Chapter Eighty-Six: Did You Ask Her?
"Mr. Ji, I'm not alarmist."
Doctor Li's tone was serious: "Regarding Miss Mo Nian's matter, I hope you can think about it again. β
When Ji Shisheng heard this, he fell silent.
Dr. Li did not rush to urge, but just silently waited for Ji Shisheng to make a decision.
Finally, Ji Shisheng spoke: "...... Does she have to do it? β
"It has to be her." Doctor Li said in a deep voice, "In the past seven years, apart from her, Ji Qingmo has never been so special to the second person, and ...... I haven't seen anyone who would make Mr. Ji say the phrase 'she'll shake me by my side', I know you're hiding something from me, so I can only guess, but you should know the answer-"
"Ji Qingmo, it was for Mo Nian to appear, right?"
Doctor Li slowly said the speculation in his heart, "And Mr. Ji, you also have any knots in your heart that you can't untie?" β
In other words, Mo Nian is the source of all Ji Shisheng's illnesses!
Ji Shisheng also admitted this point just now.
Ji Shisheng said at the beginning, "I have solved the 'root cause' problem. βγ
And this "root" refers to the ink thought.
Although Ji Shisheng tried his best to hide everything about Mo Nian, he exposed Mo Nian's special to him in those details.
Sure enoughβ
"Something did happen between me and her that made me ...... Very painful thing. β
After Ji Shisheng was silent, he finally opened the conversation: "Doctor Li, you have a saying that is right, I have an unbreakable knot in my heart for Mo Nian, so ...... I can't understand the birth of Ji Qingmo. β
Hearing this, Dr. Li made a gesture of listening to his ears.
"I thought that Ji Qingmo was a product of hatred."
Ji Shisheng said slowly: "But when I knew that he appeared, I didn't do anything to Mo Nian, but was very close to Mo Nian, and I wasn't sure." β
Doctor Li was stunned: "Why do you think that Ji Qingmo is a product of hatred?" What is hatred...... Are you right for Miss Mo Nian? β
"That's right."
Ji Shisheng couldn't forget that day fourteen years ago, "I thought that Ji Qingmo was just a split personality to help me share the pain, and if he met Mo Nian, he might do something unpredictable - of course, it may also be that it is too late now, Ji Qingmo didn't do anything, and the answer to Ji Qingmo's appearance is still undecided." β
What does this mean......
Ji Shisheng thought that Ji Qingmo would harm Mo Nian?
Dr. Li's eyelids jumped, so the reason why Ji Shisheng made an abnormal move and drove Mo Nian away was not only afraid that he would waver in Mo Nian, but also that Ji Qingmo would do something to Mo Nian?
It seems that Mo Nian occupies a rather special position in Ji Shisheng's mind.
Maybe it's hate, or maybe it's ......
Quite the opposite.
"I don't want to bet." Ji Shisheng said lightly, "Since Ji Qingmo is my split personality, then all the responsibilities should be borne by myself, and I should not involve other people." β
Really.
When Dr. Li heard Ji Shisheng say this, he became more and more sure of his guess just now.
Ji Shisheng attaches great importance to Mo Nian.
Even if Mo Nian was his only chance to heal himself, he could give up this opportunity in order to keep Mo Nian out of danger.
From Ji Shisheng's point of view, Dr. Li may agree.
However, Dr. Li is not Ji Shisheng, he is Ji Shisheng's attending physician, and his purpose is to cure Ji Shisheng.
Examples of schizophrenia are so rare, even internationally, that treatment options for it are so limited that any possible treatment is worth trying.
Dr. Lee did not want to pass up this opportunity.
"Mr. Ji."
Dr. Li suddenly spoke: "From just now to now, it seems that you have been looking at the problem from your own perspective, and making judgments based on what you see and think. β
"What do you mean?" Ji Shisheng heard what Dr. Li was saying.
"Have you talked to Miss Mo Nian?"
Dr. Li said, "Questions about Ji Qingmo. β
"Why should I talk to her about this?" Ji Shisheng's tone sank.
Dr. Lee understood that Ji was reluctant to expose his weaknesses.
"I don't mean to ask you to confess to Miss Mo Nian about things you don't want to talk about."
Dr. Li explained, "I'm asking, have you heard Miss Mo Nian talk about Ji Qingmo?" β
Ji Shisheng was stunned.
Of course he ......
No.
When he first woke up, he guessed that Mo Nian was likely to have direct contact with Ji Qingmo, and his first reaction was panic, so he expelled Mo Nian as soon as possible and kept her away from him and Ji Qingmo.
Regarding Ji Qingmo's matter, Ji Shisheng was in no mood to ask Mo Nian at all.
"Your original intention of Ji Qingmo contacting Miss Mo Nian is just speculation, not fact."
Doctor Li continued, "It is not you, Assistant Bai or me who really understands Ji Qingmo's intentions, but Miss Mo Nian herself. β
"Where would she know that!" When Ji Shisheng heard this, there was a hint of irritability in his tone.
Mo Nian has no feelings at all, how can he understand Ji Qingmo's intentions?
Ji Qingmo is a personality that even internationally renowned psychologists find tricky!
"Mr. Ji."
With a hint of reassurance in Dr. Li's voice, he said, "I don't know much about Miss Mo Nian, so I can't give a positive answer to whether she can judge Ji Qingmo's heart, but there is one thing you have to understand, if you don't ask, this answer will always be your guess, not Miss Mo Nian's judgment." β
"I'm not forcing you to get Miss Mo Nian back, I'm just ......"
Doctor Li said slowly, "I think you should give Miss Mo Nian a chance to confide in her sincerity. β
Ji Shisheng was stunned.
"You don't think you've ever given Miss Mo Nian this chance."
Dr. Li said, "From the beginning, you were just making a choice for Miss Mo Nian, but you didn't ask her what she really thought, are you sure she wants to leave you?" Are you sure she can't detect Ji Qingmo's intentions? β
These two questions made Ji Shisheng speechless.
Dr. Li was right, he never asked Mo Nian about his wishes.
"If, after talking to Miss Mo Nian, you think that it will be dangerous for Miss Mo Nian to stay, I will not mention this matter again." Dr. Lee added.
"I'm not worried about whether she's in danger." Ji Shisheng still had that cold expression, but his eyes were a little flustered.
Doctor Li saw through it or not, and he changed his words: "Now the decision is up to you, Mr. Ji, what to do next, you must have the answer in your heart." β
"If I refuse to go to Mo Nian, are you going to go to her personally?" Ji Shisheng looked at Dr. Li deeply.
Dr. Li smiled and did not admit Ji Shisheng's words, but ......
Didn't deny it.
"Dr. Li has been treating for all these years, and I know that you are doing it for my good."
Ji Shisheng said lightly: "But, don't bother Mo Nian." β
Dr. Lee did not respond.
Ji Shisheng and Doctor Li looked at each other and spoke again: "I will go to find Mo Nian in person, and I will also ask the answer that Doctor Li wants to know." β
"That answer is not what I want to know, but what Mr. Ji wants to know, isn't it?"
Hearing this, Dr. Li smiled: "Next, I will hand it over to Mr. Ji, from now on, everything you do is to save yourself, in order to eliminate Ji Qingmo and completely recover yourself." β