Chapter 213: Reunion Today (1)
"Yan'er." The wreath of flowers spilled out of his lips like a sigh. It becomes intricate and intriguing because it is mixed with too many unspeakable feelings. Shirakawa looked at the woman in front of him who was looking at him angrily.
She has gone from a young girl to a young woman. Even though he had a lot of things to say to her in his heart at the moment, he didn't know how to say them.
Or perhaps, there was nothing to say between her and him.
She must hate herself, right? An indescribable smile appeared at the corner of Bai Chuan's mouth, but it was so helpless and cold, there was no possibility between her and him to return to those beautiful and youthful years and times.
That's right, she has become another man's side princess, he is so precious and careful, after all, she has become the warm fragrance of nephrite in the arms of other men. Her smile is no longer in front of him from now on!
In an instant, a staggered sense of loss and serious disappointment flashed and flowed from his cold eyes. Like a ship of silver ash that has not been sprinkled with heart.
It can make people feel compassion.
Yes, he is actually a poor man!
A child who was raised by himself and who had long been regarded as his own thing had turned into another woman, and, now, right in front of his eyes, she was still looking at herself with such distressing eyes, full of wordless accusations.
Shirakawa lowered his head slightly, looking at his toes, he didn't know why he wanted to avoid her eyes, or maybe subconsciously, he still didn't want to see her unhappy expression.
She was clearly in front of his eyes, but he couldn't look at her anymore, not even a more affectionate look than the current one! When he remembered everything about her, she had already thrown herself into the arms of other men!
Her national hatred, her family hatred, her lover, her third highness, it seems that she has been entangled with him from beginning to end, and there is nothing wrong with him Bai Chuan in this!
He didn't look at Ruoxi's eyes, because he understood the feelings and deep meaning in them.
Ruoxi killed people with his eye knife, and looked coldly at this man in white clothes and white robes, from the memory of it, he had never worn clothes of other colors at all. is always such a merry and cold look, his eyes have become more strange and distant, and the kind of tenderness that can make people drown in his memory seems to be invisible.
I don't know, is it the years that have changed his state of mind, so that he will no longer have such affectionate outpouring of affection for himself, or her own mentality has changed, even if she looks at her eyes no matter how moving, she has become indifferent and alienated.
Ruoxi didn't say anything, didn't move, just looked at him like this, disappointed and sad in her eyes several times, it was false to say that she was not sad at all, after all, this man was the object she had been following since she was a child, and she had even imagined that her future husband would be like him.
However, now that she is married, the groom is not him. Of course, these little girls have the same private words, and she has never told this good master who used to be her not to talk about it.
Some things, when you think about them, will pass, talk about them, and forget them. Thinking about it, it is indifferent.
Thinking of this, she couldn't help but soften her gaze a little.
Bai Chuan looked at her and relaxed a little before he spoke, "Yan'er, you can't kill him." The words of advice that had been circling around the tip of the tongue several times just now still became the most direct obstruction at this moment.
This obstruction will naturally make her even more disgusted and disgusted with him.
However, it doesn't matter anymore, after Bai Chuan figured this out, he smiled, and returned to the look he had before when he saw Princess Rong Yan, like a brother who doted on his sister.
"How many people he killed in my northern underworld, he was the murderer who killed my parents and parents! Such a person, why can't I kill him? "She squinted coldly, and killed with her eyes.
Bai Chuan's eyelashes are long and thick and low, she has indeed changed, she is no longer the little girl who only held his hand and ran back and forth, she has her own feelings and thinking ability in the place and time that he can't see, she will no longer do what he says, in fact, Bai Chuan has long been mentally prepared for this, children will always grow up, not to mention that Rong Yan is not an ordinary child.
The seeds of hatred in her heart have been ingrained in her. Like the deepest and darkest shadow, in the depths of memory, staying, indelible, and lingering.
After thinking about it for a long time and thinking a lot, Bai Chuan was able to speak, but there was no confidence in his voice, as if he had done something wrong, and he should not have stopped her sword.
"Yan'er," he didn't seem to be able to organize his own language anymore. I just want to whisper her name.
"You should calm down first and listen to me." It's just such a few simple words, and it makes him say it with great effort. Ruoxi looked at him, what exactly do you want to say?
"I ......" Bai Chuan was angry for a while, his anger was not for anything else, just for the sake of it, and he himself didn't know what he was angry about. Probably angry at his clumsy tongue.
He was not good at words, and he was not good at speaking in front of her.
"Can't tell? Let me guess. Ruoxi's face suddenly flashed with a mocking smile. He casually tucked away his broken hair, "You don't want to see me take revenge, do you?" ”
"In your eyes, I've always been a child, and I've never done anything on my own, and for something as important as revenge, I'm like a toddler, not only have no chance of winning, but I may also lose my life because of it, yes or no?"
The contempt in her eyes deepened, as if she was mocking and as if she was laughing at herself. The indifference in her eyes was like an indifferent knife, severing the only connection between her and him.
In the distance, a slight human voice suddenly came, which seemed to be a small official on night patrol in the palace.
Ruoxi glanced in that direction and turned her head to look at the man standing in the bleak night breeze. He was dressed in white and robed in white clothes, as if he had seen him for the first time.
"Okay, now that your goal has been achieved, I'm standing here well, alive, without any harm in the slightest." It can be said that such a good opportunity just now is an opportunity that has never been available in a thousand years! but he was disturbed by his own selfish desires!
Ruoxi looked at him resentfully, and it seemed that a thick fire was about to erupt in front of her eyes, and the pain that hatred could not be vented was steaming up in an instant, lingering around her. In the distance, the little official on duty at night was beating a drum, shouting "The weather is dry, be careful of the candles". And the candle flame of hatred in her eyes has spread to her hands!
She vaguely heard someone whispering around her, as if some palace maid was walking this way, her chest rose and fell violently, as if she was suffering from some great pain and pressure. Suddenly, when the voices of those palace maids were getting closer and closer, Ruoxi rushed over, grabbed Bai Chuan's hand, and bit it the wrist, Bai Chuan obviously didn't expect this little girl to use this method to punish his sabotage, and he was overlooked for a while, or maybe he was subconsciously not defensive against this woman at all.
I was really bitten by her! The teeth slashed up and down, and a round gum and bright red blood were left on Shirakawa's wrist, winding like a mischievous little snake. Red and cute, looking at her so closely, the beads of sweat on the tip of her nose and the fine sweat on her forehead and the hot breath coming from her nose all made Bai Chuan feel a little dazed and distracted at this moment, and even the bloody pain on her wrist couldn't make him feel the slightest bit.
"You!" Ruoxi raised her face, there were traces of blood on her lips and teeth, but her eyes were already mixed with too much emotion, and the hot liquid gradually poured into her eyes, so uncomfortable, her heart was tumbling over and over with a scorching wave, was it sad, or reluctant, was it aggrieved or sad, was it unbearable to squeeze the feelings that had been squeezed for too long...... Other pasts.
The two strings of tears seemed to mourn the once beautiful past, and to mourn the strangeness of today's new beginning, and one after another left out of her eyes, Ruoxi pinched his hand, so hard that even the joints on his fingers turned white, and the man did not let out a cry of pain.
On the contrary, it was she who was crying sadly.
It seems that she is only herself who has been washing her face with tears from beginning to end.
Ruoxi blinked her tear-wet eyes and never looked at him again, all the anger was forced to press on her heart at that moment, and it was as difficult as a stalk in her throat, difficult to swallow. 、
"Shirakawa, don't think that this will stop me! Someday, I'll do it for you! She said it aloud in her heart three hundred times! Then he got up angrily and left.
His composure and endurance were too heavy for her to breathe.
It was almost like fleeing from the road, Ruoxi turned around and left as if running......
No, no, she has to find a place to cry out loud, or she should yell three times in a place where there are no people, so that the discomfort and depression in her heart can be relieved. But she couldn't, because someone on the other side was already walking softly, very lightly, but also very fast!
Dressed in white and white, Ruoxi suddenly felt that this color was very eye-catching.
The feet stopped in front of her, it was him. She didn't look at it and knew it was him.
The same white robe and white robe, as white as moonlight.
The "princess ......" obviously saw the look on her face clearly, and couldn't help but be stunned.