I gradually lost myself, and until the last moment, he was still in my head.

Before I knew it, I was in the swamp of love, and I couldn't move an inch.

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The wind swept across her face, engulfing her shattered body and what little soul she had......

She sat quietly, quietly on the highest part of the city, feeling the invasion of the cold wind, she closed her eyes, and the memories came to her heart, bringing her only hatred.

What the hell is going on, when did you start becoming like this?

"I'm leaving." She smiled and muttered to herself.

At this moment, a voice sounded behind him: "Ruoli, what are you doing?" She looked back and saw that Su Yulan was shouting hoarsely. It's you. I saw her squint her eyes and say slowly.

"I'm going to be free, please don't stop it, I shouldn't have come."

"Ruoli, it's not your fault."

"yes, they're right, I'm the embodiment of ugliness, and I smell bad from my bones."

"I am something that has been forsaken by all people, by all gods. I can't live on earth, but I can't go to hell. There's no place for me. After saying that, she smiled coldly.

"Ruoli, I can tolerate you."

"But you'll be dragged down by me."

"I'm not afraid."

"I'm afraid."

"I live every day in fear and ridicule, and they always love to rub salt in other people's wounds."

"I'm so tired, like a clown in a mask, every day is my performance time."

"However, although the clown is a harlequin, he is also a human being, and no one can understand it, and the clown will cry."

"On stage, the clown is responsible for making everyone laugh, and off the stage, it is the clown who is crying."

"What role does the clown play in people's eyes? This has always been something I've been curious about. ”

"Is it a dispensable toy? Or is it an ugly thing for everyone to joke about? ”

"I never got an answer."

"I always told myself, just hold on and everything will be fine. However, when I suddenly looked back, I realized that the reality was getting worse and worse. ”

"It doesn't matter, Yulan, I put a suicide note in your bedroom, if you find it, burn it after reading it."

"When I die, please cremate me, I don't want to have anything left in this filthy world, thank you."

"And I'm sorry, please forgive me for being selfish."

She smiled.

Then he jumped.

Su Yulan ran over and wanted to catch her, but only grabbed her breath.

When Su Yulan returned to Su's house, she ran to her bedroom like crazy and found the suicide note.

She nervously pulled open the letter, which read:

"To: Su Yulan

Yulan, when you read this letter, I have been far away from this chaotic world, please don't cry, you should be happy for me, because I finally got rid of here.

I never belonged to this world, I was just a passerby, I came quietly, I walked quietly, and so silently.

Death is not terrible to me, but it is the hearts of those who have been annihilated.

They spoke ill of me, and I could only remain silent.

I can't justify anything, because they open their mouths, like demons from hell, and curse me.

They made me see the ugliness of the world and made me stop believing that Cinderella would one day meet Prince Charming's fairy tale.

Good people go to heaven when they die, and sinful people go to hell when they die.

I think I will go to hell and suffer torture in the place of the world, and repent for them.

I'm not a god, I can't save people, I'm not a human, I can't survive, I'm a flower on the other side of hell, blooming on the other side, falling into the world.

I don't belong to the world, I belong to hell. ”

Seeing this, Su Yulan burst into tears.