"Miss Mo Nian, can you be specific, what ......does the phrase 'no normal human feelings' mean?"

Dr. Li has been in the industry for decades and has seen all kinds of patients, and although he was stunned at first, he quickly calmed down and got back to business.

There are many interpretations of the phrase "there are no normal human feelings".

For example, "antisocial personality disorder", also known as "ruthless personality disorder", which is occasionally mentioned in criminal investigation documentaries, is an interpretation.

Looking at Mo Nian's appearance, it doesn't seem to have the aggression that is common in "antisocial personality disorder", or irritability, is it a socially withdrawn antisocial personality disorder?

No, it doesn't seem to be quite like ......

Just as Dr. Li was pondering, Mo Nian spoke: "That's the literal meaning...... But you're a psychiatrist, and what I'm saying to you may mislead you about. ”

Misunderstand?

Dr. Li was stunned for a moment, and a conjecture floated from his heart, and he said, "Could it be ...... Not a psychological problem? ”

"Hmm."

Mo Nian nodded, "My emotional disorder is a physiological problem, I had brain surgery when I was a child, due to the limitations of the equipment at that time, although the doctor tried his best, but it still left sequelae, since then, I have no obvious emotional fluctuations, the doctor said that my emotional response is extremely weak, unless it is a violent stimulus, otherwise there will be no reaction." ”

"And, even with intense stimulation......"

Mo Nian paused slightly when he said this.

On the side, Ji Shisheng's eyes were slightly dark, and he thought of Mo Nian's parents who died in a car accident, and after Mo Nian heard the news, his head hurt sharply and he couldn't stop crying.

"Even if there is, in fact, my own experience of feelings is not too deep, but my body will have some serious physiological reactions." Mo Nian spoke again.

Just like when she heard the news of her parents' death, she didn't feel "sad" at all, but she couldn't stop crying, her chest was tight, as if she was pressing a big stone, and her head hurt to death.

And she didn't understand why her body was like this, she obviously didn't feel anything.

But she also understood that she was so sad because of the death of her parents.

It's just that she doesn't know that she's upset.

After losing her feelings, she was so conflicted in matters related to her feelings.

"In other words, you lost your feelings because of surgery, probably because you injured your brain nerves?" Dr. Li was thoughtful, no wonder he felt a sense of disobedience every time he saw Mo Nian.

Thinking about it now, it was probably because Mo Nian's smile was too "perfect" to make him feel unreal.

Normal people don't keep a smile like that all the time.

Mo Nian probably lost his feelings and couldn't make expressions, so he specially practiced smiling faces.

"So to speak." Mo Nian nodded, "But it's not completely emotionless, it's just that my feelings are too weak and it's hard for me to detect." ”

"I see."

Dr. Li said, "So Miss Mo Nian means ...... You have no feelings, you won't favor Ji Qingmo, and you won't waver because you want to 'kill' him? ”

"That's right." Mo Nian nodded.

"So ......"

Doctor Li squinted slightly, "Since Miss Mo Nian doesn't have any feelings, why do you want to help Mr. Ji again?" ”

Isn't that unreasonable?

Since there is no emotion, why would Mo Nian favor Ji Shisheng instead of Ji Qingmo?

"Because this is what I owe Ji Shisheng."

Mo Nian's tone remained unchanged, and she said, "He has become what he is now, and he also has my responsibility. ”

Dr. Li was stunned: "What? ”

As he spoke, Dr. Li looked at Ji Shisheng.

This was the first time he had heard of Ji Shisheng's illness, because of "someone".

Although in the past treatment, he vaguely guessed that Ji Shisheng's schizophrenia was caused by something in his childhood, Ji Shisheng has always avoided talking about it, so he has no idea what to do.

Not to mention Ji Qingmo, he cares more about the past than Ji Shisheng, and never mentions it to others.

"Dr. Lee should have known that he had experienced a fire when he was a child, right?"

Mo Nian glanced at Ji Shisheng and saw that he did not object to his words, so he continued: "At that time, I was also at the scene, but I was rescued by my brother first. ”

When Dr. Li heard this, his heart jumped: "Miss Mo Nian means ......"

"Ji Shisheng watched me leave him behind, so he was stimulated."

Mo Nian said: "I lost my memories of the last year after the operation, and the stimulation of the death of my parents, caused me to have the opportunity to remember those things, but I couldn't remember those things anymore, so I didn't go to Ji Shisheng." ”

After hearing this, Dr. Lee understood many things.

He looked at Ji Shisheng and said suddenly: "In the past treatment, you often showed a feeling of uneasiness, was it because you were abandoned at the fire scene?" ”

When Ji Shisheng heard this, he didn't answer immediately, and after being silent for a while, he nodded: "Yes." ”

"You said that after a fire, you often have nightmares." Dr. Lee added, "Is it a dream about you being abandoned at the scene of the fire?" ”

"Yes." Ji Shisheng did not deny that he did tell Dr. Li about it, but did not tell Dr. Li specifically.

Although he did psychotherapy and had to cooperate with the doctor in all the details, the matter about Mo Nian was a scar on Ji Shisheng's heart, and he was still bleeding until not long ago, so he naturally wouldn't mention it to others.

“…… I understand. ”

Doctor Li said: "The reason for Ji Qingmo's appearance...... I know about half of that. ”

"What?" Ji Shisheng's eyes moved slightly.

"He came here to take on the pressure you can't bear." Dr. Lee said.

Speaking of this, he looked at Ji Shisheng, and when he saw Ji Shisheng's calm expression, he said, "You don't look surprised." ”

"It's not that I can't guess these ......," Ji Shisheng sighed rarely, "It's just that I don't understand why he became like that." ”

"It's true that it's hard to explain."

Dr. Li was also quite puzzled, "If he only showed up for such a simple reason, why did he try to get rid of you?" And ......"

As he spoke, Dr. Li's gaze shifted to Mo Nian again, and he frowned, "If Ji Qingmo was born to share Mr. Ji's pain and pressure, he should also inherit Mr. Ji's hatred and rejection of Miss Mo Nian, but ......"

"Ji Qingmo is very friendly to me." Mo Nian understood what Dr. Li meant.

"yes, that doesn't make sense."

Doctor Li said: "I'm afraid that only Ji Qingmo himself knows the reason, but unfortunately he refuses to communicate with us, and now the only person who can communicate with him is Miss Mo Nian, if you want to cure Mr. Ji's schizophrenia personality, you have to understand the 'reason' for Ji Qingmo's birth and prescribe the right medicine!" ”

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