In the living room, Pan Hua stared at the European-style tiles on the roof outside the window, and the whole person looked like she was in a daze.

The man made two cups of Guanyin tea from the coffee table, walked up to the woman elegantly and leisurely, and the gentleman slowly put down the teacup; Suddenly, the whole hall is filled with the fragrance of Guanyin tea, and the gentle and elegant tea fragrance is accompanied by the cool breeze, which is refreshing.

"Do you want me to arrange for someone to check it out for you?" The man sat beside her, his eyes were as deep as an abyss, and he carefully hugged her into his arms, and his broad palm gently rubbed back and forth on the top of her head from time to time, hugging the little woman in his arms tightly, afraid that an inattentive woman would disappear like a bubble in the next second!

Hearing this, the woman finally pulled back to reality in her self-fantasy memories, looked at the man with small and delicate eyes, her face was a little tangled, and after pondering for a while, she finally shook her head calmly, "No need to check, when she wants to tell me, she will naturally say it!" ”

"Okay, respect your opinion, have a cup of tea first." Saying that, the man slowly lifted the teacup on the table and slowly put it into Pan Hua's soft little hand, "It's cold for a while, but it won't taste good, drink it while it's still warm!" ”

The woman held the teacup in her right hand and elegantly put it into her lips and took several sips, "Good tea, thank you for being with me all this time, taking care of me, and giving me warmth." ”

"No thanks, it's as it should be, you're my woman!" The words spoken by the domineering man are all leaked with domineering energy.

The man's meticulous silent care and unconditional dedication to himself made Pan Hua's heart full of emotion at this moment, and her love and attachment to him deepened more and more.

This time, the reason why she didn't want a man to investigate the sudden situation in Elizabeth's house a few years ago was naturally because of respect for the friendship of her former best friend, and she also wanted to leave her enough dignity to destroy her proud self-esteem!

As for the reason why Elizabeth has not told her what happened now, naturally she has her own troubles, and she does not want to say it, which must be the most difficult thing to say.

Everyone has their own little ninety-nine in their hearts, and they have their own unspeakable privacy, so why impose their own thoughts on others? Why cling to the truth?

……

It's just that Pan Hua didn't expect that when they meet again, it will come so quickly, so sad, it's unbearable; From the pride of the past to the stumbling now, this has gone through a lot of ups and downs.

At ten o'clock in the morning the next morning, Elizabeth called with tears in her eyes, saying that she was in the Milan Obstetrics and Gynecology Cancer Hospital.

After hanging up the phone, she changed into a pair of silver-red canvas shoes and hurriedly rushed out of the door, and half an hour later, Pan Hua successfully arrived at the Italian Obstetrics and Gynecology Cancer Hospital.

Pan Hua was wearing a simple T-shirt and jeans, with a little bit of makeup, because people were already beautiful and eye-catching, even if they appeared without makeup, they were very beautiful, and they got out of the car and hurried to the hospital hall.

Walking behind her in cold blood, her pace slowed down, she pondered for a while, and then ordered the bodyguards around her to take the lead, "Go and find out what happened to Elizabeth's family in the imperial city back then." ”

"Obey, Fourth Young Master!"

Pan Hua came to Elizabeth's obstetrics and gynecology oncology ward anxiously, and as soon as she walked to the door, she poked into her sight along the crack in the door, and saw Elizabeth sitting in front of the ward with her back to the door, staring intently...... Lying on the hospital bed was a woman with her eyes closed, covered with the old-fashioned curtains of the hospital, and only her pale cheeks were exposed.

Seeing this picture, Pan Hua's heart suddenly sank, and without thinking, she pushed the door in, and slowly walked into Elizabeth step by step, and her eyes were fixed for a long time before she recognized that the person who was lying on the hospital bed with her eyes closed and motionless was Elizabeth's biological mother.

"Sasha......" Pan Hua deliberately lowered her voice and called her name.

I couldn't see Elizabeth's expression, but my ears echoed the heart-rending cry she had poured out on the phone half an hour ago.

As if hearing someone calling out to herself, Elizabeth's emaciated shoulders fluttered a few times, she was still wearing yesterday's women's white-collared shirt and bell bottoms, and a few strands of hair hung messily down her shoulders; The whole person looked very haggard, which inevitably made people feel pity for her.

Elizabeth was just like a stake and the wind could not blow on the edge of the bed, looking at the woman on the bed with deep eyes, probably because she had been crying for a long time, and her voice was slightly hoarse: "Huahua, you say, am I useless?" ”

"Huahua, you said that I said goodbye suddenly...... I don't deserve it so far. ”

Pan Hua sat quietly beside Elizabeth, with a pair of bright beautiful eyes, and listened carefully to her confiding a lot of reproachful words and recalling the past. Sasha...... Don't say that about yourself, you're already great. Pan Hua held her haggard hands and comforted her.

Pan Hua knew that Elizabeth had too many grievances, too many reluctances, too many sad words, and wanted to find someone to talk to and someone to talk to. But when I really talk about it, I can't say anything, it turns out that many emotions can't be expressed in words, and some things and some emotions are only understood by myself. Only you can mature. Most of the time, she is silently bearing it herself, and she may not be able to hold on to herself when she calls herself, thinking of this, Pan Hua's heart aches.

Elizabeth paused, "I feel like a failure, and when I am sad, I go to my friends to confide in, but I find that I can't find anyone I dare to talk to." The boyfriends I have dated are all scumbags, and they have different scumbags, and it may be that you have to get together seven different scumbags to summon a good person. ”

"Since that relocation to a foreign country, I have found that no matter how many grievances I have suffered, only I hold it in my heart, not that I don't want to say it, but I don't know how to say it, who I can talk to, sometimes I want to talk to someone, but there is no such person around. My heart is filled with a lot of unpleasant ...... Again and again. ”

"The pressure is getting bigger and bigger, but I can't talk about it, the bitterness in my heart, the pain in my heart, I am used to self-digestion, and I always want to find someone to spit out my bitterness, but I find that some words and some things even the closest people can't confide in, and when these are overloaded in my heart day by day, they will eventually explode, and sometimes their eyes will be red inexplicably, but others don't know why."

"Maybe I'm too strong, I want to take everything on myself, and I firmly believe that I can do it well. That's why I'm so tired of living. I still remember that when I couldn't bear it, I was depressed all day long, and the idea of death would always pop up in my mind, and even I would be shocked, how could I have such an extreme idea, and finally the idea of being cut off by the word 'responsibility'. ”

"Habitually showing your sunny and good side, maybe it's true, maybe it's hiding another self, I'm sorry, negative energy once. Don't ask me what happened or what I went through, the right is that the overload in my heart has not been carried, I still want to work hard to do everything, I hope that in your hearts I am still the salsa with the corners of the sunny mouth raised~ Hmm..."

"Flowey, you know what? In fact, I don't have the luxury of seeing you again, I can only be the softest cloud in your dreams, and I will make a small corner for you in the atrium, where everything I and you will be placed. ”

"Do you still remember what we looked like when we were young, and many years later, will we remember that we used to laugh silly and stroll around the campus together? Looking at the backs that are far away one by one, will we also become passers-by and disappear in the vast sea of people. ”

Suddenly, wisps of thought, he continued:

"In life, we will meet many people, from strange to familiar, from knowing each other to forgetting each other, a simple and helpless process. Just like flowers bloom and fall from time to time, there is no need to ask when spring goes to autumn. Don't ask why, and don't pay attention to who you met and who you fell in love with. ”

"Now I don't blame anyone, I don't laugh at anyone, and I don't envy anyone. Bright in the sun, running in the wind and rain, dreaming your own and walking your own way. Everything was fine, really, all good. ”

"Gradually, I got used to closing my heart and no longer going to talk, some helpless to go with the flowers, don't dwell on the past, in this life, I wish you and I are well, next, I only hope that I and my relatives and friends are safe and healthy, this is the greatest wealth in life! ”

Pan Hua waited silently for her to talk for a long time......

……

From the hospital bed, it can be seen that Elizabeth's mother ...... It's been a long time since he passed away.

Elizabeth sat like a lifeless puppet, and continued to speak as if no one was around: "You say, what is the use of me wanting this pride? If I had accepted the alimony that man gave me when my mother and I were swept away, would my mother not have to die today? ”

Pan Hua stood quietly behind her without saying a word, and only Elizabeth's obscure and self-ironic tone could be heard in the quiet room, she felt very sorry for her but couldn't bear it for her.

Perhaps, this is the legendary sorrow!

"Flowey, do you know why I cut off contact with you at that time?" Without waiting for Pan Hua to speak, Elizabeth continued to say to herself: "Because I was abandoned by the Yi family, I just came to a foreign country at that time, in order to survive, I gave up my studies, and I thought of ways to make ends meet every day, many times I even have a problem with eating, where can I still have the heart to contact you!" ”

"You're going to laugh at me for being stupid! If I had told you and Fei Fei at the time, you two would have done your best to help me, but...... My pride in heart won't allow me to do that! Can you appreciate how badly I fell after falling from the clouds into the mud? Can you think that because of this pride, I can't even save my own mother's life? You said...... I don't deserve it! ”

As he spoke, two lines of tears rolled down involuntarily!

Pan Hua took out a few tissues from her waist bag, turned her face to face her, and gently wiped the tissues in her hand with distress and said, "Sasha...... I'm sorry, I didn't know that you went through so much suffering and endured so much pain. I know I can't share anything for you, but as long as I'm still alive, what I have will be shared with you, we will always be good friends and sisters for life, and no one can separate our sincere friendship. ”

"Sasha, you know what? Fei Fei and I have missed you so much in the past few years, and sometimes I dream of the beautiful youth we experienced together at that time! ”