Section 10 The Buddha said, "If you can't control it, just follow it."
The holiday was over soon, and I returned to the villa studio in the evening and sent a message to her on QQ to add friends. After waiting for a long time and not moving, I was a little flustered, wondering if I thought that I had been in touch to fool her into getting angry; Or maybe she hasn't seen my message right now; And maybe she's forgotten about me by now! I lay on the bed in frustration and turned to my side.
Time passed too quickly, and before I could calm down, happiness slipped away quietly. It's like how I feel at the moment.
The next morning, I woke up from my slumber, exhausted by a night of bizarre dreams. Squinting and brushing my teeth and washing my face, I saw that the time was about to open, and I was so scared that I didn't eat breakfast and ran to the office.
During the bear market phase, the broader market was sluggish, and the whole market was very pessimistic. Xiao Yuan often writes some small information for me to send to a newspaper reporter or a strategic analyst of a securities company that he introduces, so the exposure of our stock in financial editorials, news reports, and stock bars is not low, and I have even heard that there are rumors that some institutions and reporters have gone to factories and headquarters for research.
This stage of the trading market is very tangled, we can not do much, due to the early rise is too large, the stock price is always in the crumbling every day, Mr. Xiao's strategy is to use a small price to do some orders at the key price, or to do some price rises every day, to kill the last news waiting for the approval of the Securities Regulatory Commission.
My work is much easier now than before, and I spend my free time reviewing Xiao Yuan's previous instructions, the market reaction under the market conditions at that time, and the development trend of the market in the future. The deeper I experience, the more I feel that trading is an anti-human psychological routine. Whether you are formulating a strategy or trading on the board, you have to dig a few more serial pits to dig a pit, and you must kick a few more serial feet until the opponent loses his armor, gets dizzy, and can't distinguish between high and low.
Fortunately, the quality of our restructuring was very high, and all the data and documents for review were very well prepared, and after two rounds of inquiries and responses, the CSRC put us on the list of candidates to be reviewed. The whole process took us less than two months.
The suspension time is generally about a week. A few days before the meeting, there was an announcement that many funds would move a few days before the suspension, taking advantage of the expected good news to speculate on a wave of short-term differences. This time was no exception, before the suspension, all kinds of short-term speculation funds frantically intervened, and pushed our stock price to the previous high, and we just took the opportunity to throw away a lot of chips.
In mid-September, Muyang issued an announcement waiting for the review and suspension of trading for a week, and I went back to the science and technology park to rest.
This time, I felt a different atmosphere. Everyone in the science and technology park is dancing to discuss stocks, those who didn't buy are busy looking for seven aunts and eight aunts to raise money to enter the market, and those who have already entered the market have begun to argue whether this wave of market will rise many times compared to the last time, because this time the news is the most certain.
turned on the phone and saw that she had passed the QQ friend verification, which was already a month ago. I was a little apprehensive: I thought that it would take me so long to get in touch, but I didn't even have an explanation, I didn't know what she would think of me.
I hesitated and sent her a smiley face and greeted her softly, "Hello, are you there?" "As a result, I didn't receive a reply all day.
The next day, there was still no reply.
Day 3, Day 4, Day 5. I took out my phone over and over again in the middle of the struggle, and she still didn't reply.
With two days to go, the week's vacation was coming to an end, my phone was about to turn off, and I was feeling a little desperate.
I have always believed that I have a fate with her, otherwise there would not be a street meeting thousands of miles away. I believe that my heart has eyes, otherwise I wouldn't have left a deep impression on my heart because of a smile! I know I like her, though I'm not sure if it's love or not; I could also feel that she liked me, because the collision of eyes and heart was much more real and sensitive than any testing instrument. The blooming flowers have withered, but I am not willing to let her wither silently, no matter what the outcome is, I should not give up this kind of hard work that may be regretted for a lifetime.
The Buddha said that if you can't control it, just follow it.
On the morning of the sixth day, I sent her another smiling emoji and a greeting, "Hello, are you there"?
"Hello, here" Suddenly, a bright smile flashed out of the dialog box.
I was ecstatic, and the sudden surprise brought tears to my eyes, and at that moment I even felt the urge to run with excitement.
"Long time no see, are you okay?" I replied with trembling hands.
"It's alright, what about you?"
I was silent. How am I? I am fine; Is it really good? I do not know.
"What's wrong? You seem to have something on your mind, can you share it with me?" she saw that I didn't reply to the question.
No matter how I share my heart with you, in fact, you are my heart! I silently read it in my heart.
"Well, no, I just got into the elevator, and the signal is not good" I made a lame excuse. Then he explained: "I only contacted you some time ago because of work, I'm really sorry"
"Oh," she replied, then added a smiling emoji.
"I really didn't mean to, don't mind," I explained.
"It's okay, I don't mind", her reply was succinct.
"Thank you", I was so happy that I added a hug to her.
She was visibly stunned, and it took a while for her to reply to me with a smiling and blushing expression, but not speaking.
It may be that the expression I posted just now was a little ambiguous, and my chat with her fell into a temporary pause. I was in a hurry, but I couldn't find the right topic.
"Well, well, I still owe you a meal, when are you free?" I don't have anything to say.
"I'm always available, so where are you now?" She didn't believe my sincerity.
I was stunned, yes, where am I? If it is said in Shenzhen, it is the same as not saying it, it is obviously perfunctory without sincerity, and it is obviously unreasonable to say it in Dalian.
I replied to her on an idea: "I am now on a business trip in Shenyang, and I will stop by Dalian in the evening."
"Really? What a coincidence," she was a little surprised.
"Well, really, I'll go to Dalian when I'm done, I'll invite you to dinner in the evening, you send me the phone, I'll contact you then" I swore and started checking the ticket while calling.
After a while, she sent a phone number.
"Okay, see you soon," I made an OK gesture.
Although beautiful flowers will wither, the moment of bloom is always worth appreciating, and life will be full of meaning if you leave good memories in good times. This meeting that came as soon as I said it was a footnote to my dying youth, even if I did it wrong!
Four o'clock in the afternoon, Dalian Airport.
"Hey, I'm here, where can I meet you" I finally caught the last flight to Dalian, and called her excitedly as soon as I got off the plane.
"Ah, you're coming." She was a little pleasantly surprised.
"Of course, you have to count when you speak" I was also a little proud, a little touched by my behavior.
"Xinghai Square, let's see you later" She also readily agreed.
Xinghai Square is at the door of Haoledi.
When we met again, she seemed to have lost a lot of weight, and the faces that she had missed thousands of times in her dreams were really presented in front of her like this, so familiar and so kind. I stood motionless at the intersection like this, time froze the corners of my mouth for countless words I wanted to say, but I couldn't say anything, and the endless grievances and hesitations in my chest made me want to scream angrily.
After a long time, the double vision in the moist eye sockets gradually became clear, and I pretended to wave my hand easily to break each other's distraction: "Hey, you look so good without glasses, I almost didn't recognize it."
She gently brushed her hair, "Well, I have contact lenses" and her tone was unexpectedly shy.
"Well, it's so good-looking, and the eyes are so big."
"Yes, thank you." She's a little restrained, completely lacking the sassy demeanor of last time.
"Let's go around the square and see if there's a suitable restaurant, and I'll make up for the meal I owe you."
She nodded lightly and followed my footsteps gently without speaking.
"Hey, by the way, what's your name, I haven't asked you yet", I got down to business and talked to her.
"Su Ying, what about you?"
"Chen Hongyi"
"You can't do without Hongyi, there is a long way to go!" She whispered to herself.
"Wow, that's very knowledgeable, you know it all."
"Where, I know this sentence, I forgot the rest of it" She smiled a little embarrassedly.
"Then you're already very powerful, and most people don't know about it," I sighed. "Ying. Intelligent, Wise; It's a smart girl when you hear it." It's a pity that I didn't remember the origin of the word Ying.
"Hey, what do you do?" She asked suddenly, nervously.
"You guess" I deliberately teased her, and I guess she wouldn't have guessed either.
"Well, you don't have to be angry when I say it," she was a little nervous, and seriously made conditions to me.
"What am I angry about, how can I be angry?" I'm a little baffled.
"Are you a drug dealer?" she asked softly, as she glanced around.
I laughed, shook my head speechlessly, and asked angrily, "Why do you think that?" ”
"Your whereabouts are so weird, you only appear sneakily once in a few months, and you disappear for a long time inexplicably in the middle, make a friend like an agent, you are thin and don't smoke, you look very shrewd, think about it, this profession is most in line with your image." She babbled and vomited, and must have considered this issue thoroughly and seriously before she came.
"Haha, interesting" I was happy, no wonder she was not as unscrupulous as before when we met.
"Then you still ran out to see me, aren't you afraid that I will do something to you?" I deliberately teased her.
"I did think about it, I left your information with my girlfriend before leaving, she will help me if I encounter an accident, and what can you do to me, I have no money", she is still very simple, and she gave me a heart.
"You're really smart... I pretended to be guessed by her, with a look of loss.
"Ah", she immediately stood still.
"Oh, no," I quickly tugged at her sleeve to stop joking, "I have a formal job, and it was indeed inconvenient to contact you some time ago because of work, so I can't explain and apologize to you, and besides, is there a bad guy who wants to beat you up and doesn't contact you for months?" Do you need to look at my ID card to check it? ”
"Okay, I'll see" She was not polite at all, and directly stretched out her hand.
I had no choice but to take out my ID and hand it to her.
"Ahh She exclaimed again.
"What's the matter?" It's okay with the ID card, I'm crazy.
"You're younger than me", she cringed and handed me back her ID card, as if she was aggrieved.
I was speechless, and the hazy love emotion when we met was washed away at the moment.
"Hello Mr. Miss, do you need to eat now"? Suddenly, an unfamiliar voice sounded around us.
I looked around, and before I knew it, we had walked to the dining and leisure area along the coast, and a man in a suit greeted us warmly.
"How's this one?" I pouted at Su Ying for her opinion.
"Not good," she said hesitantly, glancing at the door.
Wanbao Seafood Restaurant, the hall is full of people, and it seems to be a very popular restaurant.
"Looks good," I asked her suspiciously, this place is not of high grade enough, is she going to slaughter me?
"Oh, it's normal, I don't like to eat seafood, isn't it a sin if you invite Dalian people to eat seafood?" she explained impatiently.
Again, I didn't think much of it and kept going.
The warm sea breeze blows the early autumn sunset, reflecting the sea surface red and gorgeous. The evening lights were on, and we were almost at the end of the dining area, but she was not satisfied. I felt that she was embarrassed and reminded: "You don't have to save money for me, I said that if I invite you to dinner, I must invite you."
She was noncommittal, and turned back and said in a consultative tone: "Why don't we go and sing, how about we sing while eating?" ”
I'm dizzy, sure enough, it was premeditated, but the idea seems to be good.