I sat down, knowing that it didn't help to stay longer. But what to do next was a dilemma for me. Call him? Don't expect him to be honest with me and not call him? It is impossible to find him wanted in the whole city, and know his whereabouts at once. Why hide it from me?

There is only one reason.

Woman.

There is only one woman.

Xiao Han.

Xiao Han, there are some things and some people, it seems that I can't hide if I want to.

After pondering for a long time, he retracted his gaze, and as far as his eyes could see, the dinner I had specially run to buy for him, and at this moment, the food box was bathed alone under the ceiling lamp of Zhang Ruolei's office, shining with irony. My heart chilled, and I reached out and scooped them into the garbage can, and the food made a dull thud as it fell to the ground.

But then I took them out of it again, and if Zhang Ruolei saw it tomorrow morning, or the cleaning that cleaned up for him, it would inevitably be a lot of mouths.

Forget it, I leaned down and took them out of it again.

Adults should have learned to stay quiet, and I wasn't a good student.

I know that Zhang Ruolei has been busy with the cooperation project with the hurricane these days, and the company's original main business has been delegated to the heads of various departments, so there is little contact between them, and I am not worried.

I called a car, and the car walked through the quiet night of the city, and the darkness was like a great army pressing down on the border, and it was urgent. I didn't call Zhang Ruolei that night, and the two met in the early hours of the next morning, and I didn't ask him where he was last night. I feel that I am getting more and more like a big, as a qualified main room, especially the main room of a rich person, you must know how to be measured, know how to advance and retreat, know when to understand, and when to pretend to be confused.

Otherwise, others will have a hard time, and their own life will not be easy.

Maybe I have a ghost in my heart, and Zhang Ruolei took the initiative to come to me the next day after finishing work. He leaned against the door of my office and shook his head in a rather dashing manner.

"Daughter-in-law, I'll be with you tonight."

I smiled, didn't speak, and slowly tidied up the table. He walked over to me.

"What? Don't appreciate it? ”

I raised my eyes and pursed my lips.

"How dare the concubine."

Zhang Ruolei laughed, and the lines at the corners of his eyes became clear.

The two of them went to the hotel they were used to, Zhang Ruolei was not a careless man, he probed me several times with his eyes. I smacked him as I ate.

"What do you want me to do? Ugly or fat? ”

He took a sip of wine.

"Today's wine is good."

He seemed to be talking to himself.

"I see your wings harden."

I rolled my eyelids at him.

"Headless and brainless, what wings are hard?"

I hold chopsticks in my hand, and the top of the chopsticks in this hotel is inlaid with ivory, and the ivory is wrapped with gold wire on the top and bottom, and the material itself is said to be ebony wood.

"My husband's whereabouts were unknown overnight, and he didn't kill him in a series of calls."

I was shocked, and my face changed color.

He smiled and poured himself another half glass of wine, which swayed gently along the rim of the dark red amber liquid, with a little coloration on the walls of the glass

The liquid ripples gently in the cup.

"I'm sorry."

He took a sip and put his glass down. "You walked on the front foot yesterday, Huaihai and I came back on the back foot, we went out to have a bite to eat, I didn't expect it to be such a moment."

"You're lying."

I almost blurted it out.

"I asked, and my colleagues in the design department said that Huaihai would go first."

I couldn't control the rise and fall of my chest.

Zhang Ruolei smiled.

"He went first, he went first, went to order food, and I talked to the project leader on the hurricane's side again, and then stayed for a while, and then I met him, if you don't believe me......"

I lowered my eyelids, I wanted to believe him, but gullibility always hurt me. There is nothing wrong with believing in a person, but it is always oneself who suffers from the wrong belief. I don't want to look like a fool all the time.

I lowered my head, he licked his lips, and two hands tentatively reached over to hold my hand across the table full of delicacies.

"We're getting married."

He looked at me, and because he deliberately bent to my height, I could clearly see the forehead lines on his forehead.

"I don't want to have too many unnecessary misunderstandings with you. You weren't like this before, if you weren't happy with me, you would call me directly, and if you weren't happy, you would cry with me, but now you can't. That's how you ......"

He swung up and down his throat and squeezed my hand tightly.

"You're like that,"

He looked up at me.

"You will make me very frustrated like this, I don't think I can reassure you, let alone reassure you, you don't look like the one I once knew."

"How?"

I withdrew my hand and looked at him from afar.

"Am I wrong?"

I tilted my head to look at him.

"What do you mean by that? Am I changing? We're not fit together anymore? ”

His hands were still in the air in a grip shape.

I'm spreading my hands.

"It's too late to regret it now."

An indifferent and grim smile flashed across his face, and his hands were raised above his head.

"Forget it, I said the wrong thing again."

He picked up his chopsticks and ate his head.

I didn't have much appetite anymore, and seeing him eat like that was the same as chewing wax, I just stuffed it into my stomach.

I think why do people have to be together, if they really love each other, why do they have to torture each other, if they don't love each other anymore, why do they have to be together. The most fearful thing is that we are in our current situation, uncertain, unwilling, wanting love, and always persuading ourselves to be strong.

If you have to wear a mask or pretend to be strong in front of your lover, then what's the point of this love and this lover?

I was so excited that I took off my napkin and got up to leave. He silently put down his chopsticks, asked someone to pay for it, and quickly followed. He went to the parking lot to pick up the car, and I was already out on the street alone, reaching out to stop the taxi.

He came back and grabbed me.

"Don't do that."

He whispered. It was a little cold, and a cloud of white gas came out of his mouth as he spoke. I ignore him, it's not that I don't want to pay attention, it's that I know myself too well, and I really don't have a bottom in my heart. When I didn't marry him, I looked forward to one day I could achieve positive results with him, such as

Now I see victory in sight, and I am afraid that I will make another mistake.

People are like this, they always want to have it when they don't have it, and they worry about this and that after they have it, it's not as easy as when they don't have hope.

I was teary-eyed, and I knew it wasn't all his problem. I also have a problem, it is not easy for a woman who has been hurt once to have a so-called sense of security, which will make the other person very tired.

I hate myself like this, but at the same time, there is nothing I can do about it.

I just live like a hedgehog, so that at least when I am hurt, others will be pierced and covered in blood.

Maybe I'm no longer worthy of love, because I've lost the instinct to love a man with all my heart.

Huaihai, I hate him at this time, and I will never really forgive him in this life and this life, because he ruined not only the first half of my life, but also the stability of the future life.

I hate him.

Zhang Ruolei hugged me into his arms, I didn't respond to him, my two hands hung at my side, closed my eyes, and tears ruthlessly washed the two rows of eyelashes on my eyelids. He lifted me up, and his lips were imprinted on my eyes, and I soaked my lips.

"Tell me, how do I ......?"

He choked.

"I was confident at the beginning, now I'm ......"

He hugged me again, and I knew he was crying. I cried too. Why do two people who love each other torture each other? What if love can't make two people more at ease, more at ease, and better? So what do you want this Rausch love for?

I whimpered and hugged him tightly.

On the way back, he kept holding my hand, and once he turned sharply, and the body shook sharply, so he didn't let go of my hand.

I tried to break free of him, saying it wasn't safe, we weren't all too small.

He didn't speak, he looked ahead, and he screamed at me with his hand, and I didn't break away from him.

I thought there would be a sincere conversation when I went home, but I didn't want to finally have it. He only said, to help me get out, to go abroad, over there, we start again.

I was sitting on the couch and he was sitting next to me. I chewed on the meaning of his words, trying to see through the meaning. But I also knew that analyzing and analyzing could not get the result I wanted the most, and it was nothing more than adding to my own blockage, so I had to quietly snuggle into his arms like a cat and listen to his heartbeat quietly.

The hurricane investment is imminent, everything is ready, for this purpose the city held a press conference, as a key model of private enterprise support, and as a performance project, I believe that Zhang's future will get more policy tilt from the government. This is undoubtedly exciting news, the representative of the other party is a foreigner, bearded, tall and big, Zhang Ruolei is not short, but compared with the European figure, it is a little slender, and the two are not very coordinated when they stand together.

According to the process, the leader is invited to speak first, and the lengthy and redundant nonsense is filled with flowery rhetoric, which is empty and empty, but it does not affect the speaker's impassionedness.

Zhang Fusheng did not attend due to physical reasons, and Su Yuntian and his wife came to congratulate him in person, which I did not expect. After the signing of the contract, there will be a small reception reception, and the VIP needs to bring it

VIP ticket admission, before the opening Zhang Ruolei told me that this ticket is now hard to find in the city, politics, business, workers and peasants, all want to show their faces in it, even if they have a relationship with dignitaries and nobles, they can also become the capital to brag about in the future.

At that time, I was helping him to arrange his dress, and my hands were still on his clothes, and I did not raise my head to praise him for his ability.

"Okay, okay, good, you're the most capable. Your decision is great and wise. Okay, right? I used to be a villain in the belly of a gentleman, okay? ”

He smiled, his gaze suddenly fixed on my face.

"What?"

I thought I had a flower somewhere on my face, or it was makeup.

Who knew that he lowered his head and quickly kissed me on the cheek.

The cocktail party kicked off, the buffet, no one cared about the food, people got together in twos and threes, it seemed that they were all prepared, no one here was attentive to hand over business cards one by one, everyone usually mixed faces on other occasions, and the most unfortunate thing to hear of each other's names.

Zhang Ruolei shuttled through the crowd with me, pretending to be public and private, and officially introduced me to everyone as a fiancée.

It was very useful for me, and my steps were much lighter.

Not long after the sprinkling party began, another VIP arrived, and as soon as I looked up, I was surprised to see Xiao Hanting standing at the door.

(End of chapter)