Chapter 98: Poignant Love in a Notebook (1)
The spirit was lying on the bed, its body falling as if it had been pulled and falling, and behind it was an endless abyss.
All I have in my mind are the images from the merman's notebook.
As a third-party perspective, she witnessed the poignant life of the merman.
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(This is the first time I have met him on the shore, and the son is like a jade, and he is unmatched.) Later, I learned that heart-warming feeling is called love at first sight.
Fate is so wonderful, I met him again at sea. On the ship, his figure shuttled here, but unexpectedly someone attacked him behind him and fell into the sea.
At that time, I could only watch from afar, and I always remembered the ancestral teaching that the mermaid tribe was far away from humans.
But seeing him sink into the sea, and the red blood melted into the sea, I couldn't help but step forward to save him.
The moment I hugged him, my cold heart was beating, and the merman's heart was cold.
This is the second time I've been ashore, the first time as an adult and the second time for him.
I dragged him ashore and put him on the reef next to him, and I went to a village not far away to change my clothes secretly, because I had no cover for my legs, so I could only exchange pearls, or quietly, so that no one could know.
When I returned, he was still fainting, and the wound I had treated for him was not bleeding again, which is a very fortunate thing.
I wiped my face dirty with mud, and my grandmother used to say that the human world is sinister, and the beauty of the mermaid may bring us misfortune, but she did not tell me that sometimes love can also bring misfortune.
I found a kind family to take us in until I found a new place to live, and I became a fisherwoman in the village.
He was in a coma for several days before he woke up, when I was still fishing in the sea, and it was the uncle next door who came to tell me, and I was very happy at that moment.
"Are you awake?" I still have the umami I just caught in my hand, and in addition to selling it for money, I also have to make up for him.
He looked at me in confusion and asked me after a while if I had saved him.
I said, "Yes." ”
He was also curious about my appearance from the beginning, but I always wore a veil, and the simple villagers always thought that I was ugly.
I don't know how long we've been together, but the time calculation of mermaids in the sea is different from that of humans.
For example, I didn't reach adulthood until I was 118 years old, and the time to become an adult is much shorter.
I would go back to the sea every once in a while, and I was especially afraid that he would know that I was not human, and that the words that I would not be condemned by my race were never empty.
What's more, in human cognition, the flesh and blood, tears, and even the heart of the mermaid have the effect of immortality.
In fact, this effect will only be achieved if the merman is voluntary, but the merman who has been unfortunate enough to be caught throughout the ages has been deceived, where is the merman who has been deceived.
Slowly his wound healed, and he became closer and closer to me, which made me very happy, in fact, the doctor said that his chances of survival were very small, but I volunteered to drink his own blood.
One day, he couldn't find me, and he was in a hurry, because the sea was not calm that day, and many fishermen died in the sea, and I didn't dare or could not save so much.
In the face of greed, I chose to protect myself.
That day, when he came to me, he said, "You like me and want to be with me." ”
For the first time, I was overwhelmed because we weren't the same kind of people, he had never known me, and if one day he knew that I wasn't the same as him, would he still like me?
So I chose to refuse, and my heart was aching.
But he didn't give up at all, and the neighbors around him always thought we were husband and wife, but we weren't.
The more he treated me, the more I sank, I knew it wasn't right, but I couldn't control myself to love someone. )
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