Crisp or thick piano sounds poured out from Shao Junqing's fingertips, interweaving to form a quiet and distant music, invisibly soothing the irrepressible complicated thoughts in people's hearts, and finally returning to calm.

Mo Nian sat in the front row and watched Shao Junqing's performance from the closest distance.

Although she can't have feelings that resonate with Shao Junqing, she can clearly and intuitively see Shao Junqing's happiness and happiness when playing from Shao Junqing's lightly smiling expression.

The piano and Shao Junqing, as if surrounded by music, constitute a world that outsiders cannot disturb.

That is the world that belongs to Shao Junqing.

Mo Nian has known Shao Junqing for more than ten years, and Shao Junqing in her memory is either weak, or nagging and impetuous, like this, she has only seen it twice.

Once, it was the first time she met Shao Junqing.

The second time, this time.

It's just two minutes, just one song.

Shao Junqing raised his hand and left the keys lightly, he stood up from the piano bench and bowed slightly to the audience with only one person, and his pale face that had been sick for a long time had a touch of ruddy, like excitement, but also like a flush of physical exhaustion.

Mo Nian was only less than two meters away from him, and she could see the sweat overflowing from Shao Junqing's forehead, she was just about to get up to help Shao Junqing, but Shao Junqing spoke before she got up.

"I love to play the piano, and I like it to the point that if I were to choose the place of death, I would never want to be in a hospital bed, nor would I be surrounded by my family at home, I would want to fall on the piano and hit my last music on the keys at the moment of death."

Shao Junqing looked at Mo Nian, as if he was talking to Mo Nian, and like he was giving a speech to others, "I thought at first, no one likes the piano as much as mine, but later I found out that maybe my parents like the piano more, whenever I want to rest, they don't allow me to leave the piano, I once had a rebellious mentality, but I can be suppressed by them one by one, and finally I understand that resistance is useless, so I love and hate the piano." ”

"One day I suddenly realized that maybe from the first time I hit the keys, I didn't touch it because of my own love for the piano, but because of my parents' fanatical pursuit of it, so I created this opportunity."

Shao Junqing smiled lightly, he didn't complain or be discouraged when he said this, his tone was very calm: "After that day, I understood that all my performances are not for myself, but for satisfying and pleasing others." ”

"It's nothing, because I myself have found happiness in the process, even if it is because of love and compulsion to embark on this path, I cannot deny the satisfaction I have obtained along the way, people cannot be 100% selfless, even if they hide their selfish intentions, I will not consider myself humble."

Shao Jun cleared his head: "In my field, I am still great. ”

When the sick young man said this, his smile shone with pride and light.

"Mo Nian, are you happy?"

Shao Junqing said with a smile: "I have played for others all my life, today is different, I am playing for myself, I am playing for my friends, and you are here and now, witnessing the whole process." ”

In the past, he has always been driven by others and pushed forward by adults.

Only today, he was completely out of his own intention, wanting to play, playing for his friends.

This wish belongs to him alone.

Once in a lifetime.

Mo Nian looked at Shao Junqing, who was full of excitement, and she raised her hand......

"Smack."

Gently, applause.

Although he couldn't feel Shao Junqing's joy at the moment and couldn't share his feelings at this time, Mo Nian was able to applaud Shao Junqing's wonderful performance from the most basic identity, as an audience and as a friend.

Hearing the applause, Shao Junqing seemed to be relieved, exhaled lightly, and the whole person fell forward.

Mo Nian was prepared, she immediately stood up and rushed over, supporting Shao Junqing.

"Are you alright?" Mo Nian asked.

Shao Junqing exhaled a hot breath: "Go back to the hospital." ”

Mo Nian took out his mobile phone to call a taxi and sent Shao Junqing back.

On the way, Shao Junqing borrowed Mo Nian's shoulder because of weakness, he took a nap with his eyes half-closed, and suddenly said: "Actually, I played in the wrong place several times." ”

Although he was a genius when he was a child, after all, he had not touched the piano for more than ten years, and his hand had long become dull, and it was not easy to play a song smoothly, and it was normal to make mistakes.

"Really?"

Mo Nian said: "I haven't heard that tune, so I haven't heard it, and I haven't seen it. ”

"If you see it, I can find a crack in the ground and bury myself."

Shao Junqing sneered: "I'm a professional!" ”

In this regard, Shao Junqing has an uncompromising self-esteem.

"Hmm."

Mo Nian said: "It's very powerful. ”

"Your compliment is really insincere."

Shao Junqing complained: "Also, when I first met you more than ten years ago, I knew that I couldn't expect you to hear anything about this kind of thing. ”

"Didn't I tell you?"

Mo Nian said: "I learned the piano, since a few months ago, although it is only the basics of learning, but I also understand some fingering problems, the teacher who taught me the piano, once showed me the video of your previous performance, I knew you were very good at that time." ”

"Do you think I used to be amazing?"

Shao Junqing sighed: "Then aren't you very disappointed today?" I'm all down like this...... I wouldn't have taken you there if I knew I wouldn't have taken you there. ”

"No, it won't."

Mo Nian said: "After watching the scene today, I feel more and more that you are amazing. ”

"Say a few nice rainbow farts." Shao Junqing smiled.

"If it were me, if I didn't practice for a week, the fingering would be a lot rusty, you haven't touched the piano for more than ten years, and you can still play a whole piece smoothly...... It's really amazing. ”

Mo Nian said: "Even if you haven't played the piano for more than ten years, you still play very well." ”

When Shao Junqing heard this, he didn't speak, just smiled lowly, and seemed to be very satisfied.

Soon, the two returned to the hospital.

"You go back."

Shao Junqing returned to the ward, sat on the sofa, and said, "Don't look for me in the future." ”

"Aren't you usually looking for me?" Mo Nian asked rhetorically.

Shao Junqing choked, grabbed a money orange on the coffee table and threw it at Mo Nian, he was very light, so it looked like giving an orange to Mo Nian to eat.

Mo Nian caught the money orange and held it in his hand without speaking.

"I won't be looking for you in the future."

Shao Junqing leaned back on the sofa, he looked at Mo Nian, his expression was very calm.

"Yes."

Mo Nian didn't ask why, the relationship between her and Shao Junqing was like this, Shao Junqing was able to play with her for so long, most of the reason was that she rarely asked Shao Junqing about things that he didn't want to explain.

"I'm leaving." Mo Nian put the orange in his pocket and turned to leave the room.

"Mo Nian."

When she walked to the door, Mo Nian heard Shao Junqing's voice from behind, she turned her head to look at the sofa, and saw Shao Junqing raise his right hand and wave it lightly at her.

"Goodbye." Shao Junqing said.

"Hmm."

Mo Nian nodded: "Goodbye." ”

She turned away and gently closed the door to the room.

"Smack."

The moment the door closed, the two disappeared from each other's sight.

In this way, a strange relationship that is difficult to summarize with friends is portrayed here.

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