I don't understand it either
When the third lady was indeed here, he was constantly giving his brother a place of courage, and she also kept improving her courage.
Because when he himself looked back on what happened to him before, she felt that there were many times when he himself was robbed halfway after he was ready.
So here, when he felt this feeling himself, he suddenly felt a special empathy in his heart.
Maybe as far as he is concerned, because he has a strong influence, and her psychological ability is very strong, so he is facing these things, he does not mean that he can fully understand these things, or that he can completely accept these things, as she is concerned, he can face all these things in a very calm state of mind, especially in the things he has experienced, more and more times, he can only face them with this mentality, Or she can feel a little better, and now that all these things are developing, she also hopes that her mind can become very peaceful.
Therefore, he also wants to share his general spirit of education and this attitude of encountering with that brother, because he feels that as an elder brother, he has to encounter too many things, and in such a continuous encounter, he will feel that many things will become different, or that many things will be completely developed towards another technology, and he feels that this can still be dealt with again.
So when he was here, when he faced these things, or when he received these things here, he also became quite peaceful, and he really hoped that his brother could learn that.
Because what he knows is that, especially on the road of life, there are some things, if you look too much at it, the final result may not be the result you are satisfied with, but if you don't look at some things and do them too much, but let him go in a peaceful state, there may be a solution to this matter, and if you are too interested in this matter, then you will be too concerned about the appropriate, and if you are too concerned about the appropriate, Then it may be that when you accept that you have lost such a process, you will become a little irrational.
The third lady never thought that this matter would become so complicated, and he never thought that his brother would become so cowardly in the face of this matter, because he felt that these things were all things that must be experienced on the way to the growth of life, and how to face these things or these things after experiencing them. And how to make it simpler, then there will still be a trace of effort in the middle.
So when she was here, her own whole state was an indescribable kind of excitement.
Because after what happened, their whole family worked hard to be together, so he hoped to give this spirit to the people next to him, and then let the people next to him receive such a spiritual message.
And when my brother carefully recalled all this here, he felt that it might be the biggest possibility, that is, in the final picture, he always talked to him suddenly, and then probed his tone here, and when he saw the degree of his review, maybe when he was here, the teacher would take action, and at that time she naively thought that the teacher was a kind of concern for him, and he didn't understand the meaning behind the teacher at all.
Therefore, when he is here, when he is aware of such a little situation, he hopes more in his heart that he can continue to move forward, and then he also hopes that he can not ignore some important information here in the process of moving forward.
So my brother couldn't help but continue here.
"Father, Sansan, these words you said really keep hovering in my mind, and I have always wondered where these words come from? I've been thinking about how much these words can play a role, but now I can be sure that these flowers are a kind of spiritual food for me, so that when I am so low, or when I am so helpless, this word has given me the greatest inspiration, because when I have received this strange thing here, I will know what to do? I will also know what kind of thing should happen on the way forward, so when I mention these things again, or let me mention some of the answers I want most in my heart again, I hope that there is one of the most important points, and then these answers are hovering in my heart little by little, then I can know the most important answer in my heart. ”
When the third lady listened to her brother say these words here, he also had a lot of feelings in his heart, because as far as they are concerned, they are all people who are at the bottom of the society, and they are not afraid of rolling here.
So it's because of these differences, as well as these special features, that she can face these things with a very relaxed attitude when she encounters them here.
My brother knows that the key person in this matter is a director of their school, he knows that the director of the school plays the most important role in this matter, it plays the role of a gentleman, many times in the middle of many decisive choices, or this director can face, so when the head teacher here is very sorry to tell him, and then indifferently told him this answer, he can see that the head teacher is helpless on his face, but he knows that the head teacher is just a person with words, He can't change too many things, and he can't change too many situations.
So here, when she herself is inspired by this, he hopes that he can tell everyone about this matter here, the original one happened, and the situation of their school, because only in this way, everyone can find a way to see this matter, where is it? Because if it weren't for such a mediation, it would be difficult for them to face such an outcome.
So the elder brother talked seriously about their situation here.
"Sansan'er, just now while you were talking, I was also thinking about this matter, because when I first got this answer, my whole head was already confused, and at that moment I didn't know what I should do? Or where should I go, so at the beginning, I did not know the direction, and at the end, when I appeared here, I now think back to the whole thing, I probably know what the main point of this thing is? I also know, where is the most important part of this matter? And when this most important place happened, it was really in my heart, because I knew that this important person was the director of our school, and he made important decisions about many things, and I believe that the student's father went to him, and then there should be a certain agreement between them, and then they could change such a result, because at the beginning, before the teacher told me the final result, the teacher was very happy. Because he also gave me a hint there, and that hint really made me happy, and I couldn't sleep all night, and that hint was basically certain, and in the end I went to recommend a normal college, but the reason why I didn't tell you about this in advance was because I wanted to wait for this matter to really be determined, so I told you why this happened like this, but when I was here, when this matter was not determined, I originally wanted to hide this matter, but I didn't expect that when it was finally determined, it would be such a result, then I really couldn't bear such a thing, that boy was a boy in our class, and his father was a local famous family surnamed Zhao, their family was indeed very rich, I don't know why they chose this poor path, although it seems to be very stable to be a teacher here, but he doesn't have a high salary, It seems that they can only maintain a level of food and clothing here, in terms of their family's conditions, and their consumption level, they should not want their children to choose such a path, so I don't know why he suddenly wants to be a teacher, especially in a family like theirs, such a decision, or such a position, for them, is a dispensable position! And his grades are very bad, not that they are very bad, but that his grades are not top-notch, and he is not particularly positive in class, classmates, teachers, some whispered below that he may have some problems with his head, because she always seems to be half a beat slower than us, but these words may also be bad things behind everyone's classmates' backs, because the other party did not take out their real strength, so when the other party did not take out their own strength, All of this is just an act of speaking ill of people behind your back, and there is no real basis for this, but he does seem to be a little slower than we do, and he seems to be a little different from us when facing everything and all reactions, so here I just want to raise my question, that is, with her qualifications, and with his performance, she can still do such a position, then I have to doubt again, Choosing such a person, as a peculiarity of this position, and why she chose such a position, a reason for being chosen, if you can serve in such a position, then for other students, this is a kind of ruin! ”
When my brother said this here, everyone was surprised to find that he was more emotional about the separation of this matter than when he said earlier that his position was replaced, maybe he really wanted to do such a position, he may also really love this industry, maybe his heart really hopes that through his own efforts can educate a lot of excellent flowers, here everyone is in a relatively backward place, where the level of trading is generally low, Therefore, he has always set a small goal for himself in his heart, and there is a grand wish, that is, to be able to make through their efforts, the knowledge and culture that can be learned outside, and the local education level can be improved a little bit in the future, and then more people can go to the classroom, which is really a big wish of his, although as far as he is concerned, his job is just to support her family, or to fill her stomach. He didn't have such a grand power at all, nor did he have such a strong ability to do this, but what he put in the deepest part of his heart was indeed such a wish.
But on the way to keep learning, he has really seen the level of himself and other people, and he has also seen the tragedy caused by not studying in his own family, so when he is here, when his heart is constantly working hard for this thing, he didn't expect that his ambition was rewarded, and when it was not realized, he encountered such a thing, so he was still a little unacceptable for a while. What's more, he feels that the dream in his heart can't be realized, and when it hurts, his heart is really full of endless tragedy.
Maybe the person who has done this, or the person who has worked this matter, will know how great the determination in his heart is to make it happen, but now, when this little wish is removed, then he will feel that he does not want to do such a thing, because only in a situation where he keeps working on such a thing, then he can get more psychological leniency.
And if he can't be relieved, he can only tell himself with his own determination, what should he do on the way forward?
If he loses to someone he can't compare, he will lose convincingly, but if he loses to such a person, no matter how much he has in his heart, he still can't bear it.
Because as far as he is concerned, he can afford to lose what he can gain and what he can lose, but in terms of such a result, he feels that he is a little unbearable.