There are many emotions in this world that can be used to sing the praise. Such as love, such as family affection. But as far as our family is concerned, it can be fully summarized in a bland, simple, and harmonious way.

My father's illness was diagnosed as advanced lung cancer.

When the younger brother told his mother the news that his father was hospitalized in Wuhan Union and needed surgery, she didn't say a word, wiped away her tears and pulled her younger brother straight to the hospital. Even in the middle of the more than 400 kilometers of the journey did not eat, drink or speak, until the moment I saw my father, I hugged tightly and cried.

However, this illness completely broke the deep reserve between family members, and we became more willing to express warmth and love directly.

While waiting for the arrangement of the operating ward, our family of four greeted each other every morning and went to eat a variety of famous Wuhan snacks together. I also walked around the landscape and historic sites of the three towns of Wuhan pedestrian street. Even if conditions permit, my father and mother would hold hands and look at the stars together, and then hug each other and sleep until dawn, while my brother and I would occasionally flaunt and encourage each other in front of them.

We all know in our hearts that the best way to try to live is to cherish the moment.

The day before Dad was scheduled to have surgery, Su Ying came to the ward unexpectedly. I just mentioned it to her a few days ago, but I didn't expect her to really come over. Her presence is great news at a time when we need comfort the most.

"Why are you here? Don't tell me in advance." I was a little incoherent with excitement.

"I heard you say that my uncle is sick, of course I want to come and have a look, isn't this what I should do?" She looked at me with a calm face, as if she had done something very ordinary. She shoved the basket of fruit into my hand and walked generously towards the hospital bed.

"yes, great, they'll be very happy to know you're here." I had to chase after me.

"Uncle and aunt, hello, my name is Su Ying, I am Chen Hongyi's girlfriend, I came to see you today!" There was no need for my introduction, and there was no greeting, so she stood directly and refreshingly in front of her parents. This is the way the Northeast girl does things.

My parents had heard me talk about her, but never followed up on how far it had progressed. This time, a daughter-in-law suddenly came to the front, and they had to rush to entertain them, and I saw a twinkle of surprise in their eyes. Knowing that the family has changed, they still choose not to give up, and they are indeed very satisfied with such a knowledgeable daughter-in-law.

Su Ying's straightforward personality is very tempered with my parents, although she is only going back for one day off, but they accept each other as a family very well.

"Do you know, Mom and Dad, they are very satisfied with you and like you very much, and when Dad's condition improves, they will invite you to our house to play." On the way to send Su Ying to the airport, I said to her.

"Well, okay, I'm just going to check it out at your house."

"You don't dislike a small city family like us, do you?"

"Do you think I'm that kind of person? If I don't like it, I won't come."

"But our family has no money, and we can't afford to pay a down payment on a house in a big city, and maybe even my father can't pay much for the bride price after his illness is treated."

"I don't care, I trust my feelings. If you're sincere".

"But how do you explain to your parents and how do you deal with your relatives and friends?"

"None of this matters, that's what I'm going to think about, and I'm wondering what your plans are for the future?"

"I want to be with you and I'll go to you when my father's condition improves".

"Okay, that's enough, I'll remember you. I can be with you for as long as you want, without anything." Her tone was resolute, and her determined eyes gave me a lot of courage.

"Okay, that's a deal." I stretched out my hands and held her tightly in my arms for the first time.

Good love, time to win the battle, withstand the passing years, withstand parting, and stand missing. I think the love between me and Su Ying is the true meaning of this.

The date of my father's surgery was confirmed, and the good news was that the cancer had not spread too much. If you can persist in a few courses of treatment, it is still possible to recover.

However, the biggest problem is that there is a blood shortage all over the country, and there is no blood in the blood bank in the entire Wuhan, so all surgical arrangements need to wait.

We didn't have the qualifications to wait, and every minute of my father's illness was precious, so I decided to go to the blood center and choose to donate blood.

It was a sweltering morning, because of the overhaul of the subway project, the whole city of Wuhan was called "full city digging". My brother and I made our way through layers of yellow fog to the blood center. There were only two or three people in the corridor who were donating blood like us, but there were a dozen or so medical staff waiting outside to collect and distribute plasma.

"Brother, smoke me, my body is better than yours, and I don't have work pressure, your health is what we need most, I should be able to bear 400ml,"

"So what's the matter, 400 ml is too much, and your body can't bear it."

"It's okay, you can buy me a pound of brown sugar later, and I'll drink more water to recover."

While filling out the blood donation form, my brother stopped my hand. We brothers have always been inseparable from each other, and you have always been the first to compete when we need to give.

"Okay." I didn't refuse, and helped him fill out the form with red eyes.

This is just an ordinary episode of our brotherhood, in the long process of growing up, we often encounter all kinds of difficulties, but we have always given without hesitation for love.

The surgery was just the beginning of the treatment, and it would be followed by many rounds of radiation and chemotherapy. Because of the long cycle of surgery and rehabilitation, I had to quit my job at Shenhong Investment with Xiao Yuan on the phone and stay with my father for the rest of the day.

What really makes me anxious is money.

Excluding the recent expenses, I now have 98,000 yuan left in my stock account. And the medical expenses for every two days are about 5,000 yuan, which means that if there is no new financial source, we can only last for more than a month. In the days to come, I had to find a way to earn money while taking care of my father's bedside.

Strengths, weaknesses, opportunities, challenges.

I quietly do a SWOT analysis in my hospital room. With the existing resources, investment trading is my best way out. Among all legal trading types such as stocks, futures, foreign exchange, options, etc., foreign exchange margin trading is relatively the most suitable to meet the requirements of my current situation.

Foreign exchange margin trading, also known as contract spot foreign exchange trading, refers to the behavior of investors who pay a certain percentage of trading margin to a financial company or broker specializing in foreign exchange trading, and then engage in foreign exchange trading at a certain multiple. This type of contract trading is simply a commitment to a certain price of a certain foreign exchange, and then wait for the price to rise or fall, and make a profit from the changing spread. This type of investment is popular with investors because it can require more or less money.

The characteristics of foreign exchange margin trading include: the use of leverage principle to small and large; It can be operated in both directions and is very flexible; 24-hour continuous and T+0 trading mode.

This kind of trading is illegal in China due to foreign exchange controls, and although a few banks have launched similar services a long time ago, they have not been accepted by the market due to transaction costs and leverage. In particular, its market maker system directly rejects many traders who lack strength.

The analysis methods and trading strategies of forex are completely different from stocks, and I have to put myself into it, and I can't relax or slack off in the slightest, because I can't afford to lose.

Trading should be natural and easy. Don't force anything, and don't go against the market or your emotions. Inhale and exhale to enter and exit the market, and the perfect trade should be as natural as breathing. Take a break from the chaos of market volatility and focus on finding those visible opportunities, being a shrewd observer and a hunter waiting for opportunities.

Every day at my father's bedside, I would tell myself this before trading.

When the non-agricultural data market is in the market, you can use the saddle trading method; The volatile market is suitable for pressure support indicators; Follow the trend trading to pay attention to the passivation of indicators; Multiple time windows resonance market position management should be aggressive...

The bedside notebook is full of my summaries and insights.

I was like an ascetic every day, sitting at the head of my bed and constantly trading and trading, which comprehensively summarized and strengthened the knowledge I had learned over the years.

"Aren't you tired of doing this? Don't stress yourself too much! "My father's chief physician, Dr. Chen Hao, kindly reminded me during his ward rounds.

"Thank you, Director Chen, there is no way, I have to work hard to make money now in order for my dad to receive good treatment."

"Thank you for your hard work! Let your father be treated with peace of mind, and you don't have to think too much about other things. As he spoke, he took out the red envelope I had quietly stuffed into his trouser pocket last night and handed it to me.

"Director, I... I don't know how to put it.

"It's okay, we will do our best in terms of treatment, everyone will have difficulties in this life, and being strong will always pass." He patted me on the shoulder and said encouragingly.

Each of us will be very tired on the road of life, not only to bear the pressure of survival, but also to face all kinds of confusion in our own hearts. In the time of hesitation and struggle, if someone casts an understanding gaze at you, you will feel a kind of warmth of life, perhaps only a brief glimpse, but it is enough to make us feel excited.