177 Past Life Grievances; The goal is Su Mo (4500 words in this chapter)
"It was just an accident," Su Mo shook his head, "I've analyzed this matter carefully. ”
"Say." Li Ruohua raised his head arrogantly and raised his eyelids.
"......" Su Mo lowered his eyelids, his own mother, there are so many strange expressions.
Su Mo was originally very sad, but being disturbed by this, the haze in his heart dissipated a little.
Su Mo asked his question: "Why hasn't Ah Xue gone to the child's father for so long?" If I said that when I was by her side, she didn't dare, because I was afraid that I would be known. But after I left, she still didn't look for anyone, and she still raised the child alone. Shouldn't raising a child be a matter of two people? ”
"Hey," Li Ruohua had never thought about this, so now, she was immediately curious, "Yes, she is so hard, so tired, and she has to take out a loan to raise her children, why didn't she go to that stinky man?" Even if that man doesn't admit her existence, he will ignore his own flesh and blood unless he is wolf-hearted. ”
"She told me that the father of the child was dead." Su Mo continued to analyze, "But if she has the heart, even if the child's father is gone, she should find the man's family and let them help raise the child, right?" But she didn't, she would rather suffer and be tired, would rather take out a loan, and would rather always believe in her heart that I was a slender father, and never let the child recognize her relatives, what does this mean? ”
"What does it mean?" Li Ruohua listened very attentively.
She tapped on the table.
With such a complicated question, Su Mo should continue to analyze, and there was no need to ask her.
Because she couldn't figure it out at all.
She has always admired her son's cleverness.
Su Mo always analyzes things in an orderly manner.
For example, now, Su Mo analyzed again: "All of this shows that Ah Xue has never recognized the child's biological father. ”
Su Mo paused and said, "Before her, she decided to accept another emotionless marriage. She is willing to find a vulgar and incompetent man in the village to live, and she is willing to live with a dirty person like Zhang Dazhuang, for her, it is a decision that is worse than death. ”
"Yes......" Li Ruohua can definitely empathize.
What Ah Xue experienced was just like Li Ruohua's back then.
It's just that the version is a little different, but the nature is the same.
Su Mo continued: "But she never negotiated with the child's father or the child's grandparents. All I can say is that maybe all of those people are gone, but the probability of such a coincidence is only 0.1 in 10,000. Otherwise, the child's father died, and then his family refused to accept the child. If he died, it would be even more strange if a person could go from birth to death in just two years. I think the more defensible speculation is that deep down in Ah Xue's heart, those people are not as good as the vulgar Zhang Dazhuang. So just act as if nothing happened. ”
Speaking of this, Su Mo felt guilty and a little sad.
In order to hide his emotions, he lowered his head and took a sip of the jasmine tea that had been cold.
"Alas......" Li Ruohua sighed.
After adjusting his mood, Su Mo said again, "Before, I thought a lot, and it was only after careful consideration that I gave up my prejudice against Ah Xue. Then, I decided to get to know her again. But after getting acquainted again, I found that I really liked her. It has nothing to do with her past, and it has nothing to do with all the grievances and grievances, I just like her person. ”
"Oh......" Li Ruohua suddenly said.
"I've always been just thinking that I'm in love with someone I've just met. You know my character, what I like, and I don't need to be measured by worldly gossip. Since I like her, I am willing to help her raise her baby. What's more, Slim is an obsession I can't let go. ”
"Smash ...... Mom really raised a good son who values love and righteousness, and Mom is proud of you......" Li Ruohua listened to it and substituted her feelings into it.
Then, when she recalled all the hardships she had experienced in half her life, tears rained down.
If Su Mo's father, Su Zhihong, could have been one-tenth of Su Mo's good, she Li Ruohua and Su Mo would not have been able to live those twenty years of hard life that was worse than death!
With her experience in the past, she can put herself in Liu Yingxue's shoes.
Such a smart girl, such a smart girl, on the one hand, is heartbroken and endures the blow of the death of the person she loves the most, but on the other hand, she is forced to accept the scum like Zhang Dazhuang! Isn't this a miserable hellish day for Ah Xue!
Later, Ah Xue was almost beaten to death by Zhang Dazhuang, she was like a phoenix reborn from the fire, and she no longer pinned her hopes on others, so she took out a loan to start a business.
Therefore, how can she, Li Ruohua, fall into the well and hit Ah Xue, if she and Su Mo are not considerate of her, who else can Ah Xue rely on in this world......
Provincial railway station.
Xu Qingchen ignored Zhao Li's obstruction and stubbornly bought a train ticket to the frontier.
Zhao Li had nothing to do, so he also bought a train ticket, he still didn't go to Xinzhuang Village first, he accompanied Xu Qingchen to the frontier.
He knew who Xu Qingchen was looking for. That person was Xu Qingchen's uncle, named Ye Zeming.
Zhao Li was able to help Xu Qingchen find those clues, but it was useless to find them, because people had already returned to Yejiazhuang from the frontier, and two years after returning to Yejiazhuang, Ye Zeming died of illness.
"What are you doing with me?" Xu Qingchen didn't expect that Zhao Li actually bought a train ticket to the frontier in order to follow him, and he was a little shocked.
Such a distant place, such an expensive travel fee, for Zhao Li, time and money will be wasted, he actually decided without thinking?
"What the hell are you going to do?" Xu Qingchen is a good-tempered person, but since he saw this Zhao Li, who was exactly the same as Su Mochang, just now, his good temper immediately disappeared.
He panicked, and he didn't want to have any trouble with this person.
"You're afraid of me?" Zhao Li smiled helplessly.
"Boring!" Seeing through his heart and feeling faceless, Xu Qingchen turned around and left.
Zhao Li kept following Xu Qingchen's side, and he thought in pieces: "I know why you are afraid of me, you are afraid that I am deliberately approaching you and Su Mo." In fact, your defenses are too redundant, if I want to win you over, or try to deceive you from something, I should find someone who is more likely to get close to you. In other words, I should create an opportunity to make Su Mo feel that I am very close to him, instead of appearing out without saying hello like this and scaring you first. ”
"Do you think you have a point?" Xu Qingchen frowned and asked impatiently, and then moved forward faster.
Zhao Li trotted to catch up: "I don't think what I said makes sense." Just because you don't know me at all, but I know everything about you, you have a reason to reject me. But after a long time, I have seen people's hearts, and now I have no ability to hurt you, what are you afraid of me doing? Right? ”
"......" Xu Qingchen turned around and stared at Zhao Li fixedly for a while.
Zhao Li smiled shallowly, spread his hands, and shrugged his shoulders indifferently.
"Since you seem to know everything, then you say, where is the person I'm looking for?" Xu Qingchen simply asked with a broken jar.
"You won't believe me, and you'll beat me." Zhao Li had a scared expression, "So I decided to go with you and provide you with clues so that you can find the evidence faster." That way, you'll be back faster. ”
"And then, you're going to come back with me too?" Xu Qingchen raised his eyebrows.
"Yes," Zhao Li nodded, "When I come back, I want to see Su Mo." ”
"Finally got to the point," Xu Qingchen sneered, "Your target is Su Mo." ”
"Yes." Zhao Li nodded frankly, "But I don't mean to hurt him, I want to help him." ”
"You think I'm going to believe you?"
"You won't believe it now," Zhao Li said arrogantly, "You need to wait until later, you will understand that what I said is true." ”
"Since you can't wait to see your target, then you can go now, but what are you going to do with me to the frontier?" Xu Qingchen felt that the person opposite him might have a problem with his head.
"Hehe......" Zhao Li looked up at the sky, "I'm worried that you will go here and run for nothing." I am a compassionate person who cannot see others fall into a sea of suffering. ”
"You're very boring." Xu Qingchen confirmed.
Then, Xu Qingchen walked to the waiting room.
Zhao Li hurriedly followed.
He also had to whisper: "Why hasn't Su Mo in this world gone to the frontier until now?" I've been waiting for him for months. Could it be that everything in the previous life has changed? ”
In fact, Zhao Li has never been to the ** county in this life, let alone Xinzhuang Village, and what he said to Xu Qingchen that he had been to the county seat and seen him and Su Mo was false.
After he was reborn, he couldn't wait to stay on the frontier, where he could meet Su Mo back then.
In the previous life, the comrades saw that Su Mo and Zhao Li looked exactly the same, and in order to better protect Zhao Li, they cultivated Su Mo to become the second Zhao Li after soliciting Su Mo's opinion.
Su Mo knew martial arts, but he was not guided by a famous teacher.
Therefore, Comrade Zhao Mingwei, Zhao Li's father, gave Su Mo a good guidance.
In this way, Su Mo's skills improved rapidly.
Every time he encountered a potential threat, but he had to let Zhao Li personally go out in order to lure the snake out of the hole, it was Su Mo's duty to take risks.
In addition to this, Su Mo is also responsible for protecting Zhao Li's father.
Zhao Li has never regarded Su Mo as a subordinate, he treats him as a friend.
Su Mo was a year older than him.
Peers have many common languages.
They worked out various plans side by side and forged a strong friendship.
When Xu Qingchen went to the frontier to visit Su Mo, Zhao Li heard that Xu Qingchen was apologizing to Su Mo for what happened when he was a child.
Su Mo smiled and said to Xu Qingchen, "What's the matter?" It's been almost 20 years, so don't mention it again. You will always be my good big brother. ”
Xu Qingchen was such a big person, and he cried with joy for Su Mo to admit his identity as a big brother.
Then, Su Mo had to drive Xu Qingchen away and let him go back to work hard.
However, Xu Qingchen stubbornly stayed.
He cultivated the test field on that fertile land, and happily moved the place of work to the place where there was Sumo.
Even if the situation is special, Xu Qingchen and Su Mo can't see each other twice a year, Xu Qingchen has to stay where there is Su Mo. This kind of brotherhood makes Zhao, who has been an only child since he was a child, extremely envious.
Because of the needs of work, the one who is usually inseparable from Su Mo is Zhao Li.
But at that time, Zhao Li had done a big mistake, and he was sorry for Su Mo.
At first, Zhao Li didn't think that he had done something wrong, he always thought that he was helping Su Mo get angry.
It wasn't until years passed, many years later, that he regretted his impulsive actions. Maybe it was because of too much remorse that he was reborn.
That's a long story.
In his previous life, when Su Mo had just set up camp, he had been depressed about the slender thing.
Zhao Li found out that Su Mo had something on his mind, so he deliberately found an excuse to pour him wine.
Originally, he just wanted Su Mo to get slightly drunk, but who knew that his alcohol consumption was really bad, and after seven or eight glasses, he was drunk.
Zhao Li turned on the inquiry mode.
Su Mo, on the other hand, turned on the mode of chattering storytelling.
Those stories are his own experience.
When he talked about his sadness, he burst into tears.
He said that he was nineteen years old at the time, and although he was strong enough, he never imagined that one day, he would have children of his own.
When he saw that little life, he was immediately attracted, and at that time he vowed to give the baby everything he could, and never let the baby live a physically and mentally devastated childhood like him.
So he put all his enthusiasm into the baby, he learned to clean the baby's filth, bathe the baby, and learn to clean diapers.
He was obviously afraid of getting dirty, but he couldn't take care of anything for the sake of the baby. He obviously cherishes his image very much, and he is busy and unkempt, but he is willing.
But suddenly one day, he knew that the baby was not his.
The blow came too suddenly, without any psychological preparation for him, he was heartbroken, the illness that had been adjusted suddenly attacked, he felt that his heart seemed to burst, he felt the blood spurting, he couldn't help but vomit a mouthful of blood.
The moment his heart stopped, he thought he would never survive again.
Later, he miraculously woke up.
Then he learned that Xinzhuang Village had spread the news of his death.
Because when Li Ruohua asked the doctors in Xinzhuang Village to see a doctor for him, the doctors said that he had already lost his breath and asked Li Ruohua to prepare for the future.
Although Li Ruohua didn't believe it at all, and then found a carriage to send Su Mo to the city, those doctors still stubbornly believed that Su Mo was dead.
The peasant family did not have the habit of keeping secrets for others, and when they encountered important things, they would spread it all over the streets and alleys. So the people in the eight villages of ten miles said that Su Mo was dead and were feeling sorry for him.
Instead, Su Mo was grateful to those who passed the word, and he blessed his heart's decision, since people already thought he was dead, then he should "die".
He no longer wants to face the rights and wrongs, and he doesn't want to face the hypocritical Liu Yingxue anymore, he wants to clear up with Liu Yingxue.
To be honest, at that time, because he hated Liu Yingxue, he had thought of taking revenge on Liu Yingxue in this form.
Since he deceived him for many years, then he let her lose her forever and make her sad for the rest of her life.
He didn't want to go back "alive" to divorce Liu Yingxue, he didn't want to see Liu Yingxue's bitter entanglement anymore, and even, he didn't want to hurt the innocent Xian Xian.
After Su Mo told Zhao Li everything about him, Zhao Li felt sorry for Su Mo.
Zhao Li's childhood was very happy, he never suffered, there were no snacks that he couldn't eat, and there were no people who treated him badly.
Although he has undergone all kinds of cruel training since he was sensible, he is willing.
Because it is his dream to be a big hero. But unlike Su Mo, at a young age, he went through hardships simply to fill his stomach; At a young age, he saw through the warmth and coldness of people.
The world is really unfair.
Zhao Li also hated that Liu Yingxue for Su Mo.
After Su Mo woke up, he didn't know that he actually told Zhao Li all his experiences since he was a child.
Zhao Li is also a tolerant person, he didn't tell Su Mo.
Later, seeing that Su Mo finally came out of that shadow, and his mood was no longer so depressed, Zhao Li was still very happy for Su Mo.
A few days later, Xu Qingchen's friend Hou Zijian came to visit Xu Qingchen and was known to Su Mo.
Su Mo actually found Hou Zijian and asked him about Liu Yingxue and the child, and asked about He Yutong.
At that time, Zhao Liyi couldn't hold back, so he eavesdropped on the corner of the wall without being a gentleman.
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