Chapter 152: Sisters have deep affection
Text Chapter 152 Sisters have deep affection
Iman was no longer as calm as before, Yan Guangchen's arms were warm, just like Yan Guangchen's words. Such a warm feeling was very stable, so stable that even Iman himself didn't realize that she didn't push Yan Guangchen away.
"Manman, I know you must have deliberately wanted me to die, but Manman, since the first day I met you, my heart no longer belongs to me. Maybe there is no love at first sight in this world, but meeting you is really the best thing in my life. Manman, I often go to the hospital where we first met, and sit quietly alone, and sometimes, I can even feel you talking to me again. You also said that those harem dramas are all from time travel. But when I came to my senses, I realized that it was just me. ”
Yan Guangchen's breath hit Iman's body deep and shallow, "Manman, although the story between us is short, I remember every moment so vividly. I really want to try to give you happiness, but Manman, you will never give me this opportunity. I really want to fight for it this time, Manman, you don't push me away, you can't push me away. ”
Once again, Iman didn't know how to push away the man who had used all his strength to warm her. She was silent, looking up at the dazzling sun, quietly feeling the pain of burning her skin inch by inch, and her body seemed to give birth to another her, still so bright and beautiful. But as soon as she lowered her head, she saw her current self again, her cold and heartless self.
Such a contradiction made Iman's whole person in a state of collapse. Choosing is bitter, not choosing is still bitter. Now it seems that the experience of coming to this world is itself endless suffering. So why do people choose to live?
Iman almost worshipped herself, and she could think of such a philosophical question. But what she should face is reality.
She let go of Yan Guangchen's hand little by little, not wanting to continue to entangle. No matter how much warmth there is, it will still turn into unbearable memories in the end. So why did she torture herself? Isn't it best to let go now? As long as you always let go, then you will never be sad and sad again. There will be no choice of entanglements and suffering.
Iman didn't say a word again, and he didn't even turn around to look at Yan Guangchen's expression, since he was destined to hurt, let's hurt it thoroughly.
Yan Guangchen is right, she is indeed a ruthless person. The woman used to say the same. Perhaps ruthlessness is the deepest feeling hidden in Iman's heart. She walked without a trace of reluctance, let alone looking back. Just like many times at the beginning, he turned around and left, without any emotion.
Yan Guangchen watched Iman's departure from behind, as if he didn't know the person in front of him. But she's Iman. Iman, who has been living in her dreams for so many years. Whenever he thought of Iman, he smiled so much that flowers bloomed. I think about her when I have insomnia, and I think about her in my sleep. Even if she has a heart as hard as a stone, she was once soft. With reluctance, he chased after him again. He believes that as long as he never gives up, he will have a chance. There will definitely be a chance.
The sun shone on the maple trees on both sides, and the eyes were full of red, but Iman did not like the brightness of the red maple, she preferred the four-day green of the green maple. Just like feelings, everyone yearns for gorgeous and colorful love, gorgeous and colorful love is like the red maple in autumn, and the gorgeous season will wither with the wind, but Iman likes love for a long time, just like the green maple all year round, even if it is never gorgeous.
She always thought that her life would be like this green maple, and she would go on plainly and without sorrow or joy, but as she walked, she became the ending of this red maple.
Within a few steps, Iman crashed into a man, and no matter how much Iman tried to dodge, he still couldn't dodge. This man stood like an iron tower. Iman finally looked up and realized it was Xiongxiong.
Xiong Xiong was still wearing a bridesmaid dress, and she had goosebumps on her body in the cool air of late autumn, but she didn't feel cold at all. Almost as soon as she heard the news of Aunt Yue about Iman, she ran out. She didn't go to find out if it was Iman, but she believed it must be Iman. She knew that Iman would come to this familiar trail that she had walked countless times, so she had already chased after her without even putting on a dress.
After so many years of sisterhood, she can't see Iman suffering. So she has been staying in this small city that has warmed all her youth, hoping to wait for the return of her good sisters. Now that she finally saw Iman again, it was as if she had seen her relatives far away again, and the long-lost cordiality and longing hit her, almost making Xiong Xiong cry with joy.
Xiong Xiong's round eyes were full of excitement, and he scolded Iman with one mouth, "Ya, how do you know that you are back, I thought you went to learn Tao Yuanming to live in seclusion in a grass hut again." ”
Iman also didn't expect to meet Xiongxiong on this road, and after so many years, she also wanted Xiongxiong. So, she tried to respond: "What do you say Tao Yuanming, what is it, can you eat or drink?" ”
Xiong Xiong punched Iman, almost knocking Iman's little heart apart. Seeing this, Xiong Xiong immediately withdrew his hand, "hehe" and smirked: "Recently, I can't control it again, and I have eaten a little too much, so that my hands are a little heavy." ”
Iman didn't take it to heart, she knew that Xiong Xiong was such a virtuous person. But Iman suddenly didn't know what to say. In the past, there was always nothing to talk about, and mutual loss was the ultimate goal. But now Iman didn't know how to continue the conversation.
In the past three years, she has completely closed her heart, and she doesn't even know how to maintain her friendship. Perhaps true friendship doesn't need to be carefully maintained at all. Just like the current Xiong Xiong saw Iman's embarrassment at a glance, she "snorted" and removed the sunglasses on Iman's face with lightning speed, and then put them on her face, the sunglasses were not too big, and they were broken alive by Xiong Xiong's big face.
Xiong Xiong originally wanted to resolve the impasse that Iman couldn't speak, but he didn't expect things to develop to such a point. She secretly scolded herself for being a troublemaker, but she smiled without a smile on her face, "Manman, you see why the quality of these sunglasses is so poor, wait for me to pay you a new one." ”
"No, Bear." Originally, I wore these sunglasses to avoid being recognized, but now it seems that this effect has not been achieved. So what else do you want these sunglasses for?
The cool wind blew on their bodies, and both of them seemed to be a little unsure of what to say. I haven't seen it for a long time, and it seems that I didn't even have a greeting, so I went straight into the role of the past. This feeling is not as familiar as imagined, but isolated, cutting off the beautiful memories that were once so heartless.
Xiong Xiong also felt embarrassed, she shook her shoulders and went to Raiman's arm, "Look at it, you finally came back once, and my good sister didn't pick up the wind and wash the dust for you, I'm really guilty." That's it, you can go to my house tonight, tomorrow we will wash sunshInE, and then go to karaoke, go eat all the food, okay? ”
However, all these warm words were pushed away by Iman's unrelenting hostility, "Xiong Xiong, I'm afraid I won't be able to accompany you this time, my evening train will leave for the train station later." ”
Xiong Xiong looked at Iman in front of him, and he really changed a lot. She has always been an optimistic and cheerful person, but at the moment she leaves her friends with a feeling of indifference. Learning sunshInE, karaoke, and eating all kinds of food are the lives that Iman pursued the most in the past, and there is a kind of happiness of drunken life and dreams. At that time, Xiong Xiong was always ruining the fun, and Xiong Xiong was carrying the money he earned from hard work in his pocket, which was reluctant, and he was reluctant. It was Iman who forcibly pulled her and took care of all the expenses.
And now, there has been a new round of character exchanges, and the rules of the game are still the same as in the past. Who knows, Iman will choose to quit, just like saying goodbye to his old life. Such a calm Iman made Xiong Xiong feel strange.
She always knew that Iman would change, but she didn't expect Iman to become the ghost he is now.
The bearish hand let go of Iman's arm, and displeasure had already crept up on his face, no, it was anger, "Okay, then you can leave now." Since you don't want to see these people from our past, what are you going to do when you come back? Let's see if we're all dead. ”
Xiong Xiong and Iman have never blushed, Iman helped Xiong Xiong to come out, and Xiong Xiong also protected Iman in everything. Unexpectedly, the first quarrel between them turned out to be because of Iman's estrangement. Xiong Xiong couldn't believe that the Iman in front of her was the good sister she had known for so many years. Even Qingyang's departure and Chengxian's control didn't defeat her, but now, her heart is clearly like a dry well.
Iman looked at Xiong Xiong's anger and realized her own indifference, and she tried to pull Xiong Xiong, but was thrown away by Xiong Xiong. Iman sighed, "Bear, I'...... I'm just afraid that I'll cause you trouble, and I'm afraid that I will disturb your peaceful life now. ”
Xiong Xiong's anger did not subside, "Since you already knew that coming back would disturb you, then why did you still make up your mind to come back?" ”
Once again, Iman couldn't say anything to explain, and she found that her language was so pale at the moment, and what scared her even more was that she couldn't see what was going on in her heart. One of her hearts seemed to be like a blank sheet of paper, without any thoughts or ups and downs on it. This kind of emptiness made her extremely flustered, and her mind was even more blank.
Iman looked at the angry bear in a daze, but could not find an explanation or comfort, she lowered her head, like a child who had made a mistake, and then said in a low voice: "Then I will leave now, so that I will not disturb you." ”