"Let's go, I'll take you to see, it must be a misdiagnosis." Lu Qiu said.

"It's funny, it's a joke, don't take it seriously." Li Sinan covered his mouth and chuckled.

"You're really kidding." Lu Qiu said and looked at Li Sinan helplessly.

"But." Li Sinan said: "But what I said in the second half of the sentence is true." ”

"How many good days have passed?" Lu Qiu said.

"That's right, I might be in the dark in the next second, and it's not just me, you."

"Why do you say this all of a sudden?" Cheng Yang said: "Actually, I'm not very optimistic about what you said, it's been so long, hasn't nothing happened?" ”

"Hahahaha, you just don't let me have a good time, it's not interesting, it's obviously very serious just now." Li Sinan said.

Just when Lu Qiu and Li Sinan were talking, in a hospital on Goval Avenue, many doctors in the outpatient hall of the psychiatric department were consulting together at this time, if Cheng Yang was here, Cheng Yang would already be able to recognize that this was Feng Chun's hospital.

Feng Chun buried his head in looking at the diagnosis results on the table, while turning the pen made of gold in his hand, after a long time, Feng Chun put down the pen in his hand, raised his head, and looked at the young man sitting at the table. The young man is not very old, he is only in his twenties, which is not enough for the young man sitting in front of Feng Chun at this time compared to ordinary people, and he is only wearing a thin clothes, the whole person is slightly black, and he looks uncharacteristic. But his eyes were full of impulse at the moment!

Looking at the young man's clear and bright, but impulsive eyes, just when Feng Chun wanted to say something, Feng Chun didn't know how to speak.

Picking up the water cup on the table, Feng Chun took a sip, then pondered for a moment, took a deep breath, organized his words, and slowly spoke: "Mr. Simon, according to your description, as well as all aspects of the examination, the final diagnosis of our consultation is that you suffer from serious paranoia!" ”

Paranoia is actually a disease in which there are problems with the nerves of the brain, and when the disease occurs, most of them will have a large number of negative hallucinations and fantasies that are unfavorable to the patient. But the young man in front of Feng Chun, according to his description, his fantasies and hallucinations are just strange, and the things he fantasizes about are extremely opposite to the life of a young man, but it is a very wonderful thing for him, giving the other party a special feeling, giving him the feeling that it is like another part of his life.

Feng Chun has been in the hospital for so many years, and he has seen not a thousand but eight hundred such patients, but it is the first time that they have been sealed for such an unusual time. When he came to the result, Feng Chun was also a little unbelievable, after all, the illusions and fantasies of the young man were too real, as if the other party had experienced it personally. But various results show that young people are indeed sick, very serious paranoia.

After hearing what the attending doctor said, Simon fell silent. Simon then slapped the table with his hand, then lost his mind and shouted like a madman: "You must have done something wrong, I am not sick at all, and the diagnosis must be wrong." ”

There was no expression on Simon's face, not even a reaction, but his impulsive gaze dimmed. Simon bowed his head expressionlessly, staring at the floor beneath his feet. Gradually, the originally colorful world in Simon's eyes lost its original color, became gray and dead!

Am I sick? Or is it delusional? Simon's whole person became bad, and then Simon thought of some of what he had experienced, could it be that all of it was just Simon's own thoughts?

Although before this, after various confirmations, Simon had long expected this result, but when this moment really came, he still couldn't convince himself for a while and accepted it calmly.

It's like, you know that one day, you will win tens of millions of dollars when you buy a lottery ticket, but the moment you win the lottery, you really don't have any special ideas?

Feng Chun looked at Simon, who had been sitting on the stool stunned, then picked up the water cup on the table, took a sip of water, and said: "Mr. Simon, from my point of view, I have to give you a piece of advice, your career, it is better to stop here, otherwise it will be a great obstacle to your recovery." Moreover, when your illness is completely cured, it will be strengthened again because of it! ”

"Okay! I see, thank you, Dr. Fung! ”

At the entrance of the hospital, Ximen looked at the bustling city in front of him, and he always felt that he was out of place with all this, as if there was an invisible wall separating him.

He didn't know how he left the hospital, but he always remembered that after he left the psychiatric department, he faintly heard the words Feng Chun said: "Hey! It's a pity, how did you suffer from mental illness at such a young age! ”

For this sentence, Simon felt only naked irony! Raising his head, he looked at the sunny blue sky, which happened to be inversely proportional to his heart at the moment.

His heart is in a haze! Squinting slightly, Simon somehow found that he hated light a little now, but liked the darkness a little.

In the middle of the ring, he withdrew his gaze, then took a taxi to a nearby mall, where he was going to buy some toys and chocolates for his sister.

Although Simon follows Cheng Yang and others, he usually has his own life, his parents are alive at home, and he has a younger sister named Xilin, who is eight years old this year.

When Simon was in junior high school, his mother had just given birth to Celine and was in confinement, and his father accidentally fell and injured himself while working on the construction site, and then went home to recuperate, and the construction site was unable to find anyone with time, but originally Simon's family was not very wealthy, and it was only when Cheng Yang and others met that they had made up the medical expenses, but because of the delay for too long, although the leg was connected, it was branded with a lifelong disability.

In order to allow Simon to go to school and the life of the family, the mother who was in confinement had to drag her weak body and go out to work, but she accidentally sprained her waist.

For all this, Simon looked at the pain in his eyes, and then Simon ignored the opposition of his parents, followed Lu Qiu and left, and then slowly supported the whole family with a little effort.

After the last incident was over, Simon went out alone to start his life again, so that the family could live a richer life, but fortunately, the salary on Goval Avenue was much higher than in other places, and Simon only returned home once a year during the big holidays in order to save money.

Six years have passed, and in his free time at work, Simon also began to like some things as a consultant under the drive of Cheng Yang, and then began to study in his spare time, as for the grades, it is not ideal, but because this is one of his few hobbies.