Chapter 541: Both Willing and Unwilling

Cheng Yi probably waited for his question for a long time, so he didn't notice those things for a while.

It's a direct answer.

"She, didn't she go with her?" When Cheng Yi said this, he could clearly feel how bitter he was.

It can also be seen that he has never married anyone over the years because he loves Chen Zixuan very much.

I love her more than I love myself.

The departure of that year, although it was said that there was a big pimple in Cheng Yi's heart.

However, if Chen Zixuan had such an apology with him, Cheng Yi would probably run to her very immediately.

So you can also see the bitterness.

"Oh, I see." After Cheng Qijun finished saying this, he also hung up the phone drunkenly.

Probably because I'm a little drunk now, so it's very impulsive to think about things.

I also remember that there was Chen Zixuan's contact information on a certain piece of paper, so I also turned out that piece of paper.

Sure enough, there really is one on it.

I also took out the mobile phone and pressed it one digit by one, but I was stunned when it came to the last digit.

also repeatedly pressed the last digit ruthlessly.

However, he didn't have the courage to call it.

If it weren't for the strength of this wine, it seems that I wouldn't even have the courage to dial this number, or even press this number now.

The index finger of the right hand also lingers next to the green button.

In the end, I still didn't have the courage to press it in the end, and there was no way to press it. I also kept pressing the fork on the right until the last digit was gone.

I don't have the courage to press it either.

Because I've probably misunderstood it for too many years.

I also went to the Internet to check it, and I was severely depressed.

It is characterized by social dysfunction, unsociability, isolation, depressed mood, physical discomfort, and loss of appetite. Severe cases may be accompanied by suicide.

Patients with major depressive disorder may present with pessimism, misanthropy, hopelessness, hallucinatory delusions, and functional decline, accompanied by severe suicide attempts, and even suicidal behavior.

Cheng Qijun felt a chill behind him when he looked at these.

In this way, it is very easy to think about it, and at this time, I am worried that some of my thoughts will affect my family, so I choose to leave.

Then living alone, then no one advises, which is very detrimental to getting out of the disease.

But because of fear, those bad emotions affect them. Chen Zixuan chose to leave.

That's a great thing to do.

And he walked very chicly, saying that he was leaving with his bamboo horse brother, but in fact he was curing his illness.

Cheng Qijun was very reluctant to believe it.

He really would rather Chen Zixuan abandon him from the beginning, and he has nothing to do with it now, and he doesn't want to leave because of illness.

So I can't help but laugh at these symptoms.

I also want to investigate further.

What if, what if it's all fake.

Cheng Qijun also went to find the doctor who treated Chen Zixuan at that time.

However, it has not been found, or it will take some time.

Finally found it.

They also made an appointment to meet again at 2 p.m. on the second day.

Cheng Qijun is also going to that hospital to find out about the situation.

I am still very entangled in my heart, hoping that it is true and that it is false.

If it was true, then his mother had never really abandoned him, and his approach was really disappointing.

But what if it's fake? Chen Zixuan has never suffered these pains, and she has never been plagued by such illnesses, which is also good.

So my heart is very entangled, willing to believe, but unwilling to believe.