Chapter 175: The Voice of a Left-Behind Child

Many people today become parents before they are ready, and perhaps their older generation is the same. So, they sometimes snub their children.

——Yang Jun, the voice of a left-behind child.

That's right, it's money......

Because they have no money, they have to leave their homes and their children...... Slowly, they began to lack communication and began to have a "generation gap", which is almost always caused by the lack of love for left-behind children.

Those children are often very unconfident people, and even if they are bullied, they dare not speak up because there are no adults in the family......

Such parents are unqualified, they may have forgotten the last time they had a good talk with their children, watched TV together, and told them that the stunts on TV were fake, and that in reality they should do and should not do that...... It's when.

They're busy......

It's a very helpless reality, who would want to leave their children if they had a choice? In this world, poverty is original sin.

Nowadays, many people are scheduled to do all kinds of things as soon as they are born, they are forced to attend interest classes, they are forced to attend English tutoring classes, they are forced to go to school and get high scores, and during this time, the children of the neighbors grow up to be the biggest enemy, and parents often compare you with them.

After graduation, they will force you to look for a job, and then force you to get married, and during this time, relatives will come out to point fingers at you, and you can still hear similar things after you get married - why don't you have children and so on.

The child may also be forced out......

…… And then these kids unconsciously experience something similar to what their parents do, it's a loop, an endless loop.

Later, Rong Di wrote this in his novel.

As a young man with a big brain, Rong Di thinks a lot, but there is no way to do it...... He felt that the current society was a little sick and deformed. But that's what it is...... Waiting for those who are able to change it.

To help this buddy, you have to get him back, go back and withdraw that willingness, and...... Talk to your parents

If he doesn't do that, he's always been a kid and sometimes you have to be brave and ready...... It becomes an adult.

In the car, Yang Jun continued to say things and things that sounded like he was saying "bad things" about his parents.

Yang Jun would check that the doors and windows were closed before going to bed, and if he suddenly felt that the door was not closed before falling asleep, he would definitely get up and take a look. He thought that his parents did not guide him to what kind of person he was, but let him close the doors and windows and shut himself up, which was a kind of self-protection for him.

But ah, his heart is also locked.

Until Rongdi pushed the window open.

Rong Di also made up his mind that he had to let Yang Jun untie the knot, otherwise the trip would be meaningless. That's what he should do as a friend.

Yang Jun's experience seemed very distant to Liu Yong, a rich kid, and it was hard for him to imagine how he spent a dark night in a house where no one was there when he was a child. He seemed to understand why Rong Di had to forcibly take him into the car even if he wanted to betray his friend.

Yang Jun continued his story -

Grandpa rarely went up to the second floor, and according to Yang Jun, he was afraid of making the upstairs unclean because his parents lived upstairs. In the old house, their relationship had become delicate, but they didn't even think about changing it, and the relationship slowly acquiesced.

Or does he hate it...... What about the room where my son lived?

This is one of Yang Jun's thoughts at the moment.

He went on to say something even more pessimistic—

If I had been killed by that thief that day, who would have been the first to find out? Not the parents anyway, because they're not there.

Perhaps, by the time they found out, my body would stink.

He thought about it—unaccompanied children always like to fantasize—fantasize about changing all that, but he didn't have the ability to do that.

Because, he is a child.

The reason is also very simple, as long as you are a child, you will never be able to win against an adult.

Again, the same thing, only this time he seemed more sad.

After the death of the grandfather, they moved to a new home and settled down, and the silent relationship was settled. Such a relationship is very difficult to change, not to mention that none of them have ever thought of changing.

Yang Jun doesn't like such family members, they are hypocritical. In the same way, he also kind of hates being a little hypocritical.

A friend is the kind of person who will feel happy for you from the bottom of his heart when you share your happiness. In the same way, when it comes to sharing the bad things for you, they will not only give you advice, but they will also feel unfortunate for you.

Neither of Yang Jun's friends interjected, but just acted as a listener well. If necessary, they will help Yang Jun, but now is not the time.

This is what happened to Yang Jun's father, and Yang Jun heard it from others when he was a child-

Yang Jun's father was brought by his grandmother when he was a child, and his father's father was very busy with work and belonged to the migrant workers who would only come back once a year.

That was when I was six years old.

It is very common for small children to sleep with adults. However, one day his grandmother had been sleeping and had not cooked for him.

The child eats by himself, eating last night's dinner, and after eating, he goes to play with the neighbor's children. When it was time to eat in the evening, he was hungry, so he was so stupid that he was now at the door of his neighbor's house and watched them eat.

The neighbor's adult asked him, "Where's your grandmother?"

"Still sleeping."

When the neighbors arrived at his house, his grandmother was no longer breathing, and her body was a little hard.

…… Later, his parents had to take him with them. The construction worker at that time always had to come home late, and his mother had to work too.

In order to prevent him from running around, they locked him alone in the house.

"I think he must have been scared." Yang Jun said, bringing his thoughts in, and said in a sad and pitiful tone: "I think when he grows up, he must be taking revenge on his father." Leave him alone ......"

But Yang Jun chose his grandfather, at least there were still people at home when his grandfather left.

Yang Jun's thoughts are quite negative, and once this topic is opened, it seems that it can't be contained. He put down his face and continued as if he was venting: "Was you born to inherit the incense? Doesn't my opinion matter? ”

Rong Di seemed to understand why Yang Jun and his mother quarreled about marriage on Yang Jun's birthday.

This time, Yang Jun's friend did not choose to be silent, and Rong Di spoke up. "I think ......," Rongdi said with a pause. Liu Yong looked at him with some horror, if he said the wrong thing at this time, it was very likely that he would not help him but hurt him.

"So, do you want to learn from your father that he is taking revenge on him?" Rong Di went straight to the point, which was also the reason for his hesitation.

Liu Yong was frightened, this guy is like one of those bitter characters who have seen ghosts in ghost movies, staring at his eyes and opening his mouth, looking a little funny. Because Rong Di shouldn't have said it so directly! However, Rongdi has always been a straightforward person.

This time, Yang Jun hesitated, he leaned his head on the pillow of the chair, looked up at the top of the car and thought about it for a while. Then he looked out the window, it was pitch black outside, and the car was heading out into the darkness with its lights on.

"I don't know...... Perhaps, I really want to get revenge on him. Yang Jun was said to his heart, and he felt very uncomfortable, and all the thoughts he had before were said in one go-

"There is no sense of security at all in the care over the phone! Where the hell is this home?! ”

The words that were held in his heart when he was a child, are now spoken. But now, he's past that rebellious age.

Yang Jun's expression became distorted, and he roared in a low voice:

"I hate ...... They! Hate me for what they did! ”

"Why aren't they there when I need them?"

"Why...... No one brought me an umbrella...... Why should I wait for the rain to stop before I can go home? Why is there no one in my house?! ”

"Why should I be what they think I ......"

"Since money is so important, you should keep making money, and I will take revenge on you in the future, and when you are old, I will say - you don't play tricks. I'm going to make money......"

Child's wish brought to light the memories he wanted to hide the most, and he had always been the same child......

If you are alone for too long, you will start to think cranky, because you feel insecure, because you will feel afraid.

"Just because I'm your son?" He continued to complain: "That's not anymore! I don't want to be your son anymore! ”

The reality of the dream magnifies these ...... Re-experiencing these made his mind even more exhausted.

"You know what?" Saying that, Yang Jun showed the most terrifying smile so far, "When I was a child, I fantasized that I would fly to the moon in a spaceship, and then press the button in my hand and watch the earth explo......de."

It's an unrealistic fantasy, but it's good that reality has crushed it.

Yang Jun's life has not changed, but his heart has become exhausted. Just like he did at the beginning, he believed that he could make money, but after knowing the dark side of the hospital, he felt that he had become gloomy.

He's like a child, and this kid is venting. Now he was tired and didn't make a sound.

Speaking of which, it was indeed his parents' fault, if not, he wouldn't have met a youkai and wouldn't have had a friend who no one else could see...... After having that friend that others can't see, he still hasn't changed much, he is still alone, at least Rong Di's first impression of him is like this.

When the bitterness in his father's heart was all gone, Rong Di said what he had been writing for a long time: "Go and talk to your parents about it, if nothing else, just to break this dead cycle." There are some things that shouldn't be wrong. Also, don't be the one you hate. ”

When Yang Jun heard this, he was silent, perhaps, he really needed to be quiet.

Later, Rong Di got Yang Jun's permission to add the following paragraphs to his novel -

The woman on the phone also mentioned that he should go to find a girlfriend, and said that other people's children, why can't you speak?

But if you think about it, he has been alone at home since he was ten years old, and no one has to talk to him, and such a child grows up...... Can you speak?

His oral communication skills must be weak.

Other people's children will always be other people's children, if it's not just to provide for yourself, then don't just see the good of other people's children...... Isn't it good to be nice to your own children?

Children are not a tool for providing for the elderly.

When he was a child, he had no choice but to be alone at home.

When he has a choice, will he leave you alone at home like you who have no choice?

The reason is very simple-

Because at that time, you didn't have a choice......

If you don't realize this, this will happen all the time, and it's an endless loop! This damn cycle should be broken!