62. Do you want a child?

Hu Dingtang's cold appearance startled me, this person was silent, and I didn't know when he came in.

I pressed his hand with both hands and skimmed it to the side: "Do you keep it as a souvenir or throw it out, what does it matter to me?" ”

As he spoke, he reached out and pulled out a set of his middle coat and was about to go into the bathroom to change it, but Hu Dingtang bent down and picked me up, threw me on the bed, and pulled up the quilt to cover me.

He then came in, hugged me tightly in his arms, and sniffed my nose around my neck: "You smell so good." ”

My face turned red, and I felt that the bath towel on my body was also ripped off, and when I closed my eyes, I reached out to his chest: "I haven't eaten yet, I'm so hungry." ”

"The kitchen is already being done, it's going to take a while." Hu Dingtang kissed me unrelentingly, "Let's review and study the mantra of the heart, I'm afraid you will forget." ”

This man...... Can I forget?

Knowing that he couldn't resist him, he went with him, and in the end, the meals were all eaten in bed.

For so many days, I hardly had a good night's sleep, and I was tossed by Hu Dingtang for a long time, and finally fell asleep groggily.

I thought I would see my grandmother in my sleep, but I didn't expect to wait for anything.

When I woke up, I was still in a bit of a trance, I looked at the lights on the roof with my eyes open, and it took me a while to remember that I had lived in the Hu Mansion.

I turned over, my whole body was sore, I didn't want to move in the quilt, and when I turned my eyes, I saw a set of clothes neatly stacked on the bedside table.

When I saw that set of clothes, I couldn't help but reach out and touch it, since I came to this world, I have worn the original ones of Meng Jiushang, and most of Meng Jiushang's clothes are skirts, but the set that Hu Dingtang brought me is an improved version of the cheongsam, with a long slit and a long coat on the outside, which is red and red.

Pretty is pretty, but wearing this body, if there is a fight, it can't stretch at all.

But after all, everyone has a love for beauty, so I still couldn't help but get up and put the cheongsam on my body, not fat or thin, it was just tailor-made.

I like it very much, but I think this cheongsam is too figure-bearing, this convex and backward is very uncomfortable, so I opened the door of the closet, thinking about finding a new set of Hu Dingtang's middle coat to change into.

But as soon as the cupboard door opened, I was dumbfounded, in the morning the wardrobe was still neatly stacked with Hu Dingtang's clothes, and now half of the space has been cleaned up, and there are all kinds of clothes hanging inside, coats, cheongsams, shoulders, and skirts, which dazzle me.

Reaching out and groping around the clothes, he finally pulled out a white lambskin suit and put it on, quite satisfied.

After washing up, I went to the front yard to find Hu Dingtang, he was talking to the big guy in the hall, after all, after coming out of the old mansion, even if it broke with that side, the mansion must be ready to take precautions at any time.

I didn't go in, I went to the restaurant to eat, and asked the cook in the mansion by the way: "Is Hu Yunzhi back?" ”

"The fifth master didn't come back." The cook said, "Miss Six hasn't come back either, but everyone else has returned." ”

Hu Yunzhi really didn't come back, was he suppressed by Hu Qing'an, or did he see clearly that Hu Dingtang had no way out in the future and was disappointed?

Hu Yunzhi shouldn't be that kind of person, right?

I thought while eating, if Hu Yunzhi and Hu Dingtang really parted ways, it would be a huge loss for Hu Dingtang, and he would be very sad, right?

We came back from the old house in the morning, and now it is past dinner, Hu Dingtang and they have already eaten, this conversation is estimated to be late at night, I am bored alone, so I sit in the courtyard, leaning on the eaves pillar to think about things.

I don't know how many people will target Hu Dingtang, but I can figure it out that the first person to do it may be Hu Dingqian, followed by Hu Dingkun.

Hu Dingkun won't do it first, after all, he is still somewhat afraid of Hu Qing'an, but once Hu Dingqian makes a move, he will definitely fan the flames.

And as long as Hu Dingqian does it, he will never give Hu Dingtang a chance to fight back, he has been dormant for so many years, unless he is really kind-hearted and does not make it difficult for others, otherwise, Hu Dingtang will not be able to escape this catastrophe.

What I'm most worried about is actually Hu Dingtang's attitude, he has no intention of rebellion, he will not take the initiative to attack the old house, and the deployment he is making now should be all about defense.

But what does Hu Qingan want now? What he wants is for Hu Dingtang to completely break the current deadlock, and he can't wait for Hu Dingtang to cover the sky with one hand and take the initiative to drive him down from the position of patriarch.

But he knows Hu Dingtang too well and knows that he won't do such a rebellious thing, so in the end, I have to be this bad guy.

Suddenly felt a little funny, everyone said that Hu Dingtang had a backbone and would be unfavorable to the fox clan in the future, but no one thought that he didn't want to rebel, but it was the fox clan himself who forced him to rebel.

Once you are defeated, you are a traitor, and you just can't escape the fate of being a traitor!

It's ironic.

No matter how ironic it is, what should be done is still to be done, otherwise Hu Dingtang will really become an outcast.

I even think that if Hu Dingqian moves quickly, he may be able to act tonight, but then I thought about it, maybe it is also unfounded, Hu's Mansion and even the entire Lin'an Town are Hu Dingtang's territory, Hu Dingqian wants to do it in such a short period of time, I am afraid it is not easy.

I sat outside until about half past ten, when I heard the big guy coming out, I quickly stood up, my feet were numb, and I moved my muscles and bones, and then I went to find Hu Dingtang.

When Hu Dingtang saw me, he frowned: "Why don't you stay in the room, it's cold outside at night." ”

"It's okay, it's warm." I pointed to my new clothes and smiled.

"Do you like it?" I wore the dress he gave me, and he was visibly pleased, "I remember you liked to wear skirts?" ”

"Who says I like to wear skirts?" I pouted and complained, "Actually, I prefer to wear this kind of top is a top and pants are pants suit." ”

"Got it." Hu Dingtang touched my head and said dotingly, "Have you eaten it?" ”

I nodded: "Eat, what about you, are you hungry?" ”

"Eat some more with me." Hu Dingtang hugged me to the restaurant, he ate, and I accompanied him by the side.

He eats slowly and methodically, but he looks fragrant, has a good appetite, eats quite a lot, and seems to be particularly fond of chicken.

I looked at it, and unconsciously began to swallow my saliva, and in order to hide my gaffe, I hurriedly found a topic: "That, Hu Dingtang, isn't Hu Yunzhi going to come back?" ”

"Grandpa didn't allow him to leave the old mansion for half a step, and his aunt seemed to be putting pressure on him, and he would definitely not be able to come back in a short time." Hu Dingtang said, "Actually, I also hope that he can stay in the old mansion and follow me, there is no future." ”

"However, he is your right-hand man, and he has transferred back a lot of manpower before, have these manpower returned?" I asked.

Hu Dingtang shook his head: "That's all cultivated by himself, and he should follow him." ”

Even though I frowned, I didn't expect things to be worse than I imagined, Hu Yunzhi's departure was a huge loss, and it may also have a certain psychological impact on these people left in the mansion.

I asked Hu Dingtang, "Then what are your plans next?" ”

"Guard." Hu Dingtang said, "No one can easily encroach on my territory. ”

Sure enough, Hu Dingtang was the same as I imagined, he just wanted to defend and not attack.

I was silent for a while, thinking about the wording: "Hu Dingtang, are you afraid of death?" ”

Hu Dingtang was stunned for a moment and asked, "Why did you suddenly ask such a question?" ”

"I know you're not afraid of death." I asked myself, and the voice changed, "But what should I do if you're dead?" ”

Hu Dingtang's brows furrowed, and I continued: "Didn't my grandmother die in vain? ”

"And," I looked up at him with great earnestness, "isn't there no one to avenge your father's grievances?" Not only that, but his pillar of shame also has to add a strong stroke of your traitor Hu Dingtang. ”

Hu Dingtang's finger knuckles holding the chopsticks began to turn white because of the force, and I asked him again: "Hu Dingtang, do you want a child?" ”

Hu Dingtang has not spoken, he may not have thought too much about it before, he will let go of everything he can, but there are some things that are destined to never be let go.

"Hu Dingtang, have you ever thought that we are not together once or twice, if," I blushed, "I mean if, if I have your child, how will you let him deal with himself in the future?" ”

"Even if you don't have it now, it will always be in the future, right? When the time comes, he will follow your old path, bear the same infamy as you, and be trampled under his feet, will he say at that time, I hate my father? ”

"Enough!" The chopsticks in Hu Dingtang's hand broke in response, and his eyes were red, "No, none of this will happen." ”

"What do you mean by not happening?" Under great pressure, I asked, "Are you going to never have children with me, or are you not going to let your children bear the same stigma in the future?" ”

Hu Dingtang shook his chopsticks and was about to leave, I sat at the table and didn't move, at this time he needed to think about it himself, the mansion is so big, it's nothing for me to find a place to deal with it for one night.

But I didn't expect him to pull me up instead, go upstairs, and wrap me in the quilt with my arms, and I didn't turn on the lights, so I hugged me so tightly.

I know that his heart must be turning over at this time, and what the final conclusion will be, I can't predict, what I can do is to obediently nest in his arms, listen to his powerful heartbeat, and silently accompany him.

Because I have slept for a while, I don't feel sleepy, but I nestled in his arms, getting hotter and hotter, and I felt that it had been a long time, so long that I thought Hu Dingtang was asleep, but his hand touched my lower abdomen, and his wide palm touched my lower abdomen, and said in a deep voice: "There won't be." ”

My heart suddenly cooled, he meant that he wouldn't have children, right?

The kind of disappointment at that time was something I didn't expect, I didn't know Hu Dingtang for a long time, and we came together by accident, but there was not much emotional foundation.

I thought I didn't care, but when he said that, I realized how much I really cared.

"Foxes and humans are of different races, how can there be offspring?" Hu Dingtang said quietly, "Even if the fox Neidan in your body wakes up, your body is just an ordinary person, and it is impossible to conceive my child." ”

There was a faint sadness in his tone, so much so that I couldn't help but ask him, "Then if a miracle happens, I have it, do you want it?" ”

"There will be no miracles." Hu Dingtang said firmly, "God won't be so generous to me." ”

This sentence hit my heart all at once, how much disappointment should I have saved to come to such a conclusion!

For a while, I didn't know how to take over the topic, but Hu Dingtang asked me again: "Xiao Jiu'er, are you looking forward to being a mother?" ”

I looked up at him sharply, but in the dark, I couldn't see his expression clearly, I couldn't see his eyes, and then, I shook my head: "I'm still young, before I met you, I didn't have the idea of looking for my other half, you are already an accident for me, and if there is another accident, I may be helpless." ”

The two were silent for a long time, and when I thought the topic was over, Hu Dingtang suddenly said again: "Do you know what my father's last words were to me before he died? ”

"He said, Dingtang, I'm sorry."

What are you sorry for? I think Hu Dingtang's father should have wanted to say, Dingtang, I'm sorry, if I had known that it would bring you such a burden, I shouldn't have brought you into this world, right?

I understand, Hu Dingtang understands better, so when I talk about children, Hu Dingtang's reaction will be so big.

I drilled into Hu Dingtang's arms again, as if I wanted to embed it in his body, and comforted: "It's okay, we won't have children, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked you about things you shouldn't ask." ”

Hu Dingtang didn't answer me again, but his big hand was still rubbing back and forth on my lower abdomen, again and again, I don't know what he was thinking.

At night, quietly, in Hu Dingtang's warm embrace, my eyelids became heavier and heavier, and as time went by, I finally fell asleep.

But I didn't sleep long before I was woken up by a muffled snort, not loud, coming from the bathroom, where the light was still on, and Hu Dingtang was not by my side.

I quickly turned over and got out of bed, walked to the bathroom, opened the door, and saw Hu Dingtang propped one hand against the wall, and the other hand clenched into a fist and smashed into his knee.

I walked over and took his hand and touched his knee, and this touch shocked him to have another attack.

But today is only August 20, and he is 15 years away from the next month, how can he suddenly become ill?

"I'll help you back to bed." I stood up, let Hu Dingtang lean on my shoulder, and moved him over step by step.

Hu Dingtang sat on the edge of the bed, I turned on the light, and then carefully checked his right leg knee, puzzled: "Why did it suddenly have a seizure?" Has this happened before? ”

Hu Dingtang shook his head: "Never, every attack is fifteen, I don't know what's wrong tonight, but the pain of tonight's attack is not as bad as before, I think, will it be caused by the change in the weather." ”

As soon as he said this, I realized that it was dripping outside the window, and it turned out to be raining.

An autumn rain and a cool, this is already the late autumn season, and the night is indeed cool, but it is not like the middle of winter, right?

I'm not cold at all wrapped in the quilt, Hu Dingtang is a cultivator, and he won't be afraid of the cold.

What the hell is going on?

I saw that he was in pain like that, so I asked, "Why don't I try it with a needle?" ”

"Don't." Hu Dingtang held my hand, shook his head and said, "It's not that yet, it's already more than three o'clock in the morning, maybe it's just dawn." ”

I know what he means, although my internal strength has improved, it is far from enough, if I do it now, it is likely that things will not be done well, but it will damage my vitality.

"I can survive it, and I'll talk about it when I can't stand it anymore." Hu Dingtang said and lay down, I quickly hugged his legs to the bed, helped him wrap the quilt, and went downstairs to ask the housekeeper to get a hot water bottle to cover Hu Dingtang's knees, hoping to relieve his pain.

I have been sitting by his side, guarding him, watching him grit his teeth in pain, the cold sweat on his head falling straight down, the light gradually outside the window, and the rain has stopped, but Hu Dingtang's condition has not improved in the slightest.

After staying up for most of the night and a morning, his energy consumption was too much, he seemed to be in a daze, but he couldn't sleep because of the pain, and I was anxious.

I didn't expect things to develop like this, after all, no matter how much pressure from the outside world is, Hu Dingtang still has more than half a month to solve these things, as long as he is tough enough, everything is not a problem.

But no one expected that Hu Dingtang had a seizure at this time, at first it was just a knee pain, and in the afternoon of the next day, even his elbow hurt, and I suddenly had an alarm bell, which is not a good phenomenon.

The people in the mansion were also panicked, if Hu Yunzhi was there, he would still have a backbone, but he stayed in the old mansion.

There was even a moment when I wanted to go to the old house and beg Hu Qing'an to help save Hu Dingtang, but after thinking about it, what could Hu Qing'an do?

If he could do it, he wouldn't have to wait until today.

My mind was also constantly thinking of a way, and it was not until the evening that I made up my mind, called the butler, and asked him, "Can you find the mandala fruit?" ”

"It's on the hill, but it's out of season and it might be hard to find." The housekeeper was puzzled, "What does Miss Meng want that thing for?" As far as I know, mandalas are poisonous and hallucinogenic as well. ”

"You help me find it, preferably in the cemetery, or even rooted in coffins and bones, the more the better." I lowered my voice and said, "You send someone to find it secretly, don't make a noise, and don't let anyone know." ”

The more the housekeeper listened, the more ugly his face became: "Miss Meng is not joking with me, is she?" How can such a sinister and sinister thing be used? ”

I gritted my teeth and said: "Who is in the mood to joke with you at this time, if you want to save your master's life, stop talking nonsense, go now, remember, you must be secret, don't make trouble for your master." ”