Text Text_Chapter 1364 Dissects the Heart
The next day, Gu Qingzhou and Si Xingpei came to see Mrs. Hirano again.
This time, Si Xingpei took two people and blocked the nurse and the doctor at the door.
"I've checked, this hospital is your own choice, and no one restricts your freedom." Gu Qingzhou said to her.
The nurse yesterday was instructed by Mrs. Hirano to stand next to her, just because Mrs. Hirano wanted Gu Qingzhou to remember what she had said.
"If you want to say anything, you can tell me directly, don't talk about it." Gu Qingzhou said.
Mrs. Hirano's face sank slightly.
She said lightly, "I really hate you." ”
At the moment, she misses her childhood very much.
At that time, she was the concubine of the family, two years younger than the emperor, and the other sisters and sisters either did not fit in appearance or did not match their age.
So, the family cultivated her, taught her, and asked her husband to train her.
She always felt that she was invincible in the world.
It wasn't until a few days ago, when she was sick and admitted to the hospital, that she discovered a problem: it turned out that it was her personal maid who really understood those teachings.
The handmaiden was always by her side, watching her training, and she became a talent by virtue.
When she was in the palace, the servant girl assisted her and was loyal to her, making her invincible.
Later, without her, Mrs. Hirano felt that it was difficult for her to flee Japan.
She had never regarded her handmaid as a person of respect, and naturally she did not think of this.
And that maidservant girl trained Gu Qingzhou, and she is Mrs. Hirano's nemesis.
Gu Qingzhou's sensitivity and shrewdness are simply a copy of the servant, and she learned Wang Zhi's medical skills, integrated them, and went to the next level.
"I know, I'm not a kitten or puppy to please you." Gu Qingzhou said.
Without waiting for Mrs. Hirano to say anything, she continued: "But there are some things I still have to tell you, even if you think I'm lying, or have other plans. ”
Mrs. Hirano coughed a few times.
She stopped for a while and said to herself: "I'll listen to you." ”
"I've always been at odds with you, and that's not against you, it's your behavior. The Restoration is in reverse. The wheel of history moves forward, and it is natural, as if the sun rises and sets.
If you are going against the way of heaven and dreaming unrealistically, it will only lead to the destruction of lives and another catastrophe. If your catastrophe is only against you, I don't care, but you have affected hundreds of millions of people. Gu Qingzhou said.
Mrs. Hirano looked at her quietly with disdain.
"Is everything that goes against your ideals reversing?" Mrs. Hirano asked.
Gu Qingzhou didn't answer her words, but continued: "But you are always kind to me. ”
Mrs. Hirano was stunned.
She was too surprised.
All the things in this world did not surprise her with Gu Qingzhou's words.
So she forgot to taunt.
"Whether you volunteered or not, you gave birth to me. The hard work of ten months of pregnancy cannot be repaid in a word; Once I gave birth, it was like a thousand cuts, and you brought me into this world.
You are bearing the pain of life. My flesh and bones were cultivated by you with essence and blood, and you can't wear them off. Gu Qingzhou said.
Lady Hirano's eyes began to wander.
She looked confused.
When Gu Qingzhou was against her openly and secretly, she had a way to deal with her.
But Gu Qingzhou's sudden dissection made Mrs. Hirano at a loss.
It seems that all the kindness in her life comes from "rewards".
When I was a child, I did well and was rewarded by my elders; Later, she was meek and gentle, and was rewarded by her husband or mother-in-law; Her children will also be rewarded by her.
Without all kinds of rewards, she has never enjoyed love.
This heartfelt gratitude, and the "love" that comes from it.
"You have been tricked this time, and you can see that your end is just around the corner. If you want to leave, if you want to heal yourself, I can help you.
You give me a life, and I save your life, and we don't owe each other anything from now on. Gu Qingzhou said, "You think about it." ”
Mrs. Hirano was silent for a long time.
Halfway through, she coughed three or four more times.
Gu Qingzhou slowly retreated and retreated to the windowsill, as far away from her as possible.
Outside was the blazing sun, Gu Qingzhou's sideburns had a thin layer of sweat, and the cicadas were haunting the trees, as if adding another layer of heat.
Mrs. Hirano pondered for a long time, and there were thirty minutes: "Who spares his life?" ”
It was the first thing she said.
Gu Qingzhou's mood sank, and she had a premonition of what she was going to say later.
"But to live, there must always be a purpose, and the muddy pain is better than death. You've always wanted to get rid of the royalists, but you don't want to be involved with the remnants anymore.
If I don't die, someone will come to the door, no matter what the purpose. The rest of your life will be difficult to be at peace. She said.
Gu Qingzhou said: "Don't worry about this, I naturally have a way." ”
Mrs. Hirano smiled wryly again.
She seemed to recall the past: "When I gave birth to you, my health was not very good, and I was in pain for two whole days. At that time, there were only your nurse and Wang Zhi around.
Now that I think about it, after giving birth to you and destroying you like that, won't my own pain become a joke? Besides, how can tuberculosis be cured? ”
Gu Qingzhou looked at her in surprise.
Mrs. Hirano's vision was a little blurry.
Her two children were always around, but she never knew what it was like to be a mother.
When it was time to die, it dawned on me.
She took out a piece of jade pendant that she wore close to her.
The best jade pendant, the whole body is green, she threw it hard, and threw it directly to Gu Qingzhou.
"Take it, don't come to see me again." Mrs. Hirano said.
Gu Qingzhou asked, "What is this?" ”
"This is your grandmother's relic, she left it to me. I leave her to you, and you can give it to your daughter in the future. Mrs. Hirano said.
Then she rattled the bell.
Si Xingpei stopped outside, and the doctor was unhappy, and shouted loudly: "This patient is in critical condition, she rang the bell, are you responsible once the person dies?" ”
Gu Qingzhou had to walk out.
She nodded at Si Xingpei.
Si Xingpei then put the doctor and nurse in.
Gu Qingzhou and Si Xingpei left the hospital again. The scorching sun was scorching in midsummer, but Gu Qingzhou insisted on basking in the sun.
"Being in the ward for so long, basking in the sun, is good for the body." Gu Qingzhou said.
Si Xingpei said: "Don't forget, this is the last time. ”
Si Xingpei was also afraid that Gu Qingzhou would be infected, so she was not allowed to come to see Mrs. Hirano again.
They said okay, this is the last time.
Gu Qingzhou also agreed to him.
"Well, I know, not again." Gu Qingzhou said.
Si Xingpei asked again: "Did you ask anything?" ”
Gu Qingzhou was silent.
"What's wrong?"
"I don't know." Gu Qingzhou said, "Let's take a look tonight and see if my guess is right." ”
Si Xingpei's face sank: "Do you want to come tonight?" ”
"Not coming to the hospital tonight." Gu Qingzhou said with a smile. Si Xingpei didn't follow up, he didn't know what Gu Qingzhou and Lady Pingye said, so he couldn't deduce the meaning of her words.