Chapter 48: Comprehension
Ruan Mengxue's thoughts were finally pulled back by Mu Qinghan's words, she opened her eyes wide, and looked at him with some incredulity: "Cousin, she ...... Is it really that good? So good that you have to remember her and miss her at all times, afraid that she will not have fun, afraid that she will not dress well enough, and not eat enough? She's nothing more than ...... It's just ......"
"Just a country girl?"
Mu Qinghan looked at Ruan Mengxue, couldn't help but smile, and then pointed to the position opposite him, Ruan Mengxue then sat down with a small mouth: "Cousin, I don't look down on people in the countryside, my father and aunt also came out of Tianjia Village, and that was my hometown." I was just...... I just don't understand, what's so good about Tian Tian? Good enough for you to be so wholeheartedly to her? ”
"In fact, many times I also think about this question, where is she good? In terms of appearance, our Xue'er is prettier than her; In terms of family background, she is really a little worse than my family; In terms of temper, her temper can be considered terrible. ”
"Then why do you like her so much?"
Mu Qinghan's words seemed to make Ruan Mengxue see hope, but he was also annoyed why he was so obsessed, and he was also angry with Tian Tian, I don't know what method was used to make Mu Qinghan so dedicated to her.
"Xue'er, if you can't understand my mood at this time, it means that you haven't really liked someone yet."
"I obviously like my cousin......"
"No, you're wrong, it's not me who you like, it's your cousin. Since you were a child, you have been instilled by your uncle with the idea that you will marry your cousin when you grow up, you and your cousin will be husband and wife in the future, and your perception of the future and the other half in the future is all in the identity of your cousin. Actually, Cher, have you ever wondered what it's like to like someone? ”
"Of course I know, I only know that I will be very unhappy when I see my cousin, you and Tian Tian together, I feel very uncomfortable, you and I should come together, but Tian Tian appeared, and she blocked your view of me......"
Mu Qinghan shook his head: "Think about what I just said, and then think carefully about what you are saying now, you will understand that you actually don't like me, it's just a cognition, to put it bluntly, it's a tendon, from childhood to adulthood, you are just growing up according to your uncle's wishes, facing me according to your uncle's thoughts, you are just possessive of me, maybe, you do have feelings for me, but ...... That kind of relationship is not the kind between me and Tian Tian. ”
After finishing speaking, Mu Qinghan turned her gaze back to Tian Tian's body, only to see her pick up the wooden ruler handed to her by Master Gao, carefully make a few numbers on the cloth with a paintbrush, and then learn Master Gao's movements to cut the cloth. Every movement was so careful, and the serious eyes moved him.
Mu Qinghan pointed at Tian Tian and smiled gently: "You see, her serious appearance, the way she gnaws chicken legs regardless of her image, the way she pouts and scolds me when she is angry, and the way she slaps me after I tease her, I like everything about her from the bottom of my heart." As long as I see her smiling, I will also feel in a good mood, and if she is unhappy, I can also detect it immediately, which is the love from the heart. ”
Ruan Mengxue wanted to say something, but when she looked at the tenderness that Mu Qinghan showed when she mentioned Tian Tian, she felt that something seemed to be stuck in her throat and eyes, as if she was uncomfortable swallowing a fly, and she couldn't say anything, so she could only continue to listen to Mu Qinghan express her heart.
"It's such a person, even I can't tell what is good about her, but ......" Mu Qinghan looked at Ruan Mengxue with a smile, and the seriousness in her eyes made her heart a little moved: "But no one can replace it." ”
After speaking, Mu Qinghan stood up, poured two glasses of water, and slowly walked towards Tian Tian, one cup was handed to Master Gao, and the other cup was handed to Tian Tian, but Tian Tian shook his head, pointed to the cloth on the table, and said that he would continue to cut the cloth, he didn't care, and slowly stretched his hand to her lips, Tian Tian was stunned, glared at him to drink water, and after drinking, he smiled at him, and when Mu Qinghan turned around, he stuck out his tongue at his back.
When he grimaced, he inadvertently bumped into Ruan Mengxue's gaze looking at him, Tian Tian collected his look, and then smiled at Ruan Mengxue, nodded and pointed at Mu Qinghan and moved his lips: "He really hates it!" ”
After speaking, he lowered his head with a smile and continued to study the cloth on the table, but Mu Qinghan didn't know that after he turned around, the undercurrent between the two women, and this short interaction made Ruan Mengxue see the mode of getting along between Mu Qinghan and Tian Tian, the interaction between them was so natural and intimate, but it made people feel that the feeling and tacit understanding transmitted between the two were something that others could not intervene in.
She couldn't help laughing at herself in her heart, but she also had to admit that her cousin really couldn't belong to herself, maybe ...... Cousin, always just cousin.
"Cousin, in fact, I really didn't like Tian Tian before, I always felt that it was her appearance that changed our relationship, but now...... I watched her study seriously, and suddenly I felt that I seemed to be looking at her more and more pleasing to the eye. ”
Mu Qinghan didn't say anything, just nodded, Ruan Mengxue stopped talking, looked at Tian Tian, and then thought about herself, she suddenly realized a fact, women, maybe only like Tian Tian, live their true selves, casual, not hypocritical, self-confidence, will exude her own charm from her body!
Coming out of Master Gao's shop, Mu Qinghan took her to a teahouse, found a position by the window and sat down, and people came and went below the attic, as soon as he sat down, Tian Tian pulled Mu Qinghan to interrogate, so he was extremely serious and serious: "Honestly, when I was busy cutting cloth just now, what did you say to your cousin?" ”
"Let's just talk casually, talk about things when we were children, she was very naughty when she was a child."
"But I always feel that the eyes of the two of you are sweeping over me in turn, you must have said bad things about me, right?"
"How dare I? It's too late for me to praise you! ”
Mu Qinghan held her hand in the palm of his hand, as if he was passing on strength to her, he actually knew in his heart that Tian Tian, who was relaxed on the surface, was still under a lot of pressure in his heart, he just hoped that she would understand that with herself by her side, she didn't need to worry about anything.
Tian Tianhui held his hand, leaned his head on his shoulder, and released the uneasiness that had been hidden in his heart for a long time: "I know that you are good to me, and you also hope to help me cover up all my troubles, but Mu Qinghan, do you know that for me, what I am afraid of is not difficulties, nor tests." I just don't want our relationship to be blessed, I hope that our union is the expectation of all of each other's two families, all your family likes me, all my family likes you, and I can get the blessing of all of them, so that I feel happy and complete. ”
"Well, so you're worried about my uncle and Cher?"
"That's right, I can see that Miss Cousin actually likes you."
"I know, but there is no way to force emotional matters, I told her so much just now, and she also said that she began to have a good impression of you, I hope she can really understand that the problem between me and her is not caused by you."
"Let's hope...... I'm not afraid of anything, I have everything now, I have a family that loves me, I have a bunch of good friends, and I have you who are good to me. So, what I'm missing now is affirmation, the affirmation that your family has for me. ”