Essay.6
What I need is not care, not comfort, your one look is enough.
What you have given me is not only companionship, but also a reason for life.
You appeared when I was scarred, and I sought you in desolation.
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Lin Ruoli returned home disappointed, and as soon as she arrived home, Su Yulan hurriedly asked, "Ruoli, are you okay?" He didn't do anything to you, did he? β
"Nope." "I'm scared to death, I'm about to take my brother to you, it's okay."
"Well, I'm a little tired, so I'll go up and rest first." After speaking, Lin Ruoli went upstairs.
Su Yulan looked at her and felt very uncomfortable.
When it was time to eat, Lin Ruoli never came down, and her parents were not at home, and her brother was still busy in the student union, so she was cold, and she had no intention of eating.
She walked upstairs, pushed open the door, and saw Lin Ruoli crying bitterly, she sighed, she walked to Lin Ruoli's side and said, "Still sad? "Hmm."
Su Yulan didn't say anything, just sat on the bed, she took out a box of cigarettes from her schoolbag, took out a lighter, and lit the cigarette.
Lin Ruoli saw it and said in surprise: "Yulan, you...... You actually smoke? "There's nothing surprising, I'm just a smoker." "You...... Why? β
"Me, that's bad, isn't it? I actually smoke. "No, Yulan, you're not bad."
There was a smell of smoke in the air, "Does Uncle and Aunt know?" "I don't know, and I don't need to know." "Why, you're pushing yourself to the brink of extinction?"
"It's a long story, you do your homework first, and I'll tell you when you go to bed at night." "Well, okay."
After a while, Su Yulan snuffed out the cigarette butt, threw the cigarette into the garbage can, and sat on the bed.
Lin Ruoli finished her homework as fast as she could, she went to lock the bedroom door, and then jumped on the bed and slowly sat down in the quilt.
Lin Ruoli broke the silence and said, "Yulan, can you tell me?" β
"Well, the story starts when I was a child, when my family was not as wealthy as it is now, we lived in an old house, at that time, I didn't have a brother, my parents were busy every day, and I took care of myself at home. Because I was bored, I looked out the window every day. β
"That day, a family moved in next door, and the family was very kind, and I often went to their house to pass the time, and sometimes I would eat at their house and spend the night."
"It was there that I met him. He was about the same age as me, and I remember him being very silent, and he always did strange things, and at first, I was afraid to talk to him, but then I went to his house more and more, and we gradually got acquainted. His attitude towards me has also changed. β
"It was raining that day, and I was scared to be home alone. So I started crying, and then there was a knock on the door, and I was scared, so I asked who it was, and when no one answered, I brought a chair, and saw through the door that it was him, and opened the door for him. β
"He saw that my face was full of tears, and he didn't say anything, so he helped me wipe away the tears, and that night, just like that, he took my hand and accompanied me, and he was still so silent, but I didn't feel alone."
"Then we got to know each other, and finally he talked more to me, telling me that their family was actually very rich, and that they were here to spend their last days with my grandmother. His parents were going to take him away in a few days, and although his grandmother refused to go, she agreed after his parents' persuasion. β
"When I heard that, I was saddened. But I can't say anything, and I can't stop anything. The day he left, it was raining outside the window, and I saw him downstairs, and he waved at me and smiled. β
"But I never knew what his name was. Just such a sorry goodbye. Later, I met my current brother, who was actually the son of a friend of my parents, but they were very busy, so I let him live in my house. β
"My brother's parents invested in my parents' company, and they had money. We moved in here. But my brother's parents unfortunately died in a car accident, and my parents saw that he was pitiful, so they adopted him, and they still have a will......"
"What will?" "They said that as long as my parents raised my brother and asked me to marry him, I would hand over the company to my parents."
"Did your parents agree?" "Agreed, they signed the contract, after all, my brother's parents' company is very ......big" "Why are your parents like this, aren't they selling their daughter?"
"Whew, it doesn't matter......" "Then, does Su Yunan know about this?" "Know ......"
"Ruoli, you know what? Until today, I finally found him. "Him?" "Well, it's He Mingjunβthe one sitting behind you."
"It's him! Did he recognize you? "No, it's been so long, but no matter how long it takes, I can find him." "Are you going to tell him, then?" "No, after all, it's best if I just interrupt and don't tell him."
"That'...... You've found him, what are you going to do? "I don't know, let's go to bed first, and we'll talk about it tomorrow."
After speaking, Su Yulan fell asleep.
When I was young, you left me, and now, I have finally found you, and I will not miss you again, even if I am covered in scars, I will not let go......