Damn, I staggered downstairs, only to see my son coming head-on. I read it right, there was a smile on his face, unlike before, when he always twisted his eyebrows on a pile of exercise books and rolling papers every day, as if he was thinking about the country and the people.

At this moment, I inexplicably had the illusion that my son had really looked like a child at this moment after so many years.

Not far away, Zhang Ruolei was standing next to the car, and the phone was still in his ear. I couldn't see his face clearly in the dark, but after a brief hello to my son, I flew towards him. I had to ask him where he was taking my son, but when he saw me from afar, I ran towards him murderously, and as soon as I turned around, I got into the car, the car roared, and with a dozen steering wheels, Zhang Ruolei's car slid into the boundless night.

I "pedaled" and ran a long way out in my high heels, cursing loudly as I ran.

The second generation called in and said, look at you, look at you, don't pay attention to your image, are you not like an eel without a man, and you are about to reach the point of hermaphroditism? Chase, chase a fart! It's not uncommon to chase me like this to sleep with you, hurry up and go back to wash and sleep!

"Zhang Ruolei!"

I growled.

My son went upstairs first, and I got home later. When he got home, he looked at his son cautiously. When I saw the look of spring at the corner of his mouth, my heart was cold inch by inch, it couldn't be really a girl from a family who was comfortable waiting for my son, right? What the hell is he happy about? I really want to cry without tears, this damn second generation Zhang!

What should I tell my son? How do I ask?

I was like an ant on a hot pot, anxious to circle around the small room. Maybe not, he can jerk off to that point? But he's really ridiculous!

I found out that I was about to cry again, and at this time Zhang Ruolei's WeChat came in. He said, am I so unreliable in your heart? I took my son to a big dinner and found a doctor to talk to him about adolescent sexuality. The doctor's son happens to be the same as your son, and I promised to give the child a Lego of more than 2,000. For you old lady, I have money and favors, am I easy?

I was so excited that I burst into tears, and I was moved there for a long time holding the phone.

This rich second generation, don't say it, although he looks like a beast when he doesn't do personnel, he really looks like a man when he does personnel. It's not like some people who look like five or six people, but they have never done anything.

I was hesitating and didn't know how to reply, when his second message came in: In return, you can help me with something. The Su family wants a public engagement banquet, and the date has already been booked. How grand and how to come, sir, I am not short of money, I don't need to help my province.

Looking up, next door, the lights were out and my son was asleep. The night was deep, and in a blink of an eye, my son was so old. What about me? I'm getting older, and I'll never think about anything anymore!

The most important thing is to be a human being, don't think so much about it.

I changed my pajamas and groped my way to bed in the dark, the moonlight was dazzlingly white, and I slept too clearly and dreamless this night. I woke up in the morning feeling a sense of refreshment.

In the past, I was always too busy thinking, especially in the silence of the night, and I was so stupid that I spent half the night losing sleep, and the rest of the night thinking about what I had done wrong, so that God was so angry that he had to give me tribulation and punishment in some way. I've always tried to explain something to my fate in order to prove that their arrangement was wrong in some sense, even though that explanation has always been ignored by this tough guy called fate.

Zhang Ruolei's engagement ceremony was grand and grand, as the fifth diamond king in the city, his single ceremony which means that the famous grass has a master is of great significance. That day, he also changed his previous hippie smile, perhaps because he was dressed too formally, his whole person looked a little restrained, and he was a little stern.

We searched for each other with our eyes in the bustling crowd, and then swept the ray of our eyes called the eye parallel to each other's faces.

Moments before the master of ceremonies officially announced that the ceremony was about to begin, he and I met somewhere in the hall. Next to us is the table of all his ex-girlfriends that I arranged, and the women at that table are all dressed up today, as if they are not here to attend any engagement banquet today, nor are they here to witness anyone's key moment, they are like a group of Victoria's Secret models, not only beautiful but also sexy.

Zhang Ruolei swept his eyes over them, and then raised his head to look at me. I watched him laugh, but I couldn't find a topic for a while, and the whole audience was drowned out by inexplicable ear sounds, and all the noise instantly returned to silence.

Are you happy ---?

---I don't know. What is happiness?

---Do you love her?

---I don't know. What is love?

---But I once loved a man very really, deeply.

---Is it? Are you sure you really once loved him? Are you sure you knew very well that it was love?

The eyes were entangled in the air for a long time, it was a plausible conversation, and at that second, we seemed to be able to hear each other's hearts clearly.

He coughed lightly and walked over to me, getting closer. But I don't want to get too close to him, between us, it always seems that there are thousands of mountains apart, even if it was once close to the flesh, but there is always a layer of invisible and untouchable suspicion, it is there, always there, always there, always there, always able to make my relationship with him instantly into the bottomless cruelty and reality.

I took two steps back, and he took two more steps forward. His brows furrowed tightly, and after a while, he stretched out again, he looked at me, laughed very presumptuously, turned around and pointed to the table of his ex-girlfriend behind him. He leaned over to me and whispered a command.

"If someone at this table is a demon, if there is any mistake, I will kill you. Lord's engagement banquet cannot be missed. ”

He turned his head and was led to the stage by the beautiful hostess of the engagement company. I looked at his back, and suddenly remembered the back of the Supreme Treasure in "Journey to the West" played by Zhu Yin and Stephen Chow, the whole world thinks that he is a great hero of the world, only in his own eyes, his back, is more like a dog.

I don't know why, my heart hurts quietly.

When the music started, the male emcee was a little handsome, and his voice was very bright, and Su Bai walked slowly from that end. Such a stubborn and arrogant princess is incomparably beautiful and peaceful at the moment.

Yes, not quiet, but tranquil.

He and her, like all of a sudden, have become reliable adults.

The audience applauded thunderously. Every detail shows that this is a match made in heaven for a century. This is a pair of beautiful people, not worthy of words, not as beautiful as words, family background, background, appearance, no place is seamless.

On the ancient dynamic VCR background projector, the pair was displayed in front of everyone with the existence of light and shadow, from childhood to adulthood, the two held hands, kissed, and hugged, the picture is beautiful, and the music is also beautiful. Happiness can be contagious and moving.

Frame by frame pictures flashed in front of me, and all kinds of things with my ex-husband Huaihai were also like this picture, sliding in front of my eyes frame by frame.

The past is like smoke, my former wedding, those fragments, I lowered my head, and tears covered my eyes.

My happiness is over in this life. Another thought, no, it's my happiness, as if it never came.