest brother who was like a prodigy, and even the subordinates in the house didn't take me seriously. Song Yuheng said slowly, "I heard that the Bodhisattva here in Wanling Temple is very effective, so I secretly ran out of the house and asked people all the way to find it." I was tired, hungry and thirsty, but when I stood under this banyan tree and made a wish, I didn't know what I wanted to ask for, so I started crying. And then you appeared in the golden light...."

"Walking in the golden light? Is it so exaggerated? Su Nianjin couldn't help but want to laugh, "Are you treating me as a saint?" ”

"At that time, you were sparkling in my eyes. I've never seen such a lovely girl......" Just thinking about these things is enough to make Song Yuheng's face smile happy. "There were a lot of people here, but you came up to me, touched my head, and asked me why I was crying...... You don't know, it was the first time since I can remember that anyone cared about me......"

"So you still have such an experience!" Listening to Song Yuheng's narration, Su Nianjin never thought that the man who had always been giggling in front of him would have the same situation as herself when he was a child...... "You must be very uncomfortable, right?" ”

Just like themselves, although their parents did not abuse themselves, they just used themselves as a tool to help their eldest brother...... It's okay if you don't notice this, but your father and mother have never hidden their thoughts from themselves, and they always favor and spoil their eldest brother without principle in front of them......

Because of comparison, the wound will become more and more profound.

The eldest brother was good to him, but until he died, the jealousy of him in his heart never dissipated......

"Well, before I met you, it wasn't very good. I was so thin at that time, and it was also because I wanted to get their attention, and I didn't eat well......" Song Yuheng recalled, "Do you remember the scene at that time? You care about me, and I keep crying......"

"I vaguely remember this!" Such a clip flashed in Su Nianjin's mind, "At that time, you were crying breathlessly, as if you were sick, which scared me, so I yelled at you fiercely!" ”

"Hee-hee...... You were so small at the time, your voice was sweet, not fierce at all," Song Yuheng glanced at Su Nianjin, Su Nianjin at that time, her face was bulging, very cute, and now she has changed a lot. "You're a big ghost, it's useless to just cry, if you can't express what you're thinking, no one knows what you're thinking......"

"I would have been able to say such philosophical things then?" Su Nianjin felt that it was amazing that she was still a little kid who could say such a big truth!

"That's what it means, and that's not the original thing." Song Yuheng explained, "But when I heard you say this, I naturally stopped crying... Pitifully said "hungry" ......"

"You took out four cents from your waist and gave it to me very reluctantly, so that I could buy food to fill my stomach." Song Yuheng raised his hand to his waist and touched the sachet hanging on his waist, the four coins that Su Nianjin gave him back then were still lying quietly inside. "I didn't take a few steps with the copper plate, but I was attracted by the sugar gourd that the old man sold just now, and I bought two strings of sugar gourds for four cents and came back...... At first, you were so happy when you held the sugar gourd, but you didn't expect to spit it out after a while......"

"That was the first time I ate a sugar gourd...... I don't know if the sugar outside is gone, the inside will be so sour......" Su Nianjin was a little embarrassed, "You remember this kind of little thing so clearly!" ”

Song Yuheng smiled silently, bit off the sugar on the outside of the sugar gourd, and then continued to recall, "You only ate two bites of the sugar gourd, and the people in your family are looking for you." Then quickly throw away the sugar gourd......"

"I was a little unhappy at the time, and asked why you threw away ......" Facing Su Nianjin's gaze, Song Yuheng blinked, "You said that your mother would be unhappy when she saw you eating this...... Your mother doesn't like you very much, so you can't make her angry......"

Su Nianjin lowered her head without smiling, "Those things ......" Mother is no longer there, and it makes no sense to turn these things out......

"When I was young, I didn't expect that there were people in this world who were not treated by my mother like me, just like finding a companion." Song Yuheng said with a smile, "At that time, I grabbed your hand tightly and asked you to leave here with me...... Don't go back and live with people who don't like us......"

"I still remember your expression at that time," Song Yuheng learned Su Nianjin's arrogant expression, "handsomely patted my head and said: You are a man!" If your parents don't like you, you should try to make them like you, right? Let's compare and see who gets the favor of their parents first! ”